tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-62747135304076241932012-02-09T00:33:33.376+08:00KahInnhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10062084139083626465noreply@blogger.comBlogger7411100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6274713530407624193.post-46791126610104007502012-02-09T00:33:00.001+08:002012-02-09T00:33:33.406+08:00那种感觉很奇妙，几年前我们不过是勇于做梦的小屁孩儿。可以对着一望无际的天空大声喊话，可以随着喜欢的歌起舞哼唱，看见喜欢的偶像就大吼大叫，看见不喜欢的嘘声连连<br /><br />在这些场景不停切换的同时，我们悄悄地长大了。时间老人默默地往前，青春小鸟划过天空，光阴沙漏规律地滴漏。车子变小了，床变得好挤，餐点变得好小份<br /><br />好像被什么背叛了，我们都有过一夜成长。被纯真吗？还是成长？还是宿命？<br /><br />觉得责任和负担好像违规偷偷潜进我们的生活中，也没有先问过我们，就径直在我脑袋里最显眼的地方自行落脚。<br /><br />人生。<br /><br />这一次我又自行逗留在外婆家。之前有小犹豫说到底要不要留下还是跟爸爸妈妈一起回槟城。可当我想到这很可能是最后一次机会时，我义无反顾了。表姐很快就要正式踏入上班族的生涯，明年的我也讲面临同样的命运。那个时候的我们不再可能有这么样的长假，真的是最后一次了，像个孩子般胡闹，每天自然姓在中午以后，甚至晚上不睡白天不醒<br /><br />＂那一年我们望着星空，那么多的灿烂的梦＂-五月天<br /><br />这一次，表姐陪我一起回槟城！最后一次，我们可以尽情的孩子气，最后一次我们零负担。当她自己搭飞机回外婆家，那象征我们都已下定决心走新的路，在新的路口相遇<br /><br />她当她的上班族，顺便等我<br />我当我的大学生，努力储蓄未来的本钱<br /><br />我们还有一箩筐新的梦想<br />亲爱的世界，我将颠覆你<br />亲爱的时间，我将把握你<br /><br />*期待，再一次相遇<br /><br />在高空，我还是那个我<br />不管离地心引力多么远<br />我不曾自我怀疑<br />我要成为那种激励书里家喻户晓的名字<br /><br />活着，十分有意义的活着！<br /><br /><div class="separator"style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://lh4.googleusercontent.com/-OEGJBbEwNcI/TzKjzpQDvSI/AAAAAAAABtc/lFqPBnaRH8g/s640/blogger-image-788538240.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" src="https://lh4.googleusercontent.com/-OEGJBbEwNcI/TzKjzpQDvSI/AAAAAAAABtc/lFqPBnaRH8g/s640/blogger-image-788538240.jpg" /></a></div><div class="separator"style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://lh5.googleusercontent.com/-qbzbyt5o9sc/TzKj2kFk8OI/AAAAAAAABtk/JJYfn62q0DY/s640/blogger-image--1501440596.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" src="https://lh5.googleusercontent.com/-qbzbyt5o9sc/TzKj2kFk8OI/AAAAAAAABtk/JJYfn62q0DY/s640/blogger-image--1501440596.jpg" /></a></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6274713530407624193-4679112661010400750?l=kahinn.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>KahInnhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10062084139083626465noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6274713530407624193.post-827789859863731432012-02-04T23:44:00.001+08:002012-02-04T23:44:38.642+08:00<br /><div class="MsoNormal"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 宋体;">假如我是孔明燈</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体;">我會帶著別人的夢想升空</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体;"></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman'; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;">我的軀殼將承載著別人的夢想</div><div class="MsoNormal" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman'; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;">而我也將為了別人的夢想努力的活一次</div><br /><div class="MsoNormal"><br /></div><div class="MsoNormal"><o:p>&nbsp;</o:p><img alt="xin_55080420084742114131.jpg (334×500)" src="http://news.cnwest.com/images/site1/20070820/xin_55080420084742114131.jpg" /></div><div class="MsoNormal"><br /></div><div class="MsoNormal">作為一個稱職的孔明燈</div><div class="MsoNormal">我會在大年初九，漫天煙火的黑幕緩緩的進入每個人的視線</div><div class="MsoNormal">用一貫淡定的速度劃過那些煙火</div><div class="MsoNormal">突兀卻又不衝突的和煙火融合在同一個畫面裡</div><div class="MsoNormal">人們都會看見閃爍耀眼的煙火</div><div class="MsoNormal">也有的人會注意我小小的身影</div><div class="MsoNormal">但，我身上的夢想和願望</div><div class="MsoNormal">卻只有當事人和我知道</div><div class="MsoNormal"><br /></div><div class="MsoNormal">黑暗的天空，是寒冷的</div><div class="MsoNormal">孔明燈的軀體確實高度炙熱的</div><div class="MsoNormal">就像時下的人們，冷漠的臉孔下往往是熱情的心</div><div class="MsoNormal">而更像時下人們的，是孔明燈生來就旨在實現別人的願望這個點上</div><div class="MsoNormal"><br /></div><div class="MsoNormal">我們現今的世界，好多人都學會自我保護</div><div class="MsoNormal">好多人的盔甲就像里奧納多在鐵面人裡的面具，已然是身體無法切割的一部分</div><div class="MsoNormal">因為在那些跌跌撞撞的成長過程</div><div class="MsoNormal">我們不約而同的發現，現實是很好的防空洞</div><div class="MsoNormal">只要你躲在現實裡，你就是絕對的安全</div><div class="MsoNormal">而這個動盪不安的社會，我們不再去冒險</div><div class="MsoNormal">我們都退縮在失敗面前</div><div class="MsoNormal">我們再次不約而同的選擇最萬無一失的路</div><div class="MsoNormal">把現實當成所有一切的前提</div><div class="MsoNormal"><br /></div><div class="MsoNormal">結果，我們活了別人的願望</div><div class="MsoNormal">結果，我們生來就是為別人的願望而奔波勞碌</div><div class="MsoNormal"><br /></div><div class="MsoNormal">看著滿天煙火，想一想當下的自己</div><div class="MsoNormal">其實感觸真的很多</div><div class="MsoNormal"><br /></div><div class="MsoNormal">這麼多年來，我犧牲了多少年為了別人而活</div><div class="MsoNormal">揮霍了多少年去尋找方向</div><div class="MsoNormal">消耗了多少年去跌跌撞撞</div><div class="MsoNormal"><br /></div><div class="MsoNormal">九把刀《後青春期的詩》裡提到，</div><div class="MsoNormal">---“總有一天，我們都會被這個世界完美馴服”</div><div class="MsoNormal"><br /></div><div class="MsoNormal">是的。一如孔明燈，我們將活在別人的期待裡</div><div class="MsoNormal">忙活了大半輩子，即使在一萬尺高空卻一點都不快樂</div><div class="MsoNormal">如果就這樣下去，我們會不會就漸漸遺失了冒險的勇氣</div><div class="MsoNormal"><br /></div><div class="MsoNormal">總是活在自己的安全區裡</div><div class="MsoNormal">總是不敢離開現有的軌道</div><div class="MsoNormal"><br /></div><div class="MsoNormal">然後告訴自己，腳踏實地才是王道</div><div class="MsoNormal"><br /></div><div class="MsoNormal">可，腳踏實地的實地，指的是殘酷現實的實，還是夢想實現的實？</div><div class="MsoNormal">。</div><div class="MsoNormal">。</div><div class="MsoNormal">。</div><div class="MsoNormal">。</div><div class="MsoNormal">。</div><div class="MsoNormal">。</div><div class="MsoNormal">。</div><div class="MsoNormal">。</div><div class="MsoNormal">。</div><div class="MsoNormal">這些我不知道，我充其量就是個孔明燈</div><div class="MsoNormal">一個你瞬間就會遺忘的孔明燈</div><div class="MsoNormal">也許一天，也許一晚，也許更快，你會忘記你曾經告訴我的夢想</div><div class="MsoNormal">但是當我在一萬尺，十萬尺的高空，我還是背著你的夢想</div><div class="MsoNormal"><br /></div><div class="MsoNormal">有人說孔明燈一直飛一直飛</div><div class="MsoNormal">就像人類飛鴿傳書給上天一樣</div><div class="MsoNormal">當我們無助的時候，我們總會想盡各種方法來搪塞我們的焦慮</div><div class="MsoNormal">管用與否，但求心安，即為知足，聊表安慰</div><div class="MsoNormal"><br /></div><div class="MsoNormal">作為一個孔明燈，我也只能在這個我們樂此不疲的自我忽悠的世界裡</div><div class="MsoNormal">安靜的扮演我的角色，也許有些底牌，真的還是不掀開的好</div><div class="MsoNormal">有的幸福，是單純地相信</div><div class="MsoNormal">什麼都知道的人不會快樂，</div><div class="MsoNormal">要快樂，必須是什麼都不知道</div><div class="MsoNormal">或是，裝作什麼都不知道</div><div class="MsoNormal"><br /></div><div class="MsoNormal">××××××××××××××××××××××××××××××××</div><div class="MsoNormal"><br /></div><div class="MsoNormal">有時候，我覺得自己和等一個人咖啡的思螢一樣：</div><div class="MsoNormal">“人生的脖子很長”</div><div class="MsoNormal">------------------------------------總是在引頸期盼</div><div class="MsoNormal">思螢等澤宇，等到了卻又要等阿拓</div><div class="MsoNormal">我等的，是自己的沉澱，是自己動盪裡的安穩</div><div class="MsoNormal"><br /></div><div class="MsoNormal">×××××××××××××××××××××××××××××××××</div><div class="MsoNormal"><br /></div><div class="MsoNormal">“那年的煙花，其實是在你臉上”--九把刀</div><div class="MsoNormal"><br /></div><div class="MsoNormal">《這些年，二哥哥很想你》，九把刀，毛毛狗</div><div class="MsoNormal"><br /></div><div class="MsoNormal">今天晚上，我近距離看那些煙花</div><div class="MsoNormal">我本不愛煙花，奈何，</div><div class="MsoNormal">當你的心頭有一種特殊的糾結。。。。。。。</div><div class="MsoNormal"><br /></div><div class="MsoNormal"><br /></div><div class="MsoNormal"><br /></div><div class="MsoNormal"><br /></div><div class="MsoNormal"><br /></div><div class="MsoNormal"><br /></div><div class="MsoNormal"><br /></div><div class="MsoNormal"><br /></div><div class="MsoNormal"><br /></div><div class="MsoNormal"><br /></div><div class="MsoNormal"><br /></div><div class="MsoNormal"><br /></div><div class="MsoNormal"><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6274713530407624193-82778985986373143?l=kahinn.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>KahInnhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10062084139083626465noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6274713530407624193.post-31228416961605616552012-02-04T23:43:00.000+08:002012-02-04T23:43:59.663+08:00i was told yesterday bout a too-cruel-to-be-told-truth<div>it helped me realize that, no matter how strong you think you are,</div><div>there is always one person that is ahead of you</div><div>regardless of whether that one person is of any ability that worth the position</div><div><br /></div><div>if it was me in the case of my friend's,</div><div>it would have been a week of nightmares for me.</div><div>no doubt its gonna be bothering</div><div>just, when i eventually let go, i think i'd swear so hard that,</div><div>it carves a scar on the back of my mind</div><div><br /></div><div>well, we all knew, that there will never be fair</div><div>but when it comes so close to me,&nbsp;</div><div>i realize im not prepared enough for it.</div><div><br /></div><div>i still wished i could magically has the power to act for justice</div><div>i still wished, i had the ability to do it right all over again</div><div>i still wished, that if only i could reveal the truth and save the day like a superhero</div><div><br /></div><div>but no i couldnt</div><div>nothing of the above-mentioned that i'm able and daring enough to do</div><div>i did nothing but sending "wtfffff" among friends</div><div><br /></div><div>its the primary form of unfair and it get us all so mad</div><div>remember how they say that in real life, its never gonna be fair?</div><div>yea, we all knew that ain't we?</div><div><br /></div><div>but when it gets real close,</div><div>you get to see the unfairness with your naked eyes</div><div>and to feel the helplessness flowing along your blood stream</div><div><br /></div><div>your emotion is bursting flame, but you couldn't do a thing.</div><div><br /></div><div>that's what we say, "The worst feeling in the world"</div><div><br /></div><div>unfortunately, there's more to come</div><div><br /></div><div>#adapt</div><div><br /></div><div>but i still wish for #superhero ......</div><div><br /></div><div>#superhero</div><div>.</div><div>.</div><div>.</div><div>.</div><div>.</div><div>.</div><div>.</div><div>.</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6274713530407624193-3122841696160561655?l=kahinn.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>KahInnhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10062084139083626465noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6274713530407624193.post-24044988743138427502012-01-27T00:18:00.000+08:002012-01-29T12:32:36.611+08:00之前大陸禁播了“天與地”，害我以為沒戲唱了<br />但柳暗花明又一村，嬸嬸一早買了dvd<br /><br />今天總算是看完了這一部戲<br />然後被那一首片尾曲感動得不能自己<br /><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><img alt="000002023615_1321332327.jpg (1280×800)" height="400" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-RUOvXPpf4nw/TwE91gl9UOI/AAAAAAAAA7k/UVn7VXRQr20/s640/000002023615_1321332327.jpg" width="640" /></div><br />這部劇，一直都只有我一個人喜歡<br />媽媽的同事批評得體無完膚<br />連我身邊的朋友都說無聊透頂<br />可是我卻深陷其中，孤單的快樂著<br /><br />我承認，看見rock festival慢慢建築起來的同時<br />心裡頭還是明明白白的記得報紙說過那個rock fes根本搞不成<br />那個時候，我跟自己說，人生就是這樣，再怎麼努力，都有辦不到的事情<br />但是報紙沒有講完，當那一箱箱的樂器被載入場<br />不一樣地方的主角本著搖滾的血液出現在現場，彼此有默契的微笑<br />我猛地記起了九把刀說的<br /><blockquote class="tr_bq"><i><b>“這個世界上也許存在著無論怎麼努力都無法達成的夢想</b></i><i><b>但是如果一百倍的努力可以換取一個呼吸的距離欣賞它，</b></i><i><b>那麼我就會去做，然後被自己感動不已”</b></i></blockquote><br />之後，大家還是要面對<br />夜會復明，事情終究要面對<br />像"Fringe"裡頭說的，“Momentum may be paused, but not skip."<br />違反條例照開不誤的rock fes還是會遭到投訴<br />處分，還是要例行，law-by-law<br />真正如馬英九所言，“依法辦理”<br /><br />我喜歡這一部戲裡的葉梓恩，也就是佘詩曼<br />即使是眾星捧月這一段我都覺得很寫實<br />可不是嗎，就像沈佳宜<br />總有那麼一個女孩，贏盡所有男孩兒的心<br />我非常喜歡她的性格刻畫，<br />從一開始我無法苟同的糜爛和迷茫<br />到我能些許了解的那一個痛苦並矛盾的<br />一直到大結局，在老地方發呆結束這一部劇的無言<br />我都很喜歡，第一次覺得佘詩曼著真的做到恰當好處<br />第一次，真心的如此覺得<br /><br />然後我還很喜歡這部戲的剪接<br />像之前社交網站的那種手法<br />連貫着過去與現在，畢竟所謂的現在，不過就是過去的加以演變<br /><br />其實不確定是不是我的心理作用<br />一開始，戲裡頭一直一直都有主角重遊就地，往事重現的情節<br />接著大家慢慢的從尷尬生澀到相互聯絡相互擔心<br />一直都還是有很多過去的片段，拼拼湊湊成一個樂團自強不息的故事<br />但是當刻意忽略的往事再次被掘起<br />初萌芽的友情卻薄弱的應聲斷裂在內疚面前<br />打那時候起，好像就不再那麼頻繁的出現過去的畫面了<br />當下，主人公都各自面對著心裡頭的煎熬，<br />如已結疤的傷口被硬生生劃開再撒上鹽那般錐心的痛<br />因為，曾經存在的人，不能裝做他的缺席不是一回事<br />更不能假裝一切還能重新來過<br />當初搖滾高唱的瀟灑氣魄已蕩然無存，<br />確切的說，那一股搖滾的靈魂已隨著朋友葬在雪山上<br />成為肚子裡消化的乾乾淨淨的不復存在<br /><br />因為做過的事情，就是會盤根在你的腦袋裡<br />長成一棵棵堅韌不拔的大樹<br />頂著你的腦袋，監視著你的未來<br />這就是記憶的意義<br /><br />上天讓你的記憶自動存檔，因為我們必須要從生活中吸取教訓<br />用過去的一切去創造所謂更美好的將來<br /><br />其實我也在想，如果真的是那樣的情況，是不是真的還有對或錯？<br />葉梓恩有意歸根究底，所以到最後她勸那個當初的自己回頭<br />然後戲，很耐心的完成了葉梓恩自己的"what if I..."...“如果當初..."<br /><br />事情的形成，一直都是經過各種各樣原因的潛移默化<br />然後加上一點點時間的催化<br /><br />所以到最後，對或錯的界限也模糊了<br />北極熊餓起來，吃了自己的孩子<br />聽起來那麼的適者生存<br />但是當我們是人，有血有肉有感情<br />可是肚子餓還是肚子餓<br /><br />如果當初4個人都沒能下山<br />如果當初葉梓恩回頭，4人沒去成天山<br />。。。<br /><br />我還發現，戲的前端，大家都稱呼葉梓恩為Hazel<br />但是後來，AhYan的稱呼卻開始頻繁的出現甚至有點取代的意味<br />我不知道這是不是刻意的，但我卻把它解讀成<br />因為那群當初的朋友，AhYan回來了<br />就好像失去家明以前，葉梓恩是直率果敢的AhYan,<br />失去家明以後，葉梓恩變成了迷失孤僻的Hazel<br /><br />其他主角也一樣，一直到有人開始提起當年<br />名字才開始變回當初的暱稱<br />就像當初的自己再次上身一樣<br />被草草埋葬的回憶經不起風吹雨打，<br />一點兒風吹草動就一個勁兒湧現<br />像壞掉的水龍頭，像洪水猛獸，像傾盆大雨<br />擋也擋不住，淋了一身濕漉漉，<br />回神之際，只剩落湯雞般的自己矗立在原地<br />沒有特別後悔，沒有特別興奮，沒有特別的感受<br />就只是，自己，還有散落一地的畫面<br /><br />我還要提一提葉梓恩收音<br />我喜歡收集街道上人來人往的聲音的概念<br />那些聲音就像世界的呼吸聲，此起彼落<br /><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><img alt="1322267059iWQ.jpg (640×439)" src="http://ent.kaixinhk.com/2011/11/26/1322267059iWQ.jpg" /></div><br />Dr.Dylan 說，<br /><blockquote class="tr_bq"><i><b>一個人最初接觸的音樂是在母體裡<br />所聽到的心跳聲</b></i></blockquote><br />這似乎可以解釋為什麼初生嬰兒都可以在媽媽輕拍的節奏中睡去<br />其實，他們只是在新的世界裡緊抓著那個記憶中的節奏<br />之前看讀心術提過，我們都會對曾經接觸或者有印象的事物產生先入為主的好感<br /><br />嗯 就像這一部戲所說的<br />人不能沒有過去，但也不能沉醉在過去<br />葉梓恩終究告別了香港，真真正正的去看那一個雪山<br />他們的友情也無言的黯然銷魂了<br /><br />經過了那麼多，實在很難卸下心房再誠心的經營友情<br />所有的好與美都留在過去孤芳自賞<br /><br />最後的那一段"如果當初..."其實拍得很好<br />也許，如果我們可以堅定地做自己<br />由始至終保持最初最單純時自己的樣子<br />若果那樣，我們真的會如主人公“如果當初..."的片段那般幸福快樂<br /><br />但，誰又知道呢？<br />是福不是禍，是禍終歸躲不過<br /><br /><br />。。。我真的喜歡這一部戲探討的每一個題目<br />我喜歡，去細想生活<br />這樣，才比較真切的活過<br />不要去浪費生活的每一個點滴<br /><br />誠如戲裡說的<br />“我們做人生活已經太多挫折，我們生命中，不應該再有那麼多妥協”<br />。<br />。<br />。<br />。<br />然後葉梓恩拋下丈夫奔向情人<br />因為一瞬間，她看見了家明的影子<br />如此迷亂，掀開故事的序幕，<br />幾個掙扎了十八年的朋友，<br />幾顆糾結了十八年的心<br />漩渦般，每個人的世界開始天旋地轉<br /><br />The heaven, burns.<br /><br /><div style="text-align: center;"></div><div style="text-align: center;"><div style="text-align: left;"><img alt="images (187×269)" src="http://t2.gstatic.com/images?q=tbn:ANd9GcTPQ2HSJOB5WYtJPaD0tQc2XUOlfRUwQ-sbaZucPcNoqzb_wFo8f4mnHR1n" /></div></div>。<br />。<br />。<br />。<br />。<br />一直到Rock fes上，那一個面對十八年前的自己<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />不提戲裡那些融匯貫穿的歌曲選擇多麼到位<br />就只是主題曲和片尾曲<br />用黃貫中那樣搖滾的氣魄掀開序幕的戲<br />結束在主人公唱的那些看淡和無奈<br /><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><img alt="000002023601_1321332314.jpg (1280×800)" height="400" src="http://images.wikia.com/evchk/images/0/0f/000002023601_1321332314.jpg" width="640" /></div><br /><div style="text-align: right;">。</div><div style="text-align: right;">。</div><div style="text-align: right;">這一部戲，從頭到尾，我都喜歡。</div><div style="text-align: right;">很喜歡。</div><div style="text-align: right;">。</div><div style="text-align: right;">。</div><div style="text-align: right;">。</div><div style="text-align: right;">。</div><div style="text-align: right;">。</div><div style="text-align: right;">。</div><div style="text-align: right;">。</div><br />順帶一提，一開始我實在納悶為什麼這部戲的英文譯名是<br />“When Heaven Burns"<br />但現在，我覺得，取得真是貼切<br /><br />當所認知的天堂著火<br />有人四處逃竄<br />有人幫著救火<br />有人袖手旁觀<br />有人助紂為虐<br />有人隔岸觀火<br />有人趁火打劫<br />。<br />。<br />。<br />。<br /><br />看這部戲，我明白一種米養白種人<br />也明白，人之初，性本善<br />奈何把持力因人而異<br />故事正因為如此豐富了<br /><br /><br />所謂人生，是潛移默化<br />也是曲終人散<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6274713530407624193-2404498874313842750?l=kahinn.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>KahInnhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10062084139083626465noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6274713530407624193.post-68092065421161677732012-01-25T22:41:00.002+08:002012-01-25T22:41:50.509+08:00chinese new year is a festive season<br />just, i prefer it spent silently<br />i still hate crowd and tried all i can keeping myself away<br /><br />its just, i hate it when things went off control<br /><br />****************<br /><br />have you realize how difference your topics are from the others?<br />not all the time, but sometimes i do.<br /><br />everyone changed. just, we've got too little time to catch up.<br />the worst is that i couldn't stand and join the conversation im not interested in<br />i get annoyed when people used the same old trick and expect the same fun<br />...im fuckin scumbag<br /><br />i know deep down, we're all equally nervous trying to blend in<br />and its impossible to have everyone to remain in the same channel<br />its no-one's fault....I KNOW okay....<br /><br />i still get annoyed, when old-school tricks are done<br />because when its not funny, it becomes irritating and annoying and negative<br /><br />you know, i wished we were closed enough for me to yell at you:"MOVE ON!"<br />but then, if we were that close at the first place,<br />we would still have been in the same channel<br /><br /><img alt="tumblr_lrhrfgtr4z1qcrsn7o1_500.jpg (500×311)" src="http://28.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lrhrfgtr4z1qcrsn7o1_500.jpg" /><br /><br />what would i be in years time?<br />constantly annoying and eventually reach the ultimate level of foreveralone?<br />if i do, i guess its all because i deserved it.<br /><br />i cant really tolerate with people who are in my heart<br />i'd expect them to keep up with me<br />when they fail, or if i fail,<br />......we ended.<br /><br />im just another scumbag who&nbsp;doesn't&nbsp;appreciate yet keep complaining bout being alone.<br /><br />i deserved it.<br />all this while, its just karma playing its role.<br /><br />.......i hate it when i have to be honest to myself.<br />......super-hate<br /><br />its important to appreciate<br />and to me now, appreciate means<br /><i><b>&nbsp;to love unconditionally without the effect of time</b></i><br /><i><b><br /></b></i><br />sincerely, there's a fuckin load of lesson ahead of me<br />it tore me apart whenever i realize how bullshit i've acted and the karma-shits that is yet to come<br />.<br />.<br />.<br />.<br />..<br />.<br /><br />night.<br /><br />PS. streetlights, thanks for helping me figure this out.it wasnt hard, its just guilts.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6274713530407624193-6809206542116167773?l=kahinn.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>KahInnhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10062084139083626465noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6274713530407624193.post-35851497270882281412012-01-19T02:29:00.005+08:002012-01-19T02:29:47.615+08:00那個時候，<br />笑容是真實的，不是敷衍的<br />朋友是存在的，不是幻想的<br />知己是並肩的，不是遙遠的<br />愛情是可愛的，不是炫耀的<br />日子是生活的，不是混過的<br />未來是憧憬的，不是沒有的<br />老師是教書的，不是打工的<br />太陽是明亮的，不是炙熱的<br />眼淚是偶爾的，不是無止的<br />聊天是輕鬆的，不是無助的<br />唱K是助興的，不是宣洩的<br />聽歌是平靜的，不是狂哭的<br />夢想是編制的，不是笑話的<br />同學是交心的，不是比較的<br />夜晚是睡覺的，不是失眠的<br />童話是睡前的，不是神話的<br />幸福是期待的，不是童話的<br /><br />自己是簡單的，不是無解的<br /><br />什麼時候，我學會了欲言又止<br />相顧而無言，唯有淚千行<br /><br />在深夜裡，和朋友聊起那些過去的事<br />好的壞的複雜的 全部已然成過往 追不回 改不了 夠不到<br />我說這個世界上的人如果想要快樂，那就只有兩個選擇<br />要嘛當個十足的白痴<br />要嘛明白大智若愚，韜光養晦的道理<br /><br />安靜的房間裡只有林宥嘉的想自由獨自迴盪<br /><br />“在摩天大樓，渴求自由”--想自由，林宥嘉<br /><br />我也想自由，我們都想自由<br />是什麼把我們牢牢的鎖在著地面上<br />艱難的行走在既定的路<br /><br />到動物園看動物，它們痴傻的看著訪客們成群結隊指指點點<br />我們呢<br /><br />我們不也是這樣，一輩子被大眾輿論束縛著<br />因為那些所謂的群眾，我們越來越猶豫，<br />常常在一個決定面前躊躇不前<br /><br />其實，究竟自由是否真的存在<br />會不會，那不過是人們編織出來的一個美麗的幻覺而已<br /><br />如果你曾經在廣闊的草地上肆無忌憚<br />那你要如何說服自己一張小小的辦公桌和一台小小的電腦將是你生命的全部？<br /><br />知道“淡”這個字嗎？<br />你看到裡邊的三分水，兩分火嗎？<br />人原來真的不可以太過任性執著<br />所謂“淡”，即是稀釋<br />把火加水稀釋掉，<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 宋体; line-height: 30px;">不愠不火</span><br /><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 宋体;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 30px;"><br /></span></span><br /><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 宋体;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 30px;">人們說的灰色地帶，其實才是最適合生存的</span></span><br /><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 宋体;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 30px;">就像上官的第三魚缸</span></span><br /><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 宋体;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 30px;"><br /></span></span><br /><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 宋体;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 30px;">恰到好處，拿捏得宜</span></span><br /><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 宋体;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 30px;"><br /></span></span><br /><br />概括而論，花要半開，酒要半醉。<br /><br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6274713530407624193-3585149727088228141?l=kahinn.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>KahInnhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10062084139083626465noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6274713530407624193.post-2625717146257975702012-01-17T22:39:00.003+08:002012-01-17T22:39:24.859+08:00<blockquote class="tr_bq">如果人生的哀傷眼淚可以在電影院裡流光，<br />那有多好。<br />--幾米，《時光電影院》</blockquote><br />今天為了閃躲不想見到的人，躲進書局看書<br />看見被重點推薦的幾米這本時光電影院<br />這麼樣的書名，我怎麼能不看？<br /><br />站在書局裡理所當然的看書似乎有一點過分<br />但我也不是第一次這麼做，所以也沒差啦<br /><br />其實那個故事就跟幾米以前的每一個故事一樣<br />是一個人，甚至是很多人可以連接自己的故事<br />敘述手法也沒有差很多<br />就是，很幾米的那種<br /><br />我常常想起以前自己看不懂幾米的時候<br />那個時候不明白那些圖和那些個字兒的關係<br />一直到現在，也沒有人教我，怎麼就懂了？<br /><br />一如，沒有人教我們空虛寂寞<br />但我們卻那麼精準的明白什麼是空虛 什麼是寂寞<br />那麼抽象的情緒，究竟我們是怎麼參透的？<br /><br />說說那本書吧<br />是關於一個女孩和電影院的故事<br /><br />這個世界上，應該大家都喜歡看電影吧<br />那種電影院裡伸手不見五指的黑暗<br />總是讓人有一種被屏蔽起來的安全感<br />可以安然的投入故事裡面，其體驗自己以外的喜怒哀樂<br /><br />我第一次自己去看的電影是唐山大地震<br />而且我記得電影院裡只有兩個人，我和一個不知道是誰的人<br />應該是因為那是週日，又是上午場<br />我本來想避開人潮，結果不只人潮避開了，連人也避開了<br /><br />我進電影院的時候有一點小嚇到<br />偌大的電影院難道真的就我們兩個人？<br />那樣的感覺很像九十九給不夜橙派任務的感覺<br />而且我進場的時候播的是泰國鬼片的預告<br />還好預告很快結束，不然以那個鬼片裡鬼瞪眼的恐怖，我可能會直接離場<br /><br />那一部電影，一直到現在我還影響深刻<br />也許是故事本身，也可能是一個人看<br />電影開場前，我喜歡轉身看一看播映室<br />有太多太多的電影都在訴說電影院播映室裡的故事<br />感覺，那像是故事開始的地方<br />不管哪一部電影，不管是什麼故事<br />都要從播映室裡開始，也會在那裡結束<br /><br />之前親菇介紹我一部戲，“老港正傳”<br />裡頭有黃秋生，他也是在播映室裡，一卷一卷影片的播著<br />一直到老<br />一直到，電影院結業<br /><br />電影院，其實很好<br />2D的最好<br />總覺得3D的電影讓人少了那份若有似無的距離感<br />因為戴著眼鏡，3D的電影讓我很難哭<br />也覺得，無法獨立的保持自己旁觀者的狀態<br />我，不是那麼喜歡<br /><br />算一算，我都忘記上一次進電影院是什麼時候了<br /><br />忙東忙西，也沒有去關注有什麼電影上映了 或是下映了<br />在商場路過電影院也常常被人潮嚇傻<br />就覺得肯定又是什麼唬人的大片出現了<br />然後快步走過<br /><br />把自己收集的票根都翻出來<br />細數自己看過的電影<br />和去懷念那些一起看電影的人<br /><br />在《時光電影院》裡，女孩兒最後在電影院裡找到那熟悉的味道<br />她靠在媽媽的肩上哭了，但最後只是搪塞著說是電影太感動了<br />是啊。電影最好的地方，就是它給我們雜亂無章的情緒一個暫時的出口<br />想要好好哭一場，所以選了部悲情片<br />想要好好笑一場，所以選了部喜劇片<br /><br />人的情緒是需要傾述的<br />而電影，它大眾化的訴說了一份情緒<br /><br />人生畢竟不是電影<br />電影只能選擇強調人生的一部分<br />強調一些人們忽略的小細節<br />這就是我覺得電影的意義<br /><br />電影拍的是我們的人生<br />而鏡頭，應該捕捉的應該是平日里肉眼看不見的故事<br /><br />好的電影，應該要可以讓我們更客觀地去看待事情<br /><br />我很喜歡的導演有魏德勝，張藝謀和yasmin ahmad<br />雖然還有很多，但是他們算是我會因為他們是導演而不管故事就買票入場的人<br />我永遠無法忘記紅高粱裡那紅色的最後一段<br />還有活著裡葛優戰後回家在街上看見女兒的那一段<br />然後就是海角七號裡那個因為戰陣的不得不的離別<br />還有賽德克巴萊裡莫納魯道的眼神<br />還有sepet最後的那場車禍和那個掉在馬路上的手機<br /><br />這些故事，都發人省思<br />應到我去思考 去衡量 去建立 自己的價值觀<br /><br />這些故事，給了我們全新的角度去看事情<br />這些故事，深切讓我知道，每個人的人生都是一場艱難的戰鬥<br />這些故事，教會我那種在黑暗裡自己一個人的狂歡<br /><br />伸手不見五指的電影院<br />那短短的一百二十分鐘<br />還有一個故事<br /><br />就這三樣東西，就可以變成我的防空洞<br />把那些外來的侵襲隔開<br />讓孱弱不堪的情緒稍息片刻<br />就因為這樣，很多人走不出電影，而讓自己深陷在故事裡，無可自拔<br /><br />如果真有的選，誰想出來面對那些攻擊呢？<br />情緒這東西，一旦脆弱起來，真的是一觸即發<br /><br />偶爾看一部戲<br />到電影院裡走跳<br /><br />也許哪一天，你會真的等到那你熟悉的味道<br /><br />然後你也可以偷偷的靠近他<br />還自己的等待一個句號<br /><br />讓你的等待陪著電影落幕<br /><br />在電影院，每雙眼睛永遠在睜開<br />永遠在尋找，他們生命中那些貌似電影情節的時刻<br /><br />可誰又真正的明白<br />電影不過是人生百面之一<br />真正的人生，是不可能被那麼個小框框限制住的<br /><br />你多久沒看電影了？去看場吧<br />找個人，或者自己一個也好<br />去聽別人的故事，流自己的淚<br />看別人的感情，刺激自己的心<br /><br />要說人生在世有啥遺憾<br />那肯定是我們僅此一次的人生<br />如果你不甘願於這樣珍貴的人生<br />你就只能寄望在電影裡涉足你不熟悉甚至未曾發現的世界<br /><br />看電影，絕對是浪漫的。<br />一個人，兩個人，很多人，整群人<br /><br /><div style="text-align: -webkit-auto;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><img alt="tumblr_lxy4dkzmqu1qzcmcno2_250.jpg (250×313)" height="640" src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lxy4dkzmqu1qzcmcno2_250.jpg" width="511" /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><img alt="tumblr_lxy4dkzmqu1qzcmcno3_250.jpg (250×313)" height="640" src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lxy4dkzmqu1qzcmcno3_250.jpg" width="511" /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><img alt="tumblr_lxy4dkzmqu1qzcmcno1_500.jpg (500×400)" height="512" src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lxy4dkzmqu1qzcmcno1_500.jpg" width="640" /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><img alt="tumblr_lxy4dkzmqu1qzcmcno4_500.jpg (500×400)" height="512" src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lxy4dkzmqu1qzcmcno4_500.jpg" width="640" /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">。</div><div style="text-align: center;">。</div><div style="text-align: center;">。</div><div style="text-align: center;">。</div><div style="text-align: center;">。</div><div style="text-align: center;">。</div><div style="text-align: center;">。</div><div style="text-align: center;">。</div><div style="text-align: center;">。</div><div style="text-align: center;">。</div><div style="text-align: center;">。</div><div style="text-align: center;"><img alt="tumblr_lw8akoqmRx1qzds02o1_500.png (500×281)" height="359" src="http://27.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lw8akoqmRx1qzds02o1_500.png" width="640" /></div><br /><br /><br /><br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6274713530407624193-262571714625797570?l=kahinn.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>KahInnhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10062084139083626465noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6274713530407624193.post-26904061938045457922012-01-15T23:32:00.003+08:002012-01-15T23:32:22.090+08:00<br /><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">很多年後，會怎麼樣？</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><br /></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">泡了杯熱美祿坐在電腦面前</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">看著不斷自動更新的臉書和推特</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">有的人旅行，有的人畢業，有的人戀愛，有的人生日，有的人無聊</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">而我突然忘記自己究竟在哪裡</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><br /></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">這個世界上，能夠了解我的人不多</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">因為我自己也無法完全了解我自己</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><br /></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">常常我看著那些身邊的人，總覺得我們彼此離得好遠好遠</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><o:p><br /></o:p></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><o:p><img height="259" src="http://29.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lx38qcOC481qebcu9o1_500.jpg" style="-webkit-user-select: none; cursor: -webkit-zoom-out;" width="500" />&nbsp;</o:p></div><div class="MsoNormal"><o:p><br /></o:p></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">剛剛按錯鏈接到了一個已經被朋友遺忘的部落格</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">就像我跟她的友情一樣</span><span lang="ZH-CN"> </span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">不知道什麼開始</span><span lang="ZH-CN"> </span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">回過神來</span><span lang="ZH-CN"> </span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">已經淡淡的</span><span lang="ZH-CN"> </span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">無色無味無所謂存在</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">我太多這樣的遺憾了</span><span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">&nbsp; </span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">那種不知不覺中漸行漸遠的朋友</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">偶爾我會想起那些曾經的日子裡</span><span lang="ZH-CN"> </span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">當那些陌生人還是我最熟悉的朋友</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">想我們是怎麼的認識</span><span lang="ZH-CN"> </span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">又怎麼樣的無所不聊</span><span lang="ZH-CN"> <span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">&nbsp;</span></span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">一直到最後相視而不相識</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><br /></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">每一場雨，總有人來，總有人去，剩下逐漸稀薄的氣味</span><span lang="ZH-CN"> </span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">稀釋在空氣裡</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">把最後一份存在也吞噬的無影無踪</span><span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">&nbsp; </span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">還有一聲長長的嘆息</span><span lang="ZH-CN"> </span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">迴響在那條長廊</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><br /></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">有那麼個時候</span><span lang="ZH-CN"> </span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">我以為世界是昏眩的</span><span lang="ZH-CN"> </span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">一切注定了要錯亂</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">而我什麼都不需要做</span><span lang="ZH-CN"> </span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">只需要若隱若現的點綴自己的生活</span><span lang="ZH-CN"> </span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">一切總歸要結束</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">那天</span><span lang="ZH-CN"> </span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">我站在陽台望著漸漸明亮的天空</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">深深的被那麼個循序漸進亮起來的過程感動着</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">那些進行中的一切其實很美麗</span><span lang="ZH-CN"> </span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">甚至比最終成果還要美麗</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">因為那一個日出</span><span lang="ZH-CN"> </span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">我想要努力一次</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><br /></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">看著天空漸漸亮起來，人們開始陸陸續續的投入一天的運作</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">我想著自己散漫的人生究竟要去哪裡</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">偶爾在很深很深失眠的晚上，我看著黑暗深邃的天空，那些一點兩點的星星</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">科學家說星星是恆星爆炸還是什麼的</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">那樣子聽就會越發覺得自己真的渺小的可以</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">但是縮在房間裡一個人悲傷卻又覺得自己的孤單正在無限膨脹並且足以吞食所有</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">我喜歡提醒自己關於自己的微不足道</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">抱怨的時候，開心的時候，明白自己的渺小有助於讓我平常心的去面對</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">平常心</span><span lang="ZH-CN"> </span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">嗯</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><br /></div><div class="MsoNormal"><o:p>當我想要安安靜靜的時候 我會聽廣仲版本的繁華攏是夢</o:p></div><div class="MsoNormal"><o:p><br /></o:p></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><o:p><iframe allowfullscreen="" frameborder="0" height="315" src="http://www.youtube.com/embed/7sbKm-hAlsw" width="420"></iframe></o:p></div><div class="MsoNormal"><br /></div><div class="MsoNormal">繁華攏是夢，人生在世什麼最重要？</div><div class="MsoNormal">或許，真的沒有什麼是最重要</div><div class="MsoNormal"><br /></div><div class="MsoNormal">我，想寫一個故事</div><div class="MsoNormal">還自己一個期待和幻想</div><div class="MsoNormal"><br /></div><div class="MsoNormal"><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6274713530407624193-2690406193804545792?l=kahinn.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>KahInnhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10062084139083626465noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6274713530407624193.post-53584265784058359242012-01-06T06:19:00.000+08:002012-01-06T06:19:52.668+08:00第二人生，五月天。<br /><br />這個時間點，我正在調整過度興奮的心情<br />等等就是最後一科了<br />然後就是馬不停蹄的大掃除<br />然後恭喜發財紅包拿來<br />轉瞬間又回到學業和孤單裡頭<br />好像那些喧嘩都是假的 都是空中捏造出來<br />又快速的隨風而散<br /><br />談談第二人生吧<br />之前都在忙著手邊的東西 一直沒有靜心去聽這張專輯<br />昨晚看見怪獸留言的說一定要用耳機去聽這張專輯<br />一試之下發現其實真的有很大差別<br /><br />之前聽的時候，就數星空最深得我心<br />其他的，基本上都是一團亂糟糟的聲音<br />筆電的喇叭播不出那一種音樂的層次感<br />所以歌裡頭所有的精心細心縝密都聽不出來<br /><br />昨天晚上我聽的是“2012”<br /><br /><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; font-size: 13px;">“聽著 無人電台 最終的播送</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; font-size: 13px;"><br /></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; font-size: 13px;">那些 愛過的歌 像浩瀚鄉愁</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; font-size: 13px;"><br /></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; font-size: 13px;">花朵 長出雲朵 彈頭落在街頭</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; font-size: 13px;"><br /></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; font-size: 13px;">我們啊 停不下來 以為闖關 卻在闖禍</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; font-size: 13px;"><br /></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; font-size: 13px;"><br /></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; font-size: 13px;">今天 珍重 誰知道是真是夢</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; font-size: 13px;"><br /></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; font-size: 13px;">明天 過後 解答或解脫</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; font-size: 13px;"><br /></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; font-size: 13px;"><br /></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; font-size: 13px;">如果 你在 倖存的平行宇宙</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; font-size: 13px;"><br /></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; font-size: 13px;">要怎麼做 要怎麼活 請你對自己說</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; font-size: 13px;"><br /></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; font-size: 13px;"><br /></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; font-size: 13px;">誠實對自己說</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; font-size: 13px;"><br /></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; font-size: 13px;">快對自己說”</span></i><br /><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; font-size: 13px;">--2012，五月天</span></i><br /><br />這一段讓我想起20世紀少年<br />想起賢知要去戰鬥之前他在街邊彈著吉他唱的歌<br />想起戰鬥之後消失的他騎著重機出現在一條長長的鄉間小路<br />想起那個很雷鬼feel的DJ播他的歌<br />想起戰鬥前最後拍下的那一張背影的照片<br /><br />有人說，五月天一直在賣熱血青春<br />說他們已經30幾歲的大人了還在熱血青春很幼稚<br /><br />但其實不然<br /><br />這一次他們談的是世界末日<br />不論你信不信世界終會末日<br />但聽聽看假設性世界會末日聽起來滿有趣的啊<br /><br />假設性的想想看如果世界真的末日<br />那最後的一段時間<br />那最後的幾句話<br />那最後的畫面<br /><br />雖然2012那部電影的手法有點誇大其詞譁眾取寵<br />可是其實，如果這些電影音樂話題這麼被放大熱炒<br />卻還是喚不起人們心理小小的珍惜<br />那這一切就是惘然的吧<br /><br />難道，就因為世界不會末日<br />我們就可以放肆的盡情揮霍嗎？<br /><br />之前讀到說我們現在所擁有的不只是從祖先那裡繼承來的<br />還有是從我們子孫那裡借過來的<br /><br />哇。我們的世界一定要那麼過度強調罪惡感嗎？<br />難道，不這麼強烈的用放大鏡去看每一件事就真的不能引起知覺嗎？<br /><br />人們好像對很多東西都麻木了<br />所以需要很強烈並且充滿刺激性的東西才能喚醒沉睡的單純<br />這樣好悲哀<br /><br />雖然有時候我也覺得那些環保人士的做法過於偏激<br />但轉念一想，如果不那麼極端，會不會我們就硬生生忽略了？<br /><br />都說人是逼出來的<br /><br />也許，現在我們不贊成的一切一切都是自己逼出來的<br />反正人生本來就是充斥着矛盾的<br /><br />現在在準備的考試科目有一部分是說<br />公司是否應該注重社稷的安逸？<br /><br />就像蜘蛛俠他叔叔說的，<br />“with great ability, comes great responsibility.”<br /><br />就是這麼簡單不是嗎？<br />我很想就大剌剌的只寫這一句就交上去<br />可他媽的，幾個字得不到20分<br /><br />我真的是這麼想的啊<br /><br />這麼簡單的道理，卻又那麼多的學術論文在討論<br />吼，是沒有再看蜘蛛俠嗎？<br /><br />有沒有發現，人長越大，那些困擾你的東西就越簡單<br />簡單到三歲小孩都會，但偏偏二十一歲的我被問得啞口無言<br /><br />為什麼，可以做的更好的我們要畏畏縮縮？<br /><br />小時候我們不是被教育要極力爭取一百分嗎？<br />會不會，就是成長的過程中那些碰碰撞撞讓我們害怕了？<br />那些不曾被撫平的碰碰撞撞，就這麼躲在黑暗裡伺機恐嚇我們.......<br /><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><img alt="tumblr_lwks9zq5b91qg3uj6o1_500.gif (500×260)" src="http://27.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lwks9zq5b91qg3uj6o1_500.gif" /></div><br />過去就讓它過去吧<br />緊抓在手裡的不是時光，是疤<br />乾了脫皮還會隱隱作痛的疤<br /><br />風帶走了輕輕的回憶<br />重重的淚水掉到了地上<br /><br />我們，孑然一身，活<br /><br /><br /><br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6274713530407624193-5358426578405835924?l=kahinn.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>KahInnhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10062084139083626465noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6274713530407624193.post-55130599133220011262012-01-04T22:33:00.001+08:002012-01-04T22:45:24.145+08:00哎考剩最後一科咯<br /><br />這回考試時間表堪稱我最稱心的一次<br />一路以來，我的算式題就不咋地<br />所以每回算式佔大部分的科目還沒有過關，我心頭上的石塊硬是放不下來<br />可這一次，這最後的一次學期考<br />把算式科放第一天，剩下的都是那些理論科<br />喲可把我樂得<br /><br />還有時間跨年，還有時間看電視，還有時間想太多<br />考試考得那麼寫意，人生幾何，夫复何求啊！<br /><br />早上起來腦子裡盤旋著九把刀說的<br />“我很不擅長跑步，但如果我那天練跑步都會了，那我不就天下無敵了嗎？”<br /><br />這句話之前好像也是影響我很久很深<br />除了我也不擅長跑步之外，就是我很喜歡那份氣魄<br /><br />我想，九把刀的小說會那麼讓我著迷，可能就是那一種強烈的能量背光吧？<br /><br />一開始，在那些年裡就有柯景騰追沈佳儀八年渾身都在發著光<br />然後就是狼嚎裡頭山王變成白狼，發出耀眼白光<br />還有月老裡邊黑人牙膏在窗台給九把刀講故事<br />再來是歐陽盆栽跟賭王在船上那最後的幾分鐘<br />。。。。<br /><br />我覺得，九把刀的故事總是很強調戰鬥<br />各個類型的戰鬥<br />雖然有人說那樣熱血戰鬥很幼稚<br />可是我很受落也，受落到，我幾乎把九把刀當成我的神在崇拜<br /><br />也完全像相信觀音菩薩那樣相信九把刀<br />所以接觸九把刀後的第一個學期，我很努力的讀書<br />雖然還是常常玩，但我開始明白什麼叫玩歸玩，讀書歸讀書<br />開始知道讀書和玩是風馬牛不相及的兩碼子事，是沒有對立關係的<br /><br />才知道，考像樣的成績其實也是一種幸福<br />挑燈夜讀，就像跟自己打賭一樣<br />把不會的東西搞懂，把懂的東西搞熟<br /><br />我之前曾經一度偷偷的認為<br />總有一天，我會不再那麼迷戀九把刀<br />而我很病態的期待這一天<br /><br />就像過去的周杰倫那樣<br />曾經我每一首歌都朗朗上口<br />但現在最新的專輯叫什麼名字我也不知道<br /><br />是啊。每一個曾經的喜歡都會伴你走一段路<br />可以是很漫長，也可以一聚而散<br /><br />我還是喜歡當初喜歡周杰倫的我自己<br />還是喜歡偶爾開那些歌來回到過去<br /><br />但現實是，我已經變了<br />那樣的東西只剩下一抹淡淡的微笑<br />不再張牙舞爪的抓著我的每一絲神經<br /><br />也許真的有一天，我會不再那麼迷戀九把刀<br />但毋庸置疑的，我不後悔喜歡九把刀的我<br />因為那一些故事也是我成長的養分，也幫著成就了現下的我<br /><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><img alt="tumblr_lt22m8koM91r3wk77o1_500.gif (500×240)" src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lt22m8koM91r3wk77o1_500.gif" /></div><br /><br />人生啊。<br /><br />我的人生難道就是在部落格里塗塗寫寫孤芳自賞自得其樂？<br /><br />算了。其實周杰倫有一句話講得很對，<br />“我不可能讓每一個人都喜歡我，因為我不是神”<br /><br />既然這樣，我只想盡力變成我想變成的人<br />然後其他的，管他呢！<br /><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><img alt="tumblr_lx8irzUWU91qcje1eo1_500.gif (500×282)" src="http://27.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lx8irzUWU91qcje1eo1_500.gif" /><br /><br /><img alt="tumblr_lx95bdI7Xh1qecoro.gif (500×300)" src="http://media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lx95bdI7Xh1qecoro.gif" /><br /><br />最近在學習鞭策自己<br />我有一個缺點是缺乏自律<br />如果這個缺點被改正過來了<br />我離天下無敵，就更進一步了<br />。<br />。<br />。<br />。<br />。<br />。<br />而且，我需要一個非常強的戰鬥心理去面對接下來的ACCA<br />我不要一開始就被擊垮<br />我要快快樂樂的奮戰到最後一秒鐘<br />並且喜歡這樣奮戰的自己<br /><br /><img alt="tumblr_l5cs43Xzdb1qaobbko1_500.jpg (433×640)" src="http://28.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_l5cs43Xzdb1qaobbko1_500.jpg" /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6274713530407624193-5513059913322001126?l=kahinn.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>KahInnhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10062084139083626465noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6274713530407624193.post-65002401543177492112012-01-02T01:40:00.000+08:002012-01-02T01:40:38.485+08:00<br /><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">很多年以後，會怎麼樣？</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;"><br /></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;"><img alt="tumblr_lx1ekuAsts1qm4rc3.jpg (500×500)" src="http://media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lx1ekuAsts1qm4rc3.jpg" /></span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;"><br /></span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;"><br /></span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">這麼個晚上</span><span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">&nbsp; </span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">我想把自己現下的情緒完整的保存下來</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">才跟親菇小聚回來，心裡頭有說不出的舒暢</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">就是把憋在心裡頭的話用飛流直下三千尺的態度發洩完</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><br /></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">說那些受不了的人</span><span lang="ZH-CN"> </span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">說那些莫名其妙的事情</span><span lang="ZH-CN"> </span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">說自己究竟怎麼想的</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">我很珍惜</span><span lang="ZH-CN"> </span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">可以讓我放心聊天的人</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">這個世界的爾虞我詐那麼多</span><span lang="ZH-CN"> </span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">還有那些無法理解你字裡行間的情緒的人</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">所以我很珍惜每一個能夠傾訴的對象</span><span lang="ZH-CN"> </span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">所以他們少之又少</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><br /></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">當我還是一個小孩兒，我天真爛漫的滿口夢想</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">現在長大了，知道腳踏實地不只是成語練習的一個答案</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">慢慢的，我在生活上變得沉默寡言</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">不再去評論自己所得到的，默默的接受這一切，把所有全部歸咎於宿命</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><br /></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">在生活之中，看見自己靜下來，孤孤單單的背影，那並不好受</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">我想，每一個遠離人群的人，那一段離開的路一定很辛苦</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">當你轉身，緩緩的移向那個幽暗的角落，心裡頭一定都不會好受</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">那一種身後影子被路燈拉得長長，硬生生的凸顯出一個人的寂寞和淒涼</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">真的，一點都不好受</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><br /></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">我們在車上一直在講話，漫無目的地在馬路上遊蕩</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">親菇說，她很喜歡這樣子在車上聊天，因為不會被打擾</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">是啊，聽著老朋友這樣嘰里呱啦，其實心裡有一種莫名的安全感</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><br /></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">我們都知道，那一段悠閒的中學時光回不去了</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">但這樣聊著聊著，車子往前直直地開</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">好像真的可以開回過去，回到那個渾渾噩噩卻無比幸福的時候</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><br /></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">那個時候，烈日當空的課室裡頭，我們沉沉的睡著</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">有做不完的夢，有說不完的玩笑話</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">不會談太多的未來，不會談太多的負擔</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">好久好久，我再也不曾這樣睡著，不曾那麼心無旁騖的睡著</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">睡覺做夢，變成了一種遙不可及的夢</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><br /></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">我極力的想要保住自己的無厘頭</span><span lang="ZH-CN"> </span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">那是我唯一剩下的了</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">那個時候一籮筐的夢想根本不知道今天的自己是這樣的</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">回頭看，我可推翻了多少那些自己曾經的堅持</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">都是逼出來的。。。</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">我想要讓自己天真無邪的長大，但不可能，</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">天真無邪到了某個歲數就會進化成為愚蠢</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">我，不能接受愚蠢。</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><br /></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">那天阿美說的“我到底要什麼”的話題一直在我腦裡打轉</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">是什麼呢？我也不知道。</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">我只是喜歡尋找的感覺吧我想</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">一直一直在路上</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><br /></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">我記得英雄裡面好像梁朝偉跟張曼玉說，</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">“因為你，我想要定下來”</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><br /></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">雖然這句話在愛情片裡出現</span>N<span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">次那麼多，</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">但之後英雄的我印象最深</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">可能是因為那個時候第一次從戲裡頭領悟到一點點愛情吧</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">我也一直在找定下來的原因</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><br /></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">有人告訴我，說他因為他家後天台可以看到日出，所以他決定留在那裡</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">有人告訴我，說他因為工作的地方可以眺望城市全景，所以他決定留在那裡</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">有人告訴我，說他因為家附近一家小吃店的麻婆豆腐，所以他決定留在那裡</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><br /></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">不論這些理由多麼幼稚，我都欣然接受，並真心祝福</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">因為我也是那樣</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><br /></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">為着檳城的海，那一片會反射太陽而閃閃發光的海</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><br /></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">我曾經跟一個人說，</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">“誒，你看，那個海就是因為不甘願太陽曝曬才這樣勇敢的反射太陽光，但你看啊，這麼微不足道的抗戰，海還是閃閃的發光。我也想這樣，即使看起來很白痴，很蠢，我還是想要很努力很努力的笨蛋一次。我好像不怎麼介意最後的最後我是不是成功了，但我很喜歡那個很努力很努力的自己。這樣的自己，在我的回憶裡，永遠閃閃發光。像九把刀追沈佳儀長達八年的閃閃發光一樣閃閃發光！”</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><br /></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">當我一次又一次的被舍友的那些天真雷到</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">我會懷疑究竟是不是我的問題</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><br /></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">難道是我遺棄了那一份天真嗎？</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">難道，我真的應該和他們一樣傻傻的做夢？</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><br /></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">算了。總歸是沒有答案的。</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">我很想要到一個很高很高的懸崖邊，靜靜的想一些事情</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">我知道，我會很努力的把</span>ACCA<span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">拿回來，因為我覺得那是我欠我媽媽的</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">但是拿到了以後，我是否真的就這樣乖乖的依自己計劃的那樣走？</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><br /></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">究竟我所謂的計劃，是我給自己的萬無一失，還是那就是我所心甘情願的？</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">這麼多的問題，我就這樣每日在生活中磨着</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">磨着答案</span><span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">&nbsp; </span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">磨着心裡頭那一根刺</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><br /></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">想起來，老朋友真特別好</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">我很喜歡有人陪我核對我們的回憶，那感覺特別溫馨</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">而且有人陪你走過一年又一年</span><span lang="ZH-CN"> </span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">每一個高潮起伏他都在</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">一切回憶不止你，他也有</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">偶爾大家圍在一張小桌子，七嘴八舌的嘰里呱啦</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">幸福，其實不難。只要你真切的去活，你會幸福的。嗯。</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><br /></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">看來，我得好好物色一個地方，讓我們可以在不被打擾的前提下，</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">好好的從過去聊到現在，再從現在，一起幻想我們自己的未來</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;"><br /></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;"><img alt="251764_2007762827099_1034546704_32386989_8050205_n.jpg (540×720)" height="640" src="https://fbcdn-sphotos-a.akamaihd.net/hphotos-ak-snc6/251764_2007762827099_1034546704_32386989_8050205_n.jpg" width="480" /></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;"><br /></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;"><img alt="304747_2257972402182_1034546704_32688583_1252727642_n.jpg (720×540)" src="https://fbcdn-sphotos-a.akamaihd.net/hphotos-ak-ash4/304747_2257972402182_1034546704_32688583_1252727642_n.jpg" /></span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><br /></div><div class="MsoNormal">*******************************************************************</div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">這篇文是無限重複五月天的星空的情況下完成的</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">你看過幾米的星空嗎？我只看過那本書。說的好像是寂寞和陪伴吧？</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><o:p><br /></o:p></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><img alt="201111042021336175.jpg (500×331)" src="http://www.aidcr.cn/upload/201111042021336175.jpg" />&nbsp;</div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;"><br /></span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">小的時候，我不喜歡幾米的</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">因為我實在不明白那一張圖和那幾個字到底是在說什麼</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">不知道什麼時候開始，我開始被那短短的一句話帶走一晚上的思緒</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">開始在那些字裡行間，填補上我自己的情緒和故事和回憶</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><br /></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">現在，我很喜歡幾米。與其說喜歡，應該是在毫無預警的情況下，被震懾住了。</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">開始很喜歡，那精確卻就是短短的文字，和那有點兒抽象的圖畫</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><br /></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">或許，就是因為那些抽象，才讓我有空間填補上我自己的故事吧？</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><br /></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">青峰在《那些年，我們一起追的女孩》的序有提到，</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">“自己的詞，在別人手裡開了花，就是值得的。”</span>—<span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">類似這樣的一句話</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">那是衝著“飛魚”這首歌裡的詞兒說的，</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">“開花不結果又有什麼，是魚就一定要游泳？”</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><br /></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">留一點空間，讓每一個路過的人添上一點自己的故事</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">就像那些星星，抽絲剝繭就是一顆會閃光的石頭，聽起來還帶點兒邪門</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">但我們卻可以把淒美的愛情，死去的人們加諸在上面</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">但也正是因為這樣，世界才能美麗一點吧？</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><br /></div><div align="right" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: right;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">（其實青峰的詞兒很好，但就是</span>….<span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">呃。）</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><br /></div><div class="MsoNormal">***************************************************************</div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;"><br /></span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">在爸爸家，晚上如果路燈壞了，再把家裡的燈都關掉的話</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">走出門口，一抬頭就是一整片的星星</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">小的時候我不敢跑出去看，現在卻常常這樣做</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">拿一杯蜜糖加蘋果醋走到外頭抬頭看天空，喝完了才回家</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><br /></div><div class="MsoNormal"><br /></div><div class="MsoNormal"><o:p>&nbsp;那樣的夜晚，我還是很喜歡</o:p></div><div class="MsoNormal"><o:p><br /></o:p></div><div class="MsoNormal"><o:p>只是不知道若干年以後，那一片星空之於我，是否會變得沉重？</o:p></div><div class="MsoNormal"><br /></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><img alt="tumblr_lx32hbrVD71r8ey73o1_500.gif (500×250)" src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lx32hbrVD71r8ey73o1_500.gif" /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6274713530407624193-6500240154317749211?l=kahinn.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>KahInnhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10062084139083626465noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6274713530407624193.post-49471059707605777922011-12-31T23:35:00.000+08:002011-12-31T23:35:02.608+08:00its 31st december 2011<br />wasnt really a big day just that its a day you get to change your calendar<br /><br />remember those time when its 31st Dec and we will defo be listing our new year resolution?<br />yea. i was too.<br /><br />writing craps bout having a rock n roll life, study harder, exercise regularly...stuffs like that<br />which somehow it just wouldnt work<br />planning a year ahead got me feeling like i have too many times ahead of me<br />so i always end up doing none<br /><br />then this year, this time, i dont know what to wish for.<br /><br />im not particularly "looking forward" for my working life<br />all i have in front of me is a high wall named "ACCA"<br /><br />well look at me.<br />its 31st december, social-networking sites are flooded with "partyin'-at-" posts<br />people are posting up each and everything they are having as "last one of the year"<br />but im here, 9gag+facebook+twitter+blogger+tumblr+self-made kuih<br /><br /><table align="center" cellpadding="0" cellspacing="0" class="tr-caption-container" style="margin-left: auto; margin-right: auto; text-align: center;"><tbody><tr><td style="text-align: center;"><img alt="tumblr_lwywk4YPHA1qzd0p8o1_500.jpg (500×332)" src="http://27.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lwywk4YPHA1qzd0p8o1_500.jpg" style="margin-left: auto; margin-right: auto;" /></td></tr><tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">LIKE A BOSS!!</td></tr></tbody></table><br />what else can i possibly do?<br />the "angel" me is urging me to start my revisions for wednesday exam<br />and im here watching repeat drama and pretend like i dont give a shit on....exam.<br />exam what?!<br /><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><img height="730" src="http://d24w6bsrhbeh9d.cloudfront.net/photo/1404657_460s_v1.jpg" style="-webkit-user-select: none; cursor: -webkit-zoom-out;" width="460" /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div>i read my cousin's post bout her future<br />we were like forced-to-be-bff,<br />since we were kids, we were together<br />adults normally categorize us 2 as one individual<br />we bath together, sleep together and eat together<br />what to do? same age rocks.<br /><br />now she has graduated with her degree worrying bout her interview<br />and im.....slacking away from my exam,worrying for my studies and hostels<br />finally, we are drifting away from each other??<br />damn, in months time she will be taking salary and im still taking pocket money?!!!<br /><br /><table align="center" cellpadding="0" cellspacing="0" class="tr-caption-container" style="margin-left: auto; margin-right: auto; text-align: center;"><tbody><tr><td style="text-align: center;"><img alt="jackie.jpg (460×300)" src="http://www.workmercs.com/wp-content/uploads/2011/05/jackie.jpg" style="margin-left: auto; margin-right: auto;" /></td></tr><tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">pocket money vs. salary?!!!<br />WTFFFFFF</td></tr></tbody></table>haha. times like this, i wished i could start working.<br />just times like this.<br />most of the time im glad that i can remain being a student<br />i love being a student, i still have nightmares thinking bout my internship days though<br />guess its all because of poker-face-ms.Eng..(that bitch!)<br /><br />i shouldnt hate her. considering she should be the kind of senior i might get in future too.<br />but kissing enemy is Jesus, I slap their face and walk away like a lousai.<br />its style mia problem. LOVING MY ENEMY IS NOT MY STYLE<br /><br />plus, whats bad of studies?<br />all you have to do is knowing something you previously don't<br />and then spill it out on a paper regularly<br />PLUS!! you get to skip classes like a lousai!<br />working?!duh! you skip you no pay.<br />studying?!why not!you skip your parents GOT NO IDEA.<br /><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><img alt="trollface.jpg (640×640)" src="http://d37nnnqwv9amwr.cloudfront.net/photos/images/original/000/096/044/trollface.jpg?1296494117" /></div><br />study, is my shelter from reality.<br />so i dont have to face too much of issues and get to only focus on what im interested in<br /><br />i always picture my working life to be a hell of hectic<br />i imagine its gonna be me, going "FUCK THIS SHIT" every single day<br /><br />talking bout prepared for the worst huh?<br />its 11.30pm 31st december 2011<br />im ending this year just like this<br />.<br />.<br />.<br />.<br />.<br />.<br />.<br /><div style="text-align: center;"><img alt="tumblr_lwx3kwrj2U1qaobbko1_500.jpg (500×375)" src="http://29.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lwx3kwrj2U1qaobbko1_500.jpg" /></div><br /><div style="text-align: center;">LETS GET SUNSHINE!</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">to all people i love,</div><div style="text-align: center;">Happy New Year</div><div style="text-align: center;">(i wish you have a good looking calendar,&nbsp;</div><div style="text-align: center;">cz ugly calendar is just so......*&amp;*^%$#%^%*)</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">Just a word or two to share:</div><div style="text-align: center;">"You can't have a rainbow without a lil' rain."</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">#happy new year</div><div style="text-align: center;">#and pray that our 2012 doesn't end up a 2011S</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">.</div><div style="text-align: center;">.</div><div style="text-align: center;">.</div><div style="text-align: center;">.</div><div style="text-align: center;">.</div><div style="text-align: center;">.</div><div style="text-align: center;">.</div><div style="text-align: center;"><img alt="tumblr_lwgzarauLi1qdt33vo1_500.gif (500×300)" src="http://30.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lwgzarauLi1qdt33vo1_500.gif" /></div><br /><br /><br /><br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6274713530407624193-4947105970760577792?l=kahinn.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>KahInnhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10062084139083626465noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6274713530407624193.post-27306942292230540142011-12-30T04:59:00.002+08:002011-12-30T04:59:45.046+08:00Good Morning. its 4.45am right now at this very moment.<br />im up in the hostel, getting preps for my paper at 9.<br /><br />its my first paper for the final semester.<br />its towards the end of 2011.<br /><br />i dont know what i should feel<br />but somehow, i kinda have a rich-mixed feelings and emotions crossing all over me<br />and i find it hard to have it all sort out...<br /><br />ANYWAY<br /><br />the only thing im sure about right now, is i was pretty damn hungry<br />you read it right, WAS.<br /><br />i was pretty hungry while ago where i told myself that<br />"okay, lets facebooktwitter for a lil and we eat."<br />and after 5 min, when im ready for the breakfast,<br />im no longer hungry...wtf.<br /><br />i think facebook and twitter does feed me afterall<br />or else, EXPLAIN TO ME!<br /><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><img alt="401612_2719117730527_1034546704_32962609_1649997609_n.jpg (720×960)" height="640" src="https://fbcdn-sphotos-a.akamaihd.net/hphotos-ak-ash4/401612_2719117730527_1034546704_32962609_1649997609_n.jpg" width="480" /></div><br />this wasnt recent, in fact it was pretty sometime-ago i guess<br />but i just miss the udon<br />at times, i brag bout i dont really have this passion for sushi<br />which i now would like to conclude tat im cool with sushi,<br />just, i dont have EXTRA-passion over it like most people do...<br /><br />my sister love japanese food though<br />she got tempted whenever i tell her bout any jap.food i had<br />................<br /><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><img alt="386650_10150486395855690_754050689_8558416_1172945186_n.jpg (541×420)" src="https://fbcdn-sphotos-a.akamaihd.net/hphotos-ak-ash4/386650_10150486395855690_754050689_8558416_1172945186_n.jpg" /></div><br />this is my food friend<br />some companion of mine during my penang food hunting<br />we would do whatever it takes when it comes to food<br /><br />i enjoy everytime we go all wild in describing the food we had<br />and the time we madly tag each other on facebook upon the food we had<br /><br />mum and peeps 'round me always complaint my life is too enjoyable being a student<br />but somehow i do take the stand that, i should enjoy my life every single moment<br />i dont wanna look back 10 years later and realize my study life was hectic<br /><br />there're more to learn than just academical knowledge in real life<br />i love who i am right now and i enjoy being it.<br /><br />in short, attitude does matter.<br /><br /><br />(i was telling my roommate yesterday, that, if you're happy, everything will be just fine.)<br /><br />(still true.)<br /><br />Heart life.<br /><br />First day of exam, me here, signing off. PEACE.<br /><br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6274713530407624193-2730694229223054014?l=kahinn.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>KahInnhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10062084139083626465noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6274713530407624193.post-20391421529519937022011-12-28T19:27:00.000+08:002011-12-28T19:27:39.604+08:00<div style="text-align: center;"><iframe allowfullscreen="" frameborder="0" height="360" src="http://www.youtube.com/embed/LdcGmffDgac" width="480"></iframe></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6274713530407624193-2039142152951993702?l=kahinn.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>KahInnhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10062084139083626465noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6274713530407624193.post-29081202034004818772011-12-28T16:32:00.001+08:002011-12-28T16:32:14.918+08:00<div style="text-align: center;"><img alt="166950_10150486427325690_754050689_8558557_887458746_n.jpg (720×542)" src="https://fbcdn-sphotos-a.akamaihd.net/hphotos-ak-snc6/s720x720/166950_10150486427325690_754050689_8558557_887458746_n.jpg" /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6274713530407624193-2908120203400481877?l=kahinn.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>KahInnhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10062084139083626465noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6274713530407624193.post-75158869495488928962011-12-26T23:22:00.000+08:002011-12-27T00:31:56.110+08:00我覺得我變態了<br /><div>我不捨得溫習我的功課</div><div>好像，溫習完後，一切就結束了。</div><div><br /></div><div>其實我心知肚明的<br />真真不捨得，是同學吧<br /><br />明年，我還是留在同一個地方唸書<br />雖然身邊還是有些人留下了<br />但還是有人離開了<br /><br />一想到明年可能會有的那些改變<br />和自己的那些“再也不能”<br /><br />真可惜<br /><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><img alt="404569_10150475030900690_754050689_8505641_831594431_n.jpg (720×617)" height="548" src="https://fbcdn-sphotos-a.akamaihd.net/hphotos-ak-ash4/s720x720/404569_10150475030900690_754050689_8505641_831594431_n.jpg" width="640" /></div><br />雖然和班上的同學一向不太親密<br />但還是應景的參加了餞別宴<br /><br />大家聚在一起 其實有一點點可惜了<br />感覺自己硬生生錯過了一班朋友<br /><br />算了。緣分就是那麼有個性。<br /><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><img alt="374703_10150430050383218_545038217_8460591_311296219_n.jpg (720×477)" height="424" src="https://fbcdn-sphotos-a.akamaihd.net/hphotos-ak-ash4/s720x720/374703_10150430050383218_545038217_8460591_311296219_n.jpg" width="640" /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">朋友</div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">我已經開始溫習功課了</div><div style="text-align: left;">但看到講義上那些塗鴉 我突然很懷念上課的時光</div><div style="text-align: left;">那個時候的我 好像都還蠻快樂的</div><div style="text-align: left;">每天吃吃喝喝玩玩鬧鬧 日子也算過得寫意</div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">一眨眼，兩年如滄海一聲屁過去</div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">我是該慶幸我的朋友都有自己獨立的思考呢</div><div style="text-align: left;">還是該悲哀我總是一個人走自己的路</div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">總是一個人走自己選擇的路 不讓別人影響了我</div><div style="text-align: left;">所以時至今日 我 不曾後悔</div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">也許這麼說吧 即使現在的我有什麼遺憾 而一切可以從來</div><div style="text-align: left;">我還是會奮身一搏 選擇讓自己的生命遺憾</div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">×××××××××××××××××××××××××××××××××</div><div style="text-align: left;">我還是在看著“天與地” &nbsp;還是常常被裡頭的對白煞到</div><div style="text-align: left;">偶爾我會幻想十年後，二十年後的我們</div><div style="text-align: left;">誰結婚了？誰生孩子了？誰怎樣了？</div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">戲裡頭hazel出席黑仔的婚禮後段</div><div style="text-align: left;">她睡在宴會廳中央的桌上 三個朋友在舞台上比擲紙飛機</div><div style="text-align: left;">然後hazel醒來了 她熱淚盈眶的看著頭頂上縱橫交錯的紙飛機</div><div style="text-align: left;">心不甘情不願的問這究竟是不是現實，她是不是真的醒來了</div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">從美麗的回憶醒來 看見那麼刺眼的現實</div><div style="text-align: left;">再看到眼前曾經那麼熟悉的身影</div><div style="text-align: left;">.................</div><div style="text-align: left;">...........</div><div style="text-align: left;">真的，為什麼要醒來？</div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">太多的現實，太多的殘酷</div><div style="text-align: left;">我為什麼不可以當一個懦夫？</div><div style="text-align: left;">我為什麼，非勇敢不可？</div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">其實我只想躲起來，狠狠的哭一場</div><div style="text-align: left;">但我知道，如果我真的躲了起來，也就只是欲哭無淚</div><div style="text-align: left;">面對自己，我累得連哭的力氣都不想浪費</div><div style="text-align: left;">也許，只是認真的給自己一個關懷的擁抱吧</div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">加油。自己。</div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">××××××××××××××××××××××××××××××××××××</div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">Hazel在戲裡頭一直在模糊的尋找</div><div style="text-align: left;">讓我想起阿美說的，“我一直在尋找，卻不知道自己要的是什麼，只知道我不要什麼”</div><div style="text-align: left;">我們都是那麼傻傻，不怕碰撞的去闖蕩</div><div style="text-align: left;">但每一個夜闌人靜的時光，</div><div style="text-align: left;">我們卻又像受傷的野貓一樣躲起來舔自己的傷口，自怨自艾</div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">hazel在戲裡頭一遍又一遍的喜歡上部分的許佳明</div><div style="text-align: left;">只要有一點點像許佳明她就會奮不顧身的去抓住</div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">那些我失去的夢想，就像許佳明</div><div style="text-align: left;">那麼深愛 那麼無能為力 那麼不甘心</div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">也許我也會那樣執著於我的夢想吧</div><div style="text-align: left;">然後把自己的現實生活搞得一團糟</div><div style="text-align: left;">感覺像每天醉生夢死在過去</div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">醉生夢死啊 紙醉金迷啊</div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">同福客棧老闆娘說得好，人生得一步一步來。</div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">只是希望，我醉生夢死的時候，有人可以扶我回家啊！</div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">×××××××××××××××××××××××××××××××××××××××</div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><img alt="tumblr_lvzdaaaNWN1qzh8y0o1_500.jpg (500×309)" height="395" src="http://29.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lvzdaaaNWN1qzh8y0o1_500.jpg" width="640" /></div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6274713530407624193-7515886949548892896?l=kahinn.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>KahInnhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10062084139083626465noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6274713530407624193.post-25318903898912309552011-12-26T00:22:00.002+08:002011-12-26T00:22:41.247+08:00I miss the time where people would do whatever it takes just to make up for a fairy tale.<br />The world was beautiful back then.<br />even the sky is blue-er.<br /><br />is it that i grew up?<br /><br />its christmas today.<br />not so much of it in malaysia, at least not around me<br /><br />i think the only thing they recognize in christmas is the chance to have sales<br />like christmas sales.. urm, they even have sales for national day, what can i say?<br /><br />its christmas already huh... a year gone by.<br /><br />im 21, i have never seen nor touch snow with my naked eye<br />i hardly celebrate christmas like everybody else<br /><br />normally, they gather up, play some songs, do some dance, have a couple of drinks until they pass out<br />the next morning, they wake up, get into planning for new year parties...<br /><br />and out of all this, i got none.<br />nope i never celebrated christmas party, never get into drunk for festive reason<br />damn, im living a 60-year-old life at the age of 21.<br /><br />urm, yeah....that wasnt really something worth for discussion during christmas nights...<br /><br /><img alt="tumblr_lwnz73Fsdy1qazj2jo1_500.jpg (500×400)" src="http://26.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lwnz73Fsdy1qazj2jo1_500.jpg" /><br /><br />maybe thats why christmas is towards year end...<br />like, after a year of life, you get to..."sort out" everything you have this year<br />its like doing annual report..<br />you arrange everything into system and prepare new space for upcoming stories<br /><br />its 2012...if not for that "mayan-say-we-will-all-be-dead-in-2012" movie<br />i guess it would be just another 12 pages on the calendar huh?<br />even mayday is talking about it...<br />well. urm, if 2012 isn't the end of the world, are the death of the mayan wasted?<br />....wasted...death?<br /><br />i guess this does teach a lesson...<br />you cant back out because of your fear.<br /><br />if they chose to live instead, they would have found the answer<br />An answer that, i think worth a life for.<br /><br />like what the japannese-apple-grandpa has said,<br />"its like trading the answer with my life."<br /><br />my 2012 isnt really something im.....excited of<br />im taking ACCA...some what that people keep saying its so damn hard ..<br />well, i gotta take it to know if it really is that hard aint?<br /><br />im not interested in telling myself stuffs like,<br />"its acca, work your ass out..."<br /><br />i don't work my ass out, just because it is hard.<br />i work, because i want to work.<br /><br />at the beginning of my advance diploma, people talk shits like,<br />"its advance diploma, double up your time for studies.."<br /><br />urr, no. you don't do it that way..<br />i mean, i came all the way through diploma,<br />by right, i should have the ability to handle advance diploma JUST AS WELL<br /><br />its not like the longer you study, the more you learn.<br />at least i dont think so.<br /><br />I was someone who let&nbsp;guilt&nbsp;lead my study<br />i will plan the amount of time i need for each subject based on the hardness<br />like, i will sit there at 9am and read till 10pm..<br />even half of the time im basically staring at the words without reading<br /><br />its just, when you know you've face-the-book for 13 hours, you feel secured<br />but trust me, the experience tells me that, even you seem to have spend 13 hours,<br />the efficiency in it could be like....only 1 hour of real studying+understanding.<br /><br />so i end up like this<br /><br />look so easy-going during study weeks<br /><br />i think its very critical to be confident with what you have done<br />i mean i have been through this last semester<br />and i want to enjoy it<br /><br />seriously, i dont wanna think back in 10 years and still shiver before exams<br />no, exam should be enjoyable<br /><br />It is asking what have you done in the past 3 months or so...<br />just tell them.<br /><br />ha. i dont know why im here crappin' all these exam stuffs<br /><br />actually i do.<br /><br />cause people tend to say i look like a stupid kid who fools around everyday<br />ello' peeps, just because you never seen me with a book, that doesnt mean i dont read<br />i read too, but i dont show thats all<br /><br />why show people that STRESSFUL face and make your life dull?<br /><br />throughout your study life, you are not supposed to learn what is on your book..<br />in fact, learn the least of that!<br />you should go live that student life, and learn all you have!<br />like mixing with people, dealing with stupid lecturers, speaking in public, have your own say....<br /><br />there's lotsa stuffs out there, go live a life and be a better you each day.<br /><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><img alt="tumblr_lwr9hbvqnY1qac46xo1_500.jpg (500×404)" src="http://30.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lwr9hbvqnY1qac46xo1_500.jpg" /></div><br /><br /><br />its according to a ....proven study that,<br />writing down thoughts make you believe in them even deeper.<br /><br />maybe. previously i was reading these books bout psychology<br />and i got lost in between.<br />because i then realize too many in too little time<br /><br />it took me quite some time to digest lil by lil<br /><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><img alt="tumblr_lvgqo3qRFo1qaskyto1_500.jpg (470×700)" src="http://29.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lvgqo3qRFo1qaskyto1_500.jpg" /></div><br />yea...i have a lot of curious. basically im MADE UP of curiosity<br />and that probably explain a lil on why am i so...3-minute-passion-ed?<br /><br />im into cooking lately....cant stop scratching recipe from the net<br /><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><img alt="tumblr_lreaw33KRe1r31ngfo1_500.gif (500×293)" src="http://26.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lreaw33KRe1r31ngfo1_500.gif" /></div><div style="text-align: center;">i love......food........</div><br />im stil making this menu of mine..<br />a menu that i will keep it in the kitchen and browse and update from time to time<br /><br />oh. and lastly, its christmas peeps!<br />keep that loving christmas spirit alive!<br /><br />smile all your way to 2012!<br />cause everyone is fighting a hard battle, so be nice to them...<br />Everyone has their #foreveralone moment<br /><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><img alt="tumblr_l3hk1jScdG1qaobbko1_500.png (500×333)" height="426" src="http://26.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_l3hk1jScdG1qaobbko1_500.png" width="640" /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6274713530407624193-2531890389891230955?l=kahinn.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>KahInnhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10062084139083626465noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6274713530407624193.post-90624954339825242942011-12-21T16:03:00.001+08:002011-12-21T16:03:18.850+08:00前兩天風塵僕僕的到吉隆坡探望阿姨<br />停留一晚隔天就回家了<br />本來以為遇不上的表姐一家<br />結果就在這麼不約而同的巧合下莫名其妙的聚了一晚上<br /><br />什麼是緣分？這就是他媽的緣分！<br /><br />到吉隆坡去完全是臨時起義<br />媽媽接到嬸嬸的電話就想說不管阿姨的傷聽起來多輕微還是應該去看一看<br />結果一大早接了哥哥的機<br />一轉眼中午我們已經在高速公路上<br /><br />我正在翻著哥哥給我帶回來的“那些年我們一起追的女孩”電影創作書<br />簡稱：“再一次相遇”<br /><br />我很喜歡九把刀，都知道吧？<br />而我的第一本九把刀，就是“那些年我們一起追的女孩”<br />那個時候的我18歲，考完SPM，什麼都懵懵懂懂<br />每天呈現一種立志當白痴，打算混一世的態度渾渾噩噩的苟延殘喘<br /><br />那個時候其實已經決定自己要念會計系<br />不為什麼 因為媽媽給我掛保證說會計不需要數學還有就是<br />會計是最容易考的專業科系<br />聽起來 就是很有“懶人出頭天的捷徑”的感覺<br /><br />那個時候的我，怕死<br />怕喜歡的科系沒前途 怕賺不到錢 怕這輩子一事無成讓人恥笑<br />所以就盡可能的說服自己念會計 媽媽喜歡 入學要求也不高 就去吧<br />悶死總比餓死好<br /><br />媽媽為了讓我有比較好的會計基礎<br />就讓我去上補習班 畢竟我是科學組 科學卻念得一塌糊塗<br />還是買個保險好<br /><br />補習班離家裡很遠<br />媽媽每天午休要來載我去巴士站搭40分鐘的巴士<br />補習結束也要自己搭巴士回來巴士總站等媽媽下班來載我<br /><br />有時候我回到總站得時候 媽媽還沒下班<br />我會一個人到巴士總站旁的超市逛個兩圈<br />一開始我就是到麥噹噹去買個冰淇淋然後晃進CD店看最近流行什麼<br />一直到有一天我走到一個不怎麼起眼的書攤<br />被買二送一的促銷煞到了<br /><br />那個時候我沒啥看書 也不認識什麼作家<br />一整攤我就只認識張愛玲啦，吳淡如啦，那種聽起來就是很愛情故事的作家<br />我不知道自己究竟想看什麼書 但那個時候覺得看愛情小說很娘炮<br />所以打死不從 好不容易的我瞄到了一個我似乎聽說過的作家<br />“藤井樹”<br /><br />啊對了 好像聽說很紅 所以我毅然決然拿了兩本藤井樹的書<br />依稀記得，是“寂寞之歌”和“從開始到現在”<br />但是買二送一啊 &nbsp;我也很頭疼究竟第三本怎麼辦<br />那個時候九把刀的那些年剛好就擺在藤井樹旁邊<br />看起來無比遜色 至少 藤井樹的書名就有氣質多了<br />我隨手拿起看起來普普通通的那些年 往裡頭一翻<br />誒，有方文山的推薦序也<br /><br />那個時候媽媽就快到了 而且實在找不到我中意的第三本書<br />所以就孤注一擲 相信方文山吧&nbsp;反正送的<br />而且印像中 那個時候很喜歡的“少年月刊”也有稍微提過九把刀這號人吧<br />但我記得出現在少年月刊裡的九把刀照片是他滿臉鬍渣在捷運裡寫小說的樣子<br />我還以為是中年大叔在裝青春<br /><br />就這樣，回到家我就把九把刀往邊一丟 看我的藤井樹去了<br />第一本看是寂寞之歌看了很不錯 所以自然再接再厲的看了“從開始到現在”<br />從開始到現在有很大部分的我所謂的文藝愛情<br />看得我有一點不耐煩 所以那本書拖了蠻久的<br />真正看完是在我從檳城出發到怡保姨婆家再到笨珍外婆家的路上<br />現在想來，我的偏見真嚴重 九把刀的愛情故事我看得津津有味<br />其他的 呃 一概不給面子 真有我的去他媽的主觀<br /><br />在外婆家呆了一陣，我是在離開外婆家回檳城的路上開始看那些年的<br />可想而知 我就這麼一路看 離開外婆家開始一路看書北上<br />完全沒有頭暈的問題 看藤井樹的時候還要看一下休息一下<br />而那些年，我真的是一口氣看完的<br /><br />看完的那一刻，我還沒有到怡保，應該是離開吉隆坡快到怡保的路上<br />我望向車窗外 心裡頭腦子裡好像有什麼異樣 但一時半刻也說不上來<br /><br />意猶未盡的 我又翻開那些年裡頭 青峰的推薦序細細的再讀一遍<br />然後我翻到沈佳儀的婚禮 反复咀嚼那裡的每一句話<br /><br />就是這樣 我遇到了我這輩子喜歡的作家<br />每個人 都有自己喜歡的人<br />而大部分 都是歌手演員政治家慈善家大戶人家<br />所以我覺得可以遇上自己真心喜歡的作家算是一種恩賜<br /><br />就這樣，我第二次去買書 就不假思索的買了6本九把刀<br />也為了買更多的九把刀 我不再去麥噹噹買冰淇凌 也不買CD<br />那6本應該蠻多是殺手系列<br />過後，我還迷上了自以為我不會喜歡的獵命師<br />就這樣，九把刀走入我的世界 用一個又一個故事顛覆我的世界觀<br /><br />我也從一個流血不流淚的男子漢變成一個看幾頁小說可以哭一整晚的娘炮哭包<br /><br />時過境遷。四年了。<br />我還是很喜歡很喜歡九把刀<br /><br />這一次，九把刀和他17歲的夢再次相遇<br />而我 也和當初那個十八歲的自己 &nbsp; 再一次，相遇。<br /><br />因為九把刀的故事 還有五月天的催化<br />我從當初那個不唸書的小屁孩兒 變成努力讀書考好成績的....小屁孩兒<br />然後，那一個個故事，那一首首歌，深深的影響了我的世界觀價值觀<br /><br />阿拓思螢烏拉拉烏霆殲上官穎如房東淵仔七索紅中聖耀義智建漢心心姐姐音波俠黑人牙膏粉紅女謝佳芸哈棒海門阿不思狄米特吸血鬼蟬堡白氏牙丸徐福姜子牙獵命師紳士..............<br /><br />這些人莫名其妙的闖進我的世界 變成我的朋友<br /><br />這期間 我變了那麼多<br />九把刀一次又一次的那些經典話句一遍又一遍的刻在我的記憶中<br />個別陪我走過一段路<br /><br />所以 我說 那些年我們一起追的女孩 至於我 不單只是一個故事<br /><br /><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/-uAKLcdkR-RM/S0IWKxSz-WI/AAAAAAAAA9U/B5He-Svx-eA/s1600/carding+in+motion.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="320" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/-uAKLcdkR-RM/S0IWKxSz-WI/AAAAAAAAA9U/B5He-Svx-eA/s320/carding+in+motion.jpg" width="240" /></a></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br /></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;">這是diploma剛開學時我一個人出席的九把刀的簽書會</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;">那個時候我長髮披肩假搖滾 拿著親菇送我的書包</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;">桌上放的是對我別具意義的故事 合照的是影響我很深的偶像</div><br />現在 我的頭髮短短的 眼睛換了新的 看東西也換了全新的自己的觀點<br />而桌上那一個故事 變成了電影 變成了 大家廣為流傳的故事<br /><br />真的 意義很深<br /><br />那天從檳城往吉隆坡的路上 我無法一口氣的看完“再一次相遇”<br />我每看幾頁就要停下來休息 過多的情緒氾濫著我的思考<br />我好像感動得想哭 也像感慨得無言以對<br /><br />書讀到一半 我循著書裡的節奏play“人海中遇見你”來聽<br /><br />“親愛的，我多麼幸運人海中可以遇見你”--人海中遇見你<br /><br />...................<br />...................................<br />.................................................<br />.....................................................................<br /><br />偶爾我把書合上 看見書皮上大大的 “再一次，相遇”<br />我都有一點小激動<br /><br />是啊 18歲的李佳恩 當初你那麼憧憬<br />我是想念你的 雖然我沒有很想變回當初那個你<br />但是我還是想念你 想念那些我已經放棄的一切<br />如果你知道我決定不去英國留學你肯定會殺了我<br /><br />但對不起。我還是決定了。<br />因為不管你再堅持，我還是覺得你相信我。<br /><br />所以，當初你的好多堅持現在已經蕩然無存<br />因為我都中途喊停，把很多事情提早結束了<br />不為什麼 因為 我不想你盲目的堅持<br />畢竟 有些事情 只有未來的自己才能開得明白<br /><br />像阿拓說的，“用十年後的自己回看當下”<br /><br />你那個時候做的一切，我不曾後悔<br />但是現在我所做的一切，也是為了讓未來的自己不要後悔<br /><br />我們已經變了太多太多<br />所以，平靜地接受吧！<br />很多選擇我也無法說個明白的原因，但就是，我直覺性的選了。<br />我需要你義無反顧地相信 一如我會義無反顧的相信未來的我<br /><br />*再一次相遇*<br /><br />繼續搖滾的存在著吧<br />親愛的李佳恩 我只能保證你無時無刻都在做自己<br />其他的 你自求多福吧<br />不管是過去 現在 還是未來<br /><br />你都是你自己 跌跌撞撞的走著你的路<br /><br />××××××<br /><br />感覺像在給自己寫定期的業績報告<br />呵呵<br /><br />我還是戒不掉自言自語的習慣<br /><br />××××××××××××<br /><br />昨晚和來檳<br />城出差的表哥小碰面<br />聊著聊著 都是些工作和報稅和投資和結婚和未來的話題<br />突然覺得自己原來也長大了<br />這麼無聊的題目我居然還有自己的意見和想法<br /><br />什麼時候開始<br />我們不再是那堆聚在一起玩大富翁，玩uno卡的小毛頭了<br />頂多也是聚在一起的時候緬懷一下<br />時間 真的很快噢<br />呵呵 有時候還是偷偷的希望 時間可以慢一點點<br />至少 讓我的天真無邪活得再久一點<br /><br />突然想起已然仙逝的外公外婆和阿公<br />你們都還好嗎？<br />我們這裡好多東西都變了，但我們還是記得有你們的日子<br />我還是常常回憶 常常一個人在回憶裡酩酊大醉<br /><br />××××××××××××××××××<br /><br />多久沒有一口氣打這麼長的文章了？<br />好久了<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><div style="text-align: center;">曲終人散走在陌生的路上剩我一個人唱</div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: HelveticaNeue, 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 18px;">常常我也不知道我究竟是不是在對的路上，</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: HelveticaNeue, 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 18px;">但我會傻笑的看著鏡子裡百思不得其解的自己，</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: HelveticaNeue, 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 18px;">因為木村阿公說，</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: HelveticaNeue, 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 18px;">”這輩子，至少當一次傻瓜“。</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: HelveticaNeue, 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 18px;">所以我信了。。。</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: HelveticaNeue, 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 18px;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: HelveticaNeue, 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 18px;"><img alt="tumblr_lw9vm4qTol1qze8quo1_500.jpg (500×310)" src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lw9vm4qTol1qze8quo1_500.jpg" /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: HelveticaNeue, 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 18px;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: HelveticaNeue, 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 18px;">只要曾經為自己戰鬥過 那一種充斥著滿足感的筋疲力盡 真的 很幸福</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: HelveticaNeue, 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 18px;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: HelveticaNeue, 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 18px;">=)</span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: HelveticaNeue, 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 18px;"><br /></span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: HelveticaNeue, 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 18px;"><i>*那些年錯過的大雨*</i></span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: HelveticaNeue, 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 18px;"><i>*再一次相遇我會緊緊抱著你*</i></span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: HelveticaNeue, 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 18px;">*</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: HelveticaNeue, 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 18px;">緊緊抱著你*</span></i></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: HelveticaNeue, 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 18px;"><br /></span></span></div><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6274713530407624193-9062495433982524294?l=kahinn.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>KahInnhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10062084139083626465noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6274713530407624193.post-3009171603082206532011-12-16T16:57:00.001+08:002011-12-16T16:57:16.912+08:00<div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><blockquote class="tr_bq"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #111111; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; line-height: 19px;"><b><i>Dr. Dylan：</i></b></span>现在的年轻人喜欢唱K，音乐对现在的人来说，只属于情歌这两个字，我不介意我喜欢的那种音乐 会不会消失，我是介意这种音乐的背后 所代表的没有人觉得再有没有价值。你看看我们这个世界 看看这个城市的样子，除了钱这个字之外 我们已经分辨不出是非黑白，我们每个人都被环境训练得像倒模出来似的，喜欢吃同一样东西 喜欢同一样电视节目 支持同一种政治立场 信奉一种生老病死的做人方式，The city is dying,you know?<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #111111; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; line-height: 19px;">&nbsp;</span></blockquote><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #111111; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; line-height: 19px;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #111111; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; line-height: 19px;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><iframe allowfullscreen="" frameborder="0" height="315" src="http://www.youtube.com/embed/IJ4QB2qciFg" width="560"></iframe></div><div style="text-align: center;">“就算我會喝醉，就算我會心碎，不會看見我流淚”</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><iframe allowfullscreen="" frameborder="0" height="315" src="http://www.youtube.com/embed/IjGxiRANX3g" width="560"></iframe></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">“青春請你歸來，再伴我一會”</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><iframe allowfullscreen="" frameborder="0" height="315" src="http://www.youtube.com/embed/hxV3sQBoG50" width="420"></iframe></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">“哎喲 向著天空拜一拜 呀別想不開 老天自有安排”</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><iframe allowfullscreen="" frameborder="0" height="315" src="http://www.youtube.com/embed/3esUMTQGc34" width="420"></iframe></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">“就在一轉眼，發現你的臉，已經陌生不會再像從前”</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><iframe allowfullscreen="" frameborder="0" height="315" src="http://www.youtube.com/embed/rAXmU300DRc" width="420"></iframe></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">“白雲纏繞著藍天”</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><iframe allowfullscreen="" frameborder="0" height="315" src="http://www.youtube.com/embed/r610k8n-JYQ" width="420"></iframe></div><div style="text-align: center;">“那時候天總是很藍，日子總過得太慢”</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><iframe allowfullscreen="" frameborder="0" height="315" src="http://www.youtube.com/embed/cmTDZSeqynY" width="420"></iframe></div><div style="text-align: center;">“我終於知道曲終人散的寂寞，只有傷心人才有”</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><blockquote class="tr_bq"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #111111; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; line-height: 19px;"><b><i>Dr. Dylan:</i></b> 常常有人會問什麼是Rock&amp;Roll?其實來來去去都是那幾句，不難講的說話。。 獨立的精神，抗拒建制，自由，愛，勇往直前！其實何止是Rock&amp;Roll，我們做人本來不就應該是這樣的嗎？</span></blockquote><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #111111; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 19px;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><img alt="tumblr_ltbtunXD441qazkdco1_500.gif (500×282)" height="360" src="http://28.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_ltbtunXD441qazkdco1_500.gif" width="640" /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><img alt="tumblr_ltbtunXD441qazkdco1_500.gif (500×282)" src="http://28.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_ltbtunXD441qazkdco1_500.gif" /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><img alt="tumblr_ltbtunXD441qazkdco1_500.gif (500×282)" height="225" src="http://28.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_ltbtunXD441qazkdco1_500.gif" width="400" /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><img alt="tumblr_ltbtunXD441qazkdco1_500.gif (500×282)" height="180" src="http://28.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_ltbtunXD441qazkdco1_500.gif" width="320" /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><img alt="tumblr_ltbtunXD441qazkdco1_500.gif (500×282)" height="112" src="http://28.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_ltbtunXD441qazkdco1_500.gif" width="200" /></div><div style="text-align: center;"></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6274713530407624193-300917160308220653?l=kahinn.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>KahInnhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10062084139083626465noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6274713530407624193.post-1117200980363759242011-12-15T00:41:00.001+08:002011-12-15T00:41:33.117+08:00想談談搖滾<br /><br />今天和同學聚餐完就唱歌去了<br />很不管別人怎麼看的一路喊完那些唱出我心的那些歌兒<br />一邊唱著那些歌 一邊想念的我親愛的朋友們<br />那個時候，你們都在幹嘛？<br />曾經我們也這樣撕心裂肺的叫喊著心底的故事<br /><br />這幾天都在追TVB的 “天與地” &nbsp;一整個就是我的菜啊<br />好久好久，我沒有那麼瘋狂的愛上一部戲了&nbsp;上一部好像是光陰的故事吧<br />“天與地”裡真的有好多好多熟悉的畫面<br />那種一起胡鬧的日子 和那些我愛的歌<br />每一次聽他們唱beyond的“不再猶豫” 我都很激動<br />我真的很喜歡那句 “wooooo~ 我有我心底故事！”<br /><br />然後今天恬不知恥的在同學面前硬是唱完了“軋車”，“死了都要愛”，“算你狠”，“失戀無罪”<br />搖滾，就是做自己不是嗎<br /><br />其實我覺得很多人誤會了搖滾的意思<br />搖滾其實不是所謂的大大聲的電音吉他加莫名其妙的鼓聲<br />我以前是那樣以為的 總是覺得搖滾很煩<br />一直到慢慢長大了 知道五月天了 才真切地了解到<br />為什麼要愛搖滾的人都說，搖滾是一種精神<br />現在的我也常常這樣說 是啊 一旦你獻身搖滾 那可是一輩子的<br /><br />搖滾，不是煙熏妝，不是黑皮衣，不是鉚釘，不是長髮披肩，都不是<br />搖滾，是鼓勵你做自己 所以你看那些人畫起了誇張的煙熏妝<br />男生留起了豪邁的長髮，大家穿起了自己喜歡的東西，<br />即使在別人眼中，他們是一團糟<br />但只要給他們一個耳機，他們就可以大聲的對世界吼出他們的意見<br /><br />常常聽人家說，搖滾就是叛逆<br />不是。搖滾的人不一定叛逆，那取決於他周圍的人。<br />一個貫徹搖滾精神的人，他是真誠的。他不會對自己撒謊，所以當你因為不能接受他而把它歸納為叛逆的時候，搖滾的人不愛解釋。因為，彪悍的人生，不需要解釋。那些不了解搖滾的人，請你好好的去挑一首歌，然後認真地聽。把字裡行間的的情緒都聽出來。你無法明白為什麼我們在那些演唱會中又唱又跳嗎？因為，那些歌真正唱出了我們心裡那些剪不斷理還亂的情緒。<br /><br />你去聽那些歌，去讀那些歌詞，去聽那個音樂怎麼高低起伏。<br />我希望這樣，你可以發現那些你不曾發現的........東西<br /><br />有人問我，“你不覺得所謂的搖滾有點過於提倡虛幻的夢想嗎？”<br /><br />我不置可否。你可以這麼講。<br />我貫徹搖滾的精神，但搖滾沒有教我反駁和我不一樣的人<br />反之，搖滾教會我怎麼去包容別人<br />搖滾教會我，每個人都在艱難的戰鬥著，所以我們盡可能的對其他人微笑<br />因為每一個微笑，都是最窩心的鼓勵<br /><br />也許我這樣談搖滾很膚淺，但這就是搖滾在我心中的樣子<br />我覺得，搖滾真的教會我去尊重別人<br />教會我 “人各有志” 這一個部分<br /><br />是啊，也許搖滾本來就沒有固定的形狀<br />因為搖滾本身就是要做自己<br />而這世界上不會有兩個相同的“自己”<br /><br />...............................................<br /><br />這幾天和新室友處於蠻不錯的狀態<br />畢竟小我好幾歲，所以我真的把他們當妹妹<br />剛剛很興奮的帶他們遊車河<br />去走那一些以前學姐帶我們走過的地方<br /><br />多久了 很久了吧<br />那些地方，有的已不復存在 有的還屹立不倒<br />那些地方的回憶 那麼多<br />當我站在同樣的地方，那片天空看起來那麼的相同<br />但在我身邊的人已經走馬燈似的換了好幾遍<br /><br />曾經我好傻好天真 做著那些遙不可及的夢<br />現在我好像沒差多少 4年了 我也不曉得我變了多少<br /><br />今天在班上和朋友互送了聖誕禮物，還吃了朋友做的甜品<br />教授很讚歎地說我們真的很會享受生活<br /><br />呃呵呵 我也是這麼覺得<br /><br />最近常常聽人家說我看起來傻傻的<br />幹 這一點都不值得驕傲<br />怎麼大家都說我傻傻的 噢 老虎不發威 你當我hello kitty 啊<br /><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><img alt="315602_244392558943441_236114399771257_605295_1113087789_n.jpg (600×402)" src="https://fbcdn-sphotos-a.akamaihd.net/hphotos-ak-ash4/315602_244392558943441_236114399771257_605295_1113087789_n.jpg" /></div><br />誒誒誒 我只是盡可能讓自己的殺傷力減至最低！<br />真正的高手都潛伏在人群裡，因為人群是最好的屏護！<br /><br />沒有看過二十世紀少年嗎？<br />裡面說的，“如果真的戰鬥不下去，那就逃跑吧！但請一定要活著”<br />我覺得這句話很對，只要活著，問題就可以解決！<br /><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><iframe allowfullscreen="" frameborder="0" height="315" src="http://www.youtube.com/embed/ZFKsaaXX7wM" width="560"></iframe></div><div style="text-align: center;">（聽聽看，如果可以，去看這3部戲）</div><br />我從來就不覺得逃命是什麼值得羞恥的事情<br />我記得“烈日當空”裡那個男的在他的朋友去劈友出事後跑掉了<br />一開始，我也覺得他很孬<br />後來他那句話說對了<br />他說，“你們被抓，頂多關進感化院，我21歲了，我要坐牢的”<br /><br />是啊 我覺得這句話很對<br />每個人，都應該盡全力去保護自己<br /><br />以前聽過一句話：活下去！像狗一樣的活下去。<br /><br />嗯。真的。<br /><br />就像搖滾的精神<br />即使大家都不了解你，你還是必須秉持自己的價值觀<br />不論它是對還是錯 因為只有這樣 只是後來發現你是錯的 你也不會後悔<br />像木村阿公說的，“好像用生命，換回了答案”<br /><br />“天與地”裡頭有這麼一段：<br /><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; line-height: 14px;">到了今时今日,依然会有人问我,何谓Rock &amp; Roll的精神.这个问题,我答了三十几年.回想起来,来来去去</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; line-height: 14px;"><wbr></wbr></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; line-height: 14px;"><span class="word_break" style="display: inline-block;"></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; line-height: 14px;"><span>都是那几句不难说的话:独立的精神,抗拒建制,自由,爱,勇往直</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; line-height: 14px;"><wbr></wbr></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; line-height: 14px;"><span class="word_break" style="display: inline-block;"></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; line-height: 14px;">前.其实何止是Rock &amp; Roll,我们做人不是本来就应该这样吗? -</span><br /><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><img alt="378484_269612996421397_236114399771257_668337_1953938121_n.jpg (481×360)" src="https://fbcdn-sphotos-a.akamaihd.net/hphotos-ak-ash4/378484_269612996421397_236114399771257_668337_1953938121_n.jpg" /></div><br />這個世界有好多好多的意見 好多<br />你沒有必要接受全部的<br />真的 如果不擅長模仿 那就做自己<br />只有當你是你自己，別人沒有資格批判你<br />因為沒有人比你更懂你自己<br /><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><img alt="380835_257051251010905_236114399771257_642100_1213202563_n.jpg (640×480)" src="https://fbcdn-sphotos-a.akamaihd.net/hphotos-ak-ash4/380835_257051251010905_236114399771257_642100_1213202563_n.jpg" /></div><br />只要曾經為自己戰鬥過<br />那一種充斥著滿足感的筋疲力盡 真的 很幸福<br /><br /><img alt="311461_250531488329548_236114399771257_626817_1439802966_n.jpg (512×368)" height="230" src="https://fbcdn-sphotos-a.akamaihd.net/hphotos-ak-ash4/311461_250531488329548_236114399771257_626817_1439802966_n.jpg" width="320" />&nbsp;<img alt="296365_243230645726299_236114399771257_601854_171671534_n.jpg (640×427)" height="213" src="https://fbcdn-sphotos-a.akamaihd.net/hphotos-ak-snc7/296365_243230645726299_236114399771257_601854_171671534_n.jpg" width="320" /><br /><br /><img alt="318576_239464579436239_236114399771257_591249_939885006_n.jpg (642×402)" height="200" src="https://fbcdn-sphotos-a.akamaihd.net/hphotos-ak-ash4/318576_239464579436239_236114399771257_591249_939885006_n.jpg" width="320" />&nbsp;<img alt="386661_259213657461331_236114399771257_646710_1960057638_n.jpg (300×225)" src="https://fbcdn-sphotos-a.akamaihd.net/hphotos-ak-ash4/386661_259213657461331_236114399771257_646710_1960057638_n.jpg" /><br /><br /><br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6274713530407624193-111720098036375924?l=kahinn.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>KahInnhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10062084139083626465noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6274713530407624193.post-38969845843270117302011-12-12T17:01:00.001+08:002011-12-12T17:46:35.016+08:00今天完成了求學生涯最後一次演說<br />挺不錯的，一整班都在同一天<br />有一種大家一起走到終點的感覺<br /><br />都結束了<br /><br />其實說離別未免過於誇張 啊我的朋友都要留下來繼續多一年啊<br /><br />唉 都四年了<br />今天還想說來緬懷一下，故意穿了四年前迎新會買的衣服<br />想說，用什麼開始，就用什麼結束吧<br />真是浪漫<br /><br />四年前 四年後<br />感嘆啊<br /><br />“去年今日此門中，人面桃花相映紅<br />人面不知何處去，桃花依舊笑春風”<br /><br />同樣的學校 同樣的迷茫<br />但身邊貼心的朋友走馬燈的換個不停<br /><br />很多人走了 很多人來了<br /><br />誒李佳恩 你快要畢業了<br />你沒有如你所擔心的那樣留級<br />甚至你還發現了一科你比誰都擅長的科目<br />四年了 當初你的很多認為都已不復存在<br />現在的你還是很喜歡九把刀 還是留著短短的頭髮<br />還是喜歡拉里邋遢的在宿舍裡把頭髮亂綁<br /><br />李佳恩啊李佳恩<br />你知道你越來越常在靜靜面對自己的時候無話可說了嗎<br /><br />還有啊 你越來越常說浮云了<br />神馬都是浮雲啊<br /><br />你還瘋狂的迷上了愛情公寓那種生活的調調<br /><br />然後你還喜歡了九把刀以外的作家 比如恩佐<br />你還是很喜歡五月天 但多了盧廣仲<br />還有孫燕姿 還有......<br /><br />你成為了你想要成為的人 一部分<br />你還是乖乖的寫部落格 亦步亦趨的記錄著生活<br />你還是很喜歡你的部落格 還是自我感覺良好的喜歡自己寫的東西<br /><br />你也還用著那一部你很喜歡的手機<br />那一部你說很有阿拓的feel的手機<br />但它已經開始走向末日 繼續它人生的第二段旅程<br />但它還是很有義氣的陪著你 提醒著你四年是怎麼溜走的<br /><br />你還是沒有想出來生活的意義是什麼<br />而這個問題一如之前提到的 是浮雲！<br /><br />你的好朋友還是613的那幾個<br />即使613已經很久沒有聚在一起<br />但是你還是常常看以前的照片<br />不為什麼 不過是像探訪老鄰居那樣自在<br /><br />你曾經擁有過一台超級入門的Lomo相機<br />但那實在不是你要的<br /><br />你去了台灣 巴厘島<br />那很重要 因為你更確定了你想要流浪的意願<br /><br />你不在像以前那樣對考試毫無頭緒<br />你學會了最重要的規劃<br />你終於，有自己的時間表了<br /><br />你還是很無法敞開心胸的交友廣闊<br /><br />你越來越容易被戲裡的一句話哭個老半天<br /><br />你還是個拒絕長大的小屁孩兒<br />倔強的掙扎在成長的過程中<br /><br />你偶爾還是覺得自己很孤單<br />但你終於知道什麼叫愛你所有<br />所以你慢慢的開始享受孤單<br /><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><img alt="tumblr_lvn8cw4IG01qc2u00o1_500.jpg (500×335)" src="http://30.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lvn8cw4IG01qc2u00o1_500.jpg" /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">我就到這兒了</div><div style="text-align: center;">接下來的李佳恩</div><div style="text-align: center;">好好幹</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">我畢業了</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">*我以為自己很豪邁，<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; line-height: 14px;"><span>一口氣把青春都嚥進肚子裡。</span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; line-height: 14px;"><span>結果，一直到我在</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; line-height: 14px;"><wbr></wbr></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; line-height: 14px;"><span class="word_break" style="display: inline-block;"></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; line-height: 14px;"><span>廁所裡緊抓牆壁，</span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; line-height: 14px;"><span>瀉得臉青唇白的時候我才頓悟，</span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; line-height: 14px;"><span>我的青春早已過期</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; line-height: 14px;"><wbr></wbr></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; line-height: 14px;"><span class="word_break" style="display: inline-block;"></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; line-height: 14px;"><span>。</span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; line-height: 14px;"><span>此情只待成追憶，往事轉眼一場空。</span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; line-height: 14px;"><span><br /></span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; line-height: 14px;"><span>------------那</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; line-height: 14px;"><wbr></wbr></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; line-height: 14px;"><span class="word_break" style="display: inline-block;"></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; line-height: 14px;">一天晚上，滿天星星。我醉倒在自己的過去。*</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; line-height: 14px;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; line-height: 14px;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; line-height: 14px;">晚安世界</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; line-height: 14px;">這一次 我要盡情的休息</span></div><br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6274713530407624193-3896984584327011730?l=kahinn.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>KahInnhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10062084139083626465noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6274713530407624193.post-90620836961160746432011-12-10T12:10:00.001+08:002011-12-10T12:29:45.264+08:00有捨才有得<br /><br />歐陽盆栽說，每個人推到上帝面前的籌碼都不一樣，所以得到的也不一樣<br /><br />其實我也不知道我要的是什麼，我只是一直默默的完成手頭上的事情。即使是那樣，也真夠我忙得了。好像到現在為止，我都無法回答究竟我的未來要做什麼。我幾乎是沒有什麼展望的。昨天表姐說她很緊張，說履歷表的事情搞得她很壓力。是啊，真的要開始工作了。小時候夢想的那一刻，終於要來了。總是會緊張的吧，怕自己做的不好，怕自己錯失了什麼。雖然我還有一年要過，但其實一年真的說長不長。一點都不。<br /><br />我並不是不喜歡我現在做的事情。我覺得還好。那天室友問我這一類的問題，是她很驚訝的告訴我，“誒，你真的是很快樂的人，你什麼都很ok，什麼時候都笑嘻嘻的，即使你念的科系不是你真的想要的，可是你還是念到很好，真的很不錯。” 是嗎？原來和我不相熟的人都是這麼看我的。原來我吊兒郎當的一面這麼深入民心啊！<br /><br />我好想對我現在的科系有一點點興趣，也好像對這世界上的所有事情都有一點點興趣。朋友問我說怎麼會對會計這種無聊的科目感興趣，但我也不知道。我總是敗在貪新鮮，什麼都想碰，什麼都想知道。<br /><br />太多的不確定和不曉得圍著我<br />我還無法向別人一樣朝氣十足的演說自己未來的樣子<br />因為我實在太多要抉擇，我有太多的想要，太多的不確定<br />太多太多................... &nbsp;我需要好好的沉澱<br />在一切彷彿都靜止的深海底，我好好的想<br />好好的把腦子裡的全部都想一遍<br />即使最後還是得不出答案，至少，我想要更了解自己一點<br />就一點......<br /><br /><br /><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><img alt="tumblr_lvxs2sPZgp1qamdb1o1_500.jpg (500×500)" src="http://27.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lvxs2sPZgp1qamdb1o1_500.jpg" /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">這鞋子是之前阿美建議我買的</div><div style="text-align: center;">那個時候是為了學校的presentation才買的</div><div style="text-align: center;">這一眨眼，星期一就是我求學生涯最後一次presentation</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">不是是捨不得 只是感嘆</div><div style="text-align: center;">多少日子就這麼“咻”地一聲飛走了？</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><img alt="tumblr_lvxr34bPF31qamdb1o1_500.jpg (500×500)" src="http://28.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lvxr34bPF31qamdb1o1_500.jpg" /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">-我還是只想去旅行-</div><div style="text-align: center;">李佳恩，我們流浪。</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">“活在瘋狂世界，活在美好的明天</div><div style="text-align: center;">重重考驗，來到今天</div><div style="text-align: center;">不知不覺改變，遠離每個昨天</div><div style="text-align: center;">那些笑和眼淚，沒有時間說再見</div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; font-size: 14px;">喜怒哀乐　苦辣酸甜（梦的边缘　我在徘徊）<br />终于了解　这就是生活的滋味<br /><br />生活太近　梦想太远　午餐是吃饭还是吃面<br />喜欢忙碌　搞的很累　电话吵醒的星期天<br />珍惜的浪费时间　换来了的生命的缺<br />理想划过天边　爱情啊与我擦肩<br />分不清东南西北　分不清我的地　我的天 A CRYING GAME<br />是不是会有答案　在终点后面<br />当初我的信念　现在的我又是谁<br />狂奔的每个白天　寂寞的每个夜<br />慢慢发现 I'M A SUPERMAN”</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; font-size: 14px;">---生活，五月天</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; font-size: 14px;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; font-size: 14px;"><br /></span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6274713530407624193-9062083696116074643?l=kahinn.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>KahInnhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10062084139083626465noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6274713530407624193.post-4666268860781009712011-12-07T21:54:00.001+08:002011-12-07T23:37:55.671+08:00想說還是說點什麼好了<br /><br />記事：<br />今天宿舍來了室友。是之前就宿舍的屋友。人長得好看，也很愛笑。還幫我把東西整整齊齊的疊在我的房裡。呵。歹勢。李佳恩，你又有室友了。恭喜。<br /><br />記憶：<br />今天下午和親菇聊了一陣。邊複習着明天的小考，邊感嘆着所謂的友誼這檔事。我說我很感謝我有她。之前聽朋友提起他沒有所謂的自己的組群，也看到另一個朋友幾乎空白的中學生涯，我突然很驚訝的發現，原來不是每個人都有所謂的好朋友的。我很感激上天給了我好朋友，他們真的很重要。這世界上，我有些事情對家人難以啟齒，但對於好朋友我卻可以侃侃而談。我會快崩潰的時候，我可以找他們邊哭邊罵邊詛咒。不管我哭得多慘，至少我知道我有真心的朋友，在靜靜的陪我走過這段波濤洶湧的情緒起伏。我很常哭，看戲哭，看書哭，聽歌也哭。但是我崩潰似的大哭，算很少，每次我媽意外發現都會整個震驚。但是現在的有，心裡頭像刮著大雨前的大風。一股氣兒硬是在我心頭上盤旋不散，我一直深呼吸，但是心裡頭還是慢慢的浮現一道坎兒。這道坎兒，我猜，是我的想念吧！我真的想念我的朋友們，不論他們散在這個偌大地球的那一塊地，我都很想念他們。我想念我們一起在車上，一起聊著別人的八卦，或者看著車窗外快速掠過的車輛，或者大合唱著電台裡那首記憶裡的歌..........這一切一切我都很想，什麼時候我們還可以那樣？我們還可以再像中學畢業那樣，在海邊吃漢堡，拍傻照嗎？也許，我們應該並肩一起把腳埋進沙堆裡，然後看著遙遠的海平線，說自己的夢。當朋友們不在，那些美麗的地方都是遜色的。<br /><br />在學院裡頭，能跟我聊得來的不多。跟我聊不來，通常不會搭理我。我慢慢的發現到，自己其實很孤僻。我沒有主動去攀談，甚至還讓人家覺得我來去一陣風。我一直都沒有讓自己去認真的交朋友，現在的朋友都是順水推舟下交到的。所以我感激老天爺這方面的眷顧，以我孤僻的程度，我絕對有可能一個人孤孤單單的過完4年的學院生活。<br /><br />剛剛和阿美（我多久沒這麼稱呼她了啊）聊了一陣子。她也在準備考試，說想找回以前那個會把考試考好而不是只求過關的自己。她還說，她的人生一直在改變，因為她一直在尋找，只是到最後，她還是不知道自己要的是什麼，她只知道她不要什麼，但卻不知道自己要什麼。其實我們都一樣，我們一直在<span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse;">尋尋覓覓一個答案。只是，我們連問題都搞不懂。"那些年，我們一起追的女孩"裡頭，他們在海堤上說這各自的夢想，那讓我想起這個：</span><br /><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse;"><br /></span><br /><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse;"><a href="http://www.wretch.cc/album/show.php?i=Caryne&amp;b=43&amp;f=1825903883&amp;p=8">http://www.wretch.cc/album/show.php?i=Caryne&amp;b=43&amp;f=1825903883&amp;p=8</a></span><br /><br />我現在，還是想要擁有全世界最美的屋子。17歲的李佳恩，我們還在路上。雖然不知道路往哪裡去，但只要繼續走，總會走到的。我希望，當我真的有了全世界最美的屋子，我可以跟我的好朋友們籌辦我的新屋入夥派對，因為我只打算邀請她們然後再來一次像阿美去英國前的那一晚。只是這次，我們不要設限，我們就喝了睡，醒了再喝，喝了再睡，醒了再喝....就這樣一直到我們把惆悵鬱悶都聊完，屋子裡還要有卡拉OK音響，我們要把每次唱K點了沒唱到的歌都唱到生厭為止！我們要這樣無法無天沒日沒夜的瘋狂到把這輩子的委屈都發洩出來，然後我們精神抖擻的回到自己的生活裡。每當想起那種瘋狂，我們會偷偷的笑。每天抬頭望向天空至少一次，然後微笑的複習一遍彼此的笑聲。<br /><br />室友下午的時候問我，說我的夢想是什麼？<br />我想了一下說，旅行。<br />室友怔了一下說，哦，所以你想當一個平凡人。<br /><br />什麼時候，平凡人居然成了一種夢想？<br />平凡，也很不錯。我真的單純喜歡旅行而已，因為我有傳說中的三分鐘熱度人格。我總是在馬不停蹄的改變，一會兒喜歡這個，一會兒喜歡那個，一會兒想這樣，一會兒想那樣。所以我不喜歡在同一個地方呆太久，媽媽說我這種個性最後會害了我自己。。。。SO BE IT。。。我不介意。我終於明白做自己的真諦是什麼。做自己，是盡可能讓自己處於一個舒服的狀態，然後悠然地面對因應而發的變數。我喜歡悠哉的自己，即使因為這樣大家都覺得我傻傻的，即使這樣然教授們覺得我是三天打魚兩天曬網的人，即使因為這樣讓很多人鄙視我。。。呵呵，是金子總歸要發光的，但滿地都是金子的時候，我就不知道自己是那一個了。但是這樣我ok，我甚至不覺得有問題。我喜歡現在這個看起來什麼事都不上心的自己，其實我有的。但只有懂我的人知道，謝謝你們知道我的了解。<br /><br />我總是希望自己可以保持一個永遠在旅行的心態，總是跟自己說這裡的事辦完以後我就要離開。我不冀望自己可以出人頭地，但我希望可以保持真實的自己。當世界急欲把我們同化，我希望我自己決定我的方向。我不介意跟所有人背道而馳，因為如果我這輩子只是乖乖的走別人劃下的路，那何苦要有我？複製人就可以了不是嗎？<br /><br />既然上天創造了我，我就堅信我一定有我自己存在的價值。一定有一個，非我不可的理由，那些我走過的風風雨雨，在未來的某一天都會突然變得別具意義。我相信上天，所以我想要努力的活着，即使我常常瀕臨崩潰，但我還是會站起來拍拍塵土昂首闊步的走下去。<br /><br />我還要用力的感受生活裡的點點滴滴，乃至最最最最細微的部分，我要收集所有的情緒，所有的生活，好好的封在記憶裡頭。等那一天，我要在一棵跟我同年齡的樹下喝著老酒，睡在我的回憶裡。<br /><br />慢慢的，我學會了區別什麼是我要的，我不要的，我需要的，我不需要的......<br /><br />所謂的生活，我想要，”活著“的感覺，和”活過“的甘心。<br /><br /><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br /></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/-BKsmJJWKSX0/ScEcWsl0VRI/AAAAAAAAAGY/owBubyHN7EQ/s1600/1_484484385l.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; 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src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-BwwMcWYXVlE/TfTxRBfcdHI/AAAAAAAABo0/LrpXoVakL-w/s640/paradise+%252818%2529.jpg" width="640" /></a></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br /></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"></div><br /><br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6274713530407624193-466626886078100971?l=kahinn.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>KahInnhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10062084139083626465noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6274713530407624193.post-15019767793941867992011-12-04T23:34:00.001+08:002011-12-04T23:46:38.712+08:00<div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial, 'Helvetica Neue', sans-serif; font-size: 15px; line-height: 19px;">親愛的上帝，可以讓我的阿嬤快樂一點嗎？阿嬤現在看起來，很累。我會怕，我什麼都沒有做出來，我有很多很多要給阿嬤看的東西，拜託讓我的阿嬤快樂起來。謝謝。</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span 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style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial, 'Helvetica Neue', sans-serif; font-size: 15px; line-height: 19px;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial, 'Helvetica Neue', sans-serif; font-size: 15px; line-height: 19px;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial, 'Helvetica Neue', sans-serif; font-size: 15px; line-height: 19px;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #444444; font-family: Arial, 'Helvetica Neue', sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 15px; line-height: 19px;">..................................</span></span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6274713530407624193-1501976779394186799?l=kahinn.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>KahInnhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10062084139083626465noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6274713530407624193.post-44333362754248324222011-12-04T17:40:00.001+08:002011-12-04T23:32:59.016+08:00<br /><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="color: black; font-family: 宋体; font-size: 12.0pt; mso-bidi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">聽著孫燕姿版的橄欖樹</span><span style="color: black; font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;,&quot;serif&quot;; font-size: 12.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">&nbsp;</span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="color: black; font-family: 宋体; font-size: 12.0pt; mso-bidi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">細細瀏覽網路上殘餘的三毛</span><span style="color: black; font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;,&quot;serif&quot;; font-size: 12.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;"><o:p></o:p></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in;"><span style="color: black; font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;,&quot;serif&quot;; font-size: 12.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;"><br /></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; text-align: center;"><img alt="tumblr_lvndxyC1z41qd5mnho1_500.jpg (500×428)" src="http://28.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lvndxyC1z41qd5mnho1_500.jpg" /><span style="color: black; font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;,&quot;serif&quot;; font-size: 12.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">&nbsp;<o:p></o:p></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in;"><span style="color: black; font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;,&quot;serif&quot;; font-size: 12.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;"><br /></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="color: black; font-family: 宋体; font-size: 12.0pt; mso-bidi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">以前媽媽說她很喜歡橄欖樹，因為媽媽也算異鄉的孩子。我永遠不會忘記，外婆逝世的那個晚上媽媽無法抑制的的情緒和潰堤一般的淚誰。媽媽一直重複喃喃的念，“為什麼不等我，外公也是這樣，現在也這樣，為什麼不等我</span><span style="color: black; font-family: 宋体; font-size: 12.0pt; mso-bidi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">....."</span><span style="color: black; font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;,&quot;serif&quot;; font-size: 12.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;"><o:p></o:p></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in;"><span style="color: black; font-family: 宋体; font-size: 12.0pt; mso-bidi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;"><br /></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in;"><img alt="tumblr_lneq31Rtcy1qfnlzj.gif (144×81)" src="http://media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lneq31Rtcy1qfnlzj.gif" style="cursor: move;" />&nbsp;<span style="color: black; font-family: 宋体; font-size: 12.0pt; mso-bidi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;"><img alt="tumblr_lhmemxZUKR1qbh4wy.gif (250×140)" src="http://media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lhmemxZUKR1qbh4wy.gif" />&nbsp;</span><img alt="tumblr_lkwqriXdA81qzcp4l.gif (200×150)" src="http://media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lkwqriXdA81qzcp4l.gif" />&nbsp;</div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in;"><br /></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="color: black; font-family: 宋体; font-size: 12.0pt; mso-bidi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">那個時候我才意識到媽媽的脆弱。我自己掏出手機，打給需要聯絡的人，心裡亂糟糟的。那一晚，天空清清的，有些許雲，冷氣很冷。我幾乎很冷靜的參加外婆的葬禮，沒有眼淚，卻有一個失眠的夜。那一晚，我一一複習腦海裡所有外婆的片段。</span><span style="color: black; font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;,&quot;serif&quot;; font-size: 12.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;"><o:p></o:p></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in;"><br /></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="color: black; font-family: 宋体; font-size: 12.0pt; mso-bidi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">我一生中，真正親身經歷的葬禮只有兩個，一個是公公，一個是外婆。公公的時候，我還算蠻小的，沒有多餘的記憶。但是那個時候，我記得我哭了，也許那個年紀，我還不了解惆悵。那個時候以為情緒就分開心和傷心，很多年以後，才發現原來我是一個收集了不少情緒的人。</span><span style="color: black; font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;,&quot;serif&quot;; font-size: 12.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;"><o:p></o:p></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in;"><span style="color: black; font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;,&quot;serif&quot;; font-size: 12.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;"><br style="mso-special-character: line-break;" /><!--[endif]--><o:p></o:p></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="color: black; font-family: 宋体; font-size: 12.0pt; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体;">我想，那個時候的哭泣，是因為失去吧！第一次那麼活生生的走過離別的隧道，一頭栽入隧道裡那滿滿的回憶和過去。最後探頭，從隧道出來，一切已然成為淡淡的過去。像日記本的那些字句，一筆一畫，些許深刻。但卻輕輕的，不再那麼沉重。沒有重量的回憶，像那首餘音繞樑的歌，盤旋不去，惆悵一地</span><span style="color: black; font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;,&quot;serif&quot;; font-size: 12.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">...........<o:p></o:p></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in;"><br /></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="color: black; font-family: 宋体; font-size: 12.0pt; mso-bidi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">之前買了第一本三毛，《撒哈拉歲月》。其實以前對於三毛的印象是極其模糊的。之前書局在促銷張愛玲的時候我猶豫了很久，畢竟書真的很貴，然後事情也就一直擱著，偶爾我會很想要但很快就冷靜下來。然而這一次的三毛系列我卻把持不住，老貓燒鬚。呵呵，比喻真好。小的時候我就听過三毛，但是我完全不感興趣，只知道她很紅，寫的書很紅。</span><span style="color: black; font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;,&quot;serif&quot;; font-size: 12.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;"><o:p></o:p></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in;"><br /></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="color: black; font-family: 宋体; font-size: 12.0pt; mso-bidi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">所以你問我為什麼會想要買三毛？緣分！衝動就是一種緣分</span><span style="color: black; font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;,&quot;serif&quot;; font-size: 12.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;"><o:p></o:p></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in;"><span style="color: black; font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;,&quot;serif&quot;; font-size: 12.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;"><br style="mso-special-character: line-break;" /></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 16px;"><img alt="tumblr_lv4rmn9CYG1qikal8o1_500.png (500×400)" src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lv4rmn9CYG1qikal8o1_500.png" /></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in;"><span style="color: black; font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;,&quot;serif&quot;; font-size: 12.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;"><br /></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in;"><span style="color: black; font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;,&quot;serif&quot;; font-size: 12.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">××××××××××××<o:p></o:p></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="color: black; font-family: 宋体; font-size: 12.0pt; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体;">切割線以上是我在電腦裡無意發現的一篇文檔</span><span style="color: black; font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;,&quot;serif&quot;; font-size: 12.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;"><o:p></o:p></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="color: black; font-family: 宋体; font-size: 12.0pt; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体;">也不確定</span><span style="color: black; font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;,&quot;serif&quot;; font-size: 12.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">po</span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="color: black; font-family: 宋体; font-size: 12.0pt; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体;">過了沒有，反正看著挺喜歡，改一改就拿過來了</span><span style="color: black; font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;,&quot;serif&quot;; font-size: 12.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;"><o:p></o:p></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in;"><span style="color: black; font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;,&quot;serif&quot;; font-size: 12.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">&nbsp;××××××××××××××<o:p></o:p></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in;"></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif;"><img alt="tumblr_lv05myUQ601qamdb1o1_500.jpg (500×500)" src="http://27.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lv05myUQ601qamdb1o1_500.jpg" /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif;"><br /></span></div><br /><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="color: black; font-family: 宋体; font-size: 12.0pt; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体;">第一本三毛看完到現在也是</span><span style="color: black; font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;,&quot;serif&quot;; font-size: 12.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">N</span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="color: black; font-family: 宋体; font-size: 12.0pt; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体;">月的事情了</span><span style="color: black; font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;,&quot;serif&quot;; font-size: 12.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;"><o:p></o:p></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="color: black; font-family: 宋体; font-size: 12.0pt; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体;">那一股非買不可的衝動早已蕩然無存</span><span style="color: black; font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;,&quot;serif&quot;; font-size: 12.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;"><o:p></o:p></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="color: black; font-family: 宋体; font-size: 12.0pt; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体;">前幾天去一個大書展</span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="color: black; font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;,&quot;serif&quot;; font-size: 12.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;"> </span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="color: black; font-family: 宋体; font-size: 12.0pt; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体;">折扣其實很可觀</span><span style="color: black; font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;,&quot;serif&quot;; font-size: 12.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;"><o:p></o:p></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="color: black; font-family: 宋体; font-size: 12.0pt; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体;">我一開始興致勃勃的抱了兩本恩佐，想說不要再看下去</span><span style="color: black; font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;,&quot;serif&quot;; font-size: 12.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;"><o:p></o:p></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="color: black; font-family: 宋体; font-size: 12.0pt; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体;">結果左晃右晃的結果就是我一直把抱在手裡的書換上換下</span><span style="color: black; font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;,&quot;serif&quot;; font-size: 12.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;"><o:p></o:p></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in;"><br /></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="color: black; font-family: 宋体; font-size: 12.0pt; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体;">結果，我買了</span><span style="color: black; font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;,&quot;serif&quot;; font-size: 12.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">Henrik Fexeus</span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="color: black; font-family: 宋体; font-size: 12.0pt; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体;">的兩本書</span><span style="color: black; font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;,&quot;serif&quot;; font-size: 12.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;"><o:p></o:p></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="color: black; font-family: 宋体; font-size: 12.0pt; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体;">心裡那段痛苦的掙扎，書本價錢和錢包質量的抗戰</span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="color: black; font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;,&quot;serif&quot;; font-size: 12.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;"> </span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="color: black; font-family: 宋体; font-size: 12.0pt; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体;">宣告結束</span><span style="color: black; font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;,&quot;serif&quot;; font-size: 12.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;"><o:p></o:p></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in;"><br /></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="color: black; font-family: 宋体; font-size: 12.0pt; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体;">看著第一本，我很著迷，但是又病態的抗拒着</span><span style="color: black; font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;,&quot;serif&quot;; font-size: 12.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;"><o:p></o:p></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="color: black; font-family: 宋体; font-size: 12.0pt; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体;">當我再看很喜歡很喜歡的書</span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="color: black; font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;,&quot;serif&quot;; font-size: 12.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;"> </span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="color: black; font-family: 宋体; font-size: 12.0pt; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体;">我會很抗拒</span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="color: black; font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;,&quot;serif&quot;; font-size: 12.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;"> </span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="color: black; font-family: 宋体; font-size: 12.0pt; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体;">因為我很不喜歡看完後的失落感</span><span style="color: black; font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;,&quot;serif&quot;; font-size: 12.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;"><o:p></o:p></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="color: black; font-family: 宋体; font-size: 12.0pt; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体;">看完了，故事裡那些起起伏伏頓時有了句點</span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="color: black; font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;,&quot;serif&quot;; font-size: 12.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;"> </span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="color: black; font-family: 宋体; font-size: 12.0pt; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体;">主人公慢慢的沒入故事裡頭</span><span style="color: black; font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;,&quot;serif&quot;; font-size: 12.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;"><o:p></o:p></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="color: black; font-family: 宋体; font-size: 12.0pt; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体;">只剩下我自己留在現實裡</span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="color: black; font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;,&quot;serif&quot;; font-size: 12.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;"> </span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="color: black; font-family: 宋体; font-size: 12.0pt; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体;">偶爾記起</span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="color: black; font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;,&quot;serif&quot;; font-size: 12.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;"> </span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="color: black; font-family: 宋体; font-size: 12.0pt; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体;">自己緬懷</span><span style="color: black; font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;,&quot;serif&quot;; font-size: 12.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;"><o:p></o:p></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in;"><br /></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="color: black; font-family: 宋体; font-size: 12.0pt; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体;">以前</span><span style="color: black; font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;,&quot;serif&quot;; font-size: 12.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">”</span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="color: black; font-family: 宋体; font-size: 12.0pt; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体;">法證先鋒</span><span style="color: black; font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;,&quot;serif&quot;; font-size: 12.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">II" </span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="color: black; font-family: 宋体; font-size: 12.0pt; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体;">裡頭，有我記憶很深的一幕</span><span style="color: black; font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;,&quot;serif&quot;; font-size: 12.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;"><o:p></o:p></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="color: black; font-family: 宋体; font-size: 12.0pt; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体;">鍾嘉欣慘被炸死，她丈夫是法醫</span><span style="color: black; font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;,&quot;serif&quot;; font-size: 12.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;"><o:p></o:p></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="color: black; font-family: 宋体; font-size: 12.0pt; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体;">整個查案過程，她丈夫都很冷靜的給予最專業的配合</span><span style="color: black; font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;,&quot;serif&quot;; font-size: 12.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;"><o:p></o:p></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="color: black; font-family: 宋体; font-size: 12.0pt; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体;">一直到破案的那天，她丈夫坐在辦公桌前，一再看著那些他們的共同回憶</span><span style="color: black; font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;,&quot;serif&quot;; font-size: 12.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;"><o:p></o:p></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="color: black; font-family: 宋体; font-size: 12.0pt; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体;">她丈夫說，</span><span style="color: black; font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;,&quot;serif&quot;; font-size: 12.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">“</span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="color: black; font-family: 宋体; font-size: 12.0pt; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体;">破案了，你真的離開我了。</span><span style="color: black; font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;,&quot;serif&quot;; font-size: 12.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">”<o:p></o:p></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in;"><br /></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="color: black; font-family: 宋体; font-size: 12.0pt; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体;">這一段情感我很喜歡</span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="color: black; font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;,&quot;serif&quot;; font-size: 12.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;"> </span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="color: black; font-family: 宋体; font-size: 12.0pt; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体;">因為</span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="color: black; font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;,&quot;serif&quot;; font-size: 12.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;"> </span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="color: black; font-family: 宋体; font-size: 12.0pt; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体;">我可以理解</span><span style="color: black; font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;,&quot;serif&quot;; font-size: 12.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;"><o:p></o:p></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="color: black; font-family: 宋体; font-size: 12.0pt; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体;">失去可以很恐怖</span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="color: black; font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;,&quot;serif&quot;; font-size: 12.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;"> </span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="color: black; font-family: 宋体; font-size: 12.0pt; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体;">更何況是永遠的</span><span style="color: black; font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;,&quot;serif&quot;; font-size: 12.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;"><o:p></o:p></span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><br /></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="color: black; font-family: 宋体; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 115%; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-bidi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">所以那一些故事</span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="color: black; font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;,&quot;serif&quot;; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 115%;"> </span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="color: black; font-family: 宋体; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 115%; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-bidi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">我可以看了又看</span><span style="color: black; font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;,&quot;serif&quot;; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 115%;"><o:p></o:p></span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="color: black; font-family: 宋体; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 115%; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-bidi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">很多人不接受</span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="color: black; font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;,&quot;serif&quot;; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 115%;"> </span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="color: black; font-family: 宋体; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 115%; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-bidi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">甚至不相信</span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="color: black; font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;,&quot;serif&quot;; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 115%;"> </span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="color: black; font-family: 宋体; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 115%; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-bidi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">我那些九把刀的小說我平均一本看至少五至八遍</span><span style="color: black; font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;,&quot;serif&quot;; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 115%;"><o:p></o:p></span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="color: black; font-family: 宋体; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 115%; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-bidi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">他們問我說不會無聊嗎？故事的起承轉合全都知道了還看個什麼勁兒</span><span style="color: black; font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;,&quot;serif&quot;; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 115%;"><o:p></o:p></span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="color: black; font-family: 宋体; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 115%; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-bidi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">呵，你知道嗎，等一個人咖啡我看了至少</span><span style="color: black; font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;,&quot;serif&quot;; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 115%;">10</span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="color: black; font-family: 宋体; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 115%; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-bidi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">遍，但每一次，我讀到思螢騎著單車瘋狂尋找快要上飛機的阿拓的時候，我都哭得不能自己。每一次，我都哭得很慘烈，為著那些故事裡頭的人們。還有狼嚎，每一次讀到海門其實不是歐拉的孫子的時候我都哭到頭暈想吐，哭到整張被單都濕漉漉的。還有就是那一段狄米特和山王的對戰，山王說的那句話。那一句話，我可以哭一個晚上，一直到昏昏沉沉的睡著。還有，獵命師。獵命師系列堪稱一絕，我不知為裡頭的人哭，我還真的打從心底相信那個吸血鬼的故事。還有異夢，電梯前的對話我也是屢試不爽，一讀即哭。然後是月老，黑人牙膏唱歌和</span><span style="color: black; font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;,&quot;serif&quot;; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 115%;">921</span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="color: black; font-family: 宋体; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 115%; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-bidi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">大地震的那一幕我也可以哭很久</span><span style="color: black; font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;,&quot;serif&quot;; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 115%;">……………….</span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="color: black; font-family: 宋体; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 115%; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-bidi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">還有很多，超多。</span><span style="color: black; font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;,&quot;serif&quot;; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 115%;"><o:p></o:p></span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><br /></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="color: black; font-family: 宋体; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 115%; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-bidi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">聽過我細數這些的人們都覺得離譜的不可思議。有人說我可能是平時壓抑久了，一點情緒的催谷就夠我爆發。有人說我想像力太好了。我不知道，我究竟是哪一樣，但我很享受與其中。我喜歡那個有血有淚的自己，人一輩子如果規規矩矩的沒有一絲瘋狂，那怎麼能算活過？我們總要揮霍自己的熱情，讓我們的所謂熱情傾盆大雨般灑在我們的生活上，那才不枉走這一遭。</span><span style="color: black; font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;,&quot;serif&quot;; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 115%;"><o:p></o:p></span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><br /></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="color: black; font-family: 宋体; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 115%; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-bidi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">每一次，我重複讀這些故事，我都覺得像探望老朋友那樣自在。我想，就是九把刀害的吧。我記得月老的後記裡頭寫說黑人牙膏正在給作者講故事，歐陽盆栽的也是。我很沉迷於相信這些人真的存在著，並且真的如書本里說的，是他們把自己的故事說給了九把刀。</span><span style="color: black; font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;,&quot;serif&quot;; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 115%;"><o:p></o:p></span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span style="color: black; font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;,&quot;serif&quot;; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 115%;"><o:p><br /></o:p></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><img alt="tumblr_lv9yyr8reH1qabj53o1_500.png (500×375)" src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lv9yyr8reH1qabj53o1_500.png" /><span style="color: black; font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;,&quot;serif&quot;; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 115%;"><o:p>&nbsp;</o:p></span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span style="color: black; font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;,&quot;serif&quot;; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 115%;"><o:p><br /></o:p></span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="color: black; font-family: 宋体; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 115%; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-bidi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">剛剛表妹跟我說她又在看光陰的故事。我說，我很想听孫媽囉嗦。</span><span style="color: black; font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;,&quot;serif&quot;; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 115%;"><o:p></o:p></span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><br /></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="color: black; font-family: 宋体; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 115%; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-bidi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">我一直都很喜歡看戲，看書。說穿了，因為我喜歡聽故事。真的，假的，離譜的，傳說的，荒謬的，搞笑的，恐怖的</span><span style="color: black; font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;,&quot;serif&quot;; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 115%;">…………</span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="color: black; font-family: 宋体; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 115%; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-bidi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">什麼故事我都很喜歡。我常常覺得其實每一步所謂的爛片不過是沒有拍好，這個世界上的每一個故事都有自己的價值，問題在於有沒有被拍出來。而每一個故事都有發人省思的地方，因為每一個故事都是人生的一部分。</span><span style="color: black; font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;,&quot;serif&quot;; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 115%;"><o:p></o:p></span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><br /></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><img src="http://28.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lsmhd6qniT1qfdwsio1_500.gif" /></div><div class="MsoNormal"><br /></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="color: black; font-family: 宋体; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 115%; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-bidi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">葛優演的“活著”裡，</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="color: black; font-family: 宋体; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 115%; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-bidi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">他被徵到部隊裡表演皮影戲，</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="color: black; font-family: 宋体; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 115%; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-bidi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">他看著漫山遍野的同伴屍首，</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="color: black; font-family: 宋体; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 115%; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-bidi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">說，“回去以後，可得好好活啊！”</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="color: black; font-family: 宋体; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 115%; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-bidi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">還有最後他說，“只要活著就還有希望。”</span><span style="color: black; font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;,&quot;serif&quot;; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 115%;"><o:p></o:p></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="color: black; font-family: 宋体; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 115%; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-bidi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;"><br /></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="color: black; font-family: 宋体; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 115%; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-bidi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;"><img alt="tumblr_luklkl49Ok1qjs9ul.gif (400×216)" src="http://media.tumblr.com/tumblr_luklkl49Ok1qjs9ul.gif" /></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="color: black; font-family: 宋体; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 115%; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-bidi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;"><br /></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="color: black; font-family: 宋体; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 115%; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-bidi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;"><img alt="tumblr_lvf6y6RwIW1qaobbko1_500.jpg (500×632)" src="http://29.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lvf6y6RwIW1qaobbko1_500.jpg" /></span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6274713530407624193-4433336275424832422?l=kahinn.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>KahInnhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10062084139083626465noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6274713530407624193.post-47948919596370519372011-11-29T21:19:00.001+08:002011-11-29T21:50:39.626+08:00<br /><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%;">從孩提時代走到現在，我們究竟要走過多少糾纏不清的情感思緒？</span><span style="font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%;"><o:p></o:p></span><br /><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%;"><br /></span><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%;"><img alt="312187_10150389880572005_635237004_8581095_2084784375_n.jpg (453×592)" src="https://fbcdn-sphotos-a.akamaihd.net/hphotos-ak-snc7/312187_10150389880572005_635237004_8581095_2084784375_n.jpg" /></span></div></div><div class="MsoNormal"><br /></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%;">前幾天，哦不，是上星期的事了，表姐的學校開始放假所以北上來完成永遠無法完成的美食之旅。說是表姐，不過也就勉強大我幾個月，本質上，我們有幾乎一樣程度的幼稚。一連幾天的檳城小吃趴趴走行程快得很離譜，即便中間穿插了一些我天怒人怨的宿舍體驗，一切，還是結束的太快了些。</span><span style="font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%;"><o:p></o:p></span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><br /></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%;">宿舍屋主那天把我的東西都裝到</span><span style="font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%;">4</span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%;">個大垃圾紙袋裡頭，其實那個時候我很不爽，不爽到想殺人。但是表姐無言的態度讓我有一點好笑，我常常想，如果表姐不在，那一晚，我會痛哭失聲的。說實話，內心的最深處，我覺得自己正在被嚴重侮辱，好像很小事，但我就是覺得我的自尊被踐踏，被擠壓。那一晚，我和表姐</span><span style="font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%;">L</span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%;">字形躺在宿舍房裡，一起聊著。那時候我才發現，不論我多麼獨立，多麼冷漠以對其他屋友，我還是希望自己可以有一個說話談天的對象。聊著聊著，表姐猛地起身說要和我擠一張床，因為她怕。我一開始不知道要幹嘛，一直到我被擠到床的一邊我才了解，哦，怕阿飄喔？我也有著嚴重怕鬼的體質，但不知道什麼時候開始，我習慣了去面對自己懼怕的黑暗。自從一個人開始，我學會了不去怕房門外的怪聲，不去過問莫名其妙的黑影。只要不掀開底牌，遊戲就可以繼續。</span><span style="font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%;"><o:p></o:p></span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><br /></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%;">隔天早上我起得早，起來的時候表姐已經出現在她的床上。呵呵，太陽出來，阿飄就消失了，可以睡得舒服了。一邊忙進忙出的整理著搬宿舍的一袋袋東西，突然覺得房裡有人真好。以前有室友的時候，我們常常也會在臨睡前聊點什麼，只不過室友在跟我學會海綿寶寶的主題曲之前就匆匆地離開了，生活從此和我錯開。本來是同學加室友，還是聽了我最多苦水的人，就這麼揚帆離開。我一直到現在才發現，其實我真的捨不得。不是那麼容易捨得，尤其是，她離開後，我還是沒有好日子過。</span><span style="font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%;"><o:p></o:p></span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><br /></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%;">難為表姐一早要幫我搬宿舍，但算了，親戚不計較啊！所以我好像也是意思意思請她吃一頓算數，呵呵，別談錢，傷感情嘛！我想，如果隔天一早是我一個人默默的搬宿舍，我應該會傷心的撞牆到皮開肉綻頭破血流。有人陪，至少不那麼委屈吧？</span><span style="font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%;"><o:p></o:p></span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><br /></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%;">就這麼吃吃吃了幾天，我們在送別表姐的路上。幹他媽的，老天爺還給我下雨。然後電台諷刺的開始播：“那些年錯過的大雨～</span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%;"> </span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%;">那些年錯過的愛情～”</span><span style="font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%;"><o:p></o:p></span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><br /></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%;">我很賞臉罵了句髒話。</span><span style="font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%;">TMD</span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%;">。</span><span style="font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%;"><o:p></o:p></span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><img alt="tumblr_lvd4n0WJw61qj5u4fo1_500.jpg (500×333)" src="http://28.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lvd4n0WJw61qj5u4fo1_500.jpg" /></div><br /></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%;">還小的時候，我一年要回好幾次外婆家，檳城到柔佛啊！</span><span style="font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%;">9</span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%;">個小時的舟車勞頓卻從來不是問題，我一直都很嚮往回外婆家，回去吃，回去看新加坡電台，回去下新山。那個時候，每每我們要回檳城的時候，表姐都會哭。用大人的語言說，就是下雨。那個時候的我，其實也很不甘願離開，可是那個時候不會像哭，只是覺得心裡頭像悶了巨大的烏雲，不能講話，不想講話，不能明白，不想明白。</span><span style="font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%;"><o:p></o:p></span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><br /></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%;">那一天，我幫表姐拎著行李到停車場車上。然後很假大人的站著看車子離開我的視線，努力練習讓眼淚留在眼眶打轉，倔強的不讓它滴下來的神功。忍著一鼻子酸，我打電話通知嬸嬸和媽媽，我當然不可以讓他們知道我哭，那該多丟臉，明年新年我還要見人的！</span><span style="font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%;"><o:p></o:p></span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><br /></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%;">那一天在停車場，我好像明白了一點點什麼是無能為力。從停車場往下望，滿家燈火，絢麗斑斕，我一個人在停車場徘徊，調整情緒。我一直無法停止害怕，是不是有一天，大家都會這樣慢慢的離開我，這樣慢的步調，慢的讓我不耐煩，慢的讓我無能為力，慢的讓我手足無措。我不止一次說過，我好想一直在跟大家說再見，目送大家離開。自從我打定主意留在檳城唸書，我就被賦予這樣的使命。總是立足原地，目送人們遠去，复誦着再見，重複著祝福。那個時候的我想，等那一天，我要去英國三個月，會不會有人煞有其事大張旗鼓的來跟我說再見，我也想要看到有人為我的離開而傷心啊。呵呵，現在不要了，跟人家說再見真的不好受。我記得跟親菇說再見的那種</span><span style="font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%;">emo</span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%;">，那種失落，一聲一聲的再見好像宣告接下來的日子都要一個人努力撐著過一樣。真的不好受，我不希望我愛的人們這樣。</span><span style="font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%;"><o:p></o:p></span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><br /></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%;">就這樣吧。我該唸書了。明天要考試，今晚要喝醉。明天要小考，今晚要犯罪。</span><span style="font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%;"><o:p></o:p></span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%;"><o:p><br /></o:p></span><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%;"><o:p><img alt="tumblr_lvfa7d7xEG1qlnyjco1_500.jpg (500×333)" src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lvfa7d7xEG1qlnyjco1_500.jpg" /></o:p></span></div><span style="font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%;"><o:p><br /></o:p></span></div><div class="MsoNormal">好像漸漸習慣了 不完整的敘述事情 有時候 有些東西 我希望我忘記<br />不再一字一句的去刻畫自己生活的模樣 漸漸的 我寫的東西變成燈謎<br />漸漸的 我不知道我自己在寫什麼 漸漸的 只剩下模糊的感覺殘留在我的記憶裡頭<br />和一些分不清真實性和時間點的畫面<br /><br />有一天 我連做夢 和現實 也慢慢分不清楚了<br />因為我只想記住美好的 哪怕 美好都是虛幻的<br /><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><img alt="tumblr_lvfa3jZcW01qlnyjco1_500.jpg (500×333)" src="http://28.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lvfa3jZcW01qlnyjco1_500.jpg" /></div><br /></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%;"><o:p>P.S.</o:p></span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%;">自從酷我決定和電腦病毒私奔以後，我一直都用著</span><span style="font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%;">iTunes</span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%;">在聽音樂，方便嘛，我懶惰去下新的</span><br /><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%;">播歌軟件，反正也不知道要下哪一種的。也不知道是新茅廁好大便還是怎樣，總覺得</span><span style="font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%;">iTunes</span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%;">播的歌很合我的心情。每次寫部落格都可以播很合我心情的歌，也好，省得我還要自己搞</span><span style="font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%;">Playlist.</span><br /><span style="font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%;"><br /></span><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%;"><img alt="tumblr_lv5aqiEmQx1qdx37co1_500.jpg (500×387)" src="http://30.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lv5aqiEmQx1qdx37co1_500.jpg" /></span></div></div><div class="MsoNormal"><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6274713530407624193-4794891959637051937?l=kahinn.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>KahInnhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10062084139083626465noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6274713530407624193.post-52599373437728693432011-11-23T22:30:00.001+08:002011-11-23T22:31:59.996+08:00<br /><br />came to college on monday night....<br />reach hostel i mean<br />my cousin is with me to the hostel lo<br /><br />and my stuffs are all packed into 4個大黑色垃圾紙袋 by uncle<br />all my notes, books, clothes, intimate stuffs, bed sheets,<br />tat time is like 12am d, i called and ask uncle what he expect<br />he say i have to move out by tuesday<br />he haven even show me the room<br />....<br />then i ask him when can i see the room, i ask can i see on 9am tml<br />he says he is only free after 12<br />and he asks<br />....<br />maybe he move for me<br />so at midnight 1am, i inisited he come over to show me the hostel...<br />and i moved on tuesday morning 9smtg<br />in one hour time<br /><br />i finish moving<br />now,<br />im living alone in a 4person room<br />the room is nt a room<br /><br />its a room he use 三合板 to 隔出來<br /><br />and u knw wat<br />my this room is on the top floor<br />but my bath room is in the ground floor<br />and no heater<br />and....<br />my switch for light and fan of the room is out of the room<br />and<br />the door knob is spoiling<br />need certain technique to open it<br /><br />.......<br /><br />and do you know how many times i cried?<br />even when im telling this here im crying.<br /><br />what have i done to be treated this wrong.<br /><br />i cried, and cried.....until i lose-count of the times i cry<br /><br />....... its just, i dont know how to communicate with some mankind in this world.<br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6274713530407624193-5259937343772869343?l=kahinn.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>KahInnhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10062084139083626465noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6274713530407624193.post-79712416378631557282011-11-18T22:02:00.001+08:002011-11-18T22:36:20.656+08:00最近阿嬤很喜歡指桑罵槐<br />作為一個孩子 我們真的沒有資格說什麼嗎<br /><br />有的時候 我覺得很愧疚<br />說為什麼脾氣不能收一點 偶爾挨罵並不會傷我一根頭髮<br />更何況對方都是打從心底的為我們好<br /><br />其實我不能苟同的 是時下很流行的“勸小孩” 方式<br />有注意到嗎？大人們很喜歡在跟我們說教的時候，舉以下的例子：<br />“在你知道你多幸福嗎？你看看非洲的小孩！！！”<br />“你看人家日本大地震還有海嘯，幾慘！你有得吃就不錯了！”<br />“不要看外國，你看我們國家，幾多小孩子被人販賣出國！”<br />“你啊！身在福中不知福！你知道人家連飯都沒有的吃嗎？！”<br />“整天亂花錢，你看別人家孩子年紀輕輕就出來賺錢，你不要不會惜福！”<br />.........................................<br /><br />這，是在叫我幸災樂禍的意思嗎？<br />為什麼只有在看人家比自己差的時候才能覺得自己幸福？<br />幸福不是所謂的從內而外散發光彩嗎？<br /><br />噢，真的很亂啊！<br /><br />如果只有在跟別人比較並且自己獲勝的時候才能有所謂的幸福感，<br />那跟把自己的快樂建築在別人的痛苦上有什麼分別？<br />你還是無法真心的喜歡自己，為自己而驕傲。<br /><br />我不喜歡這樣<br /><br />如果真的要這樣，那非洲的小孩跟誰比？<br />又或者，你覺得那些有錢人家真的有比我們快樂嗎？<br /><br />我不覺得 我相信 一個人 不論在什麼經濟背景或社會背景或者什麼啦哩啦雜的背景都好<br />其實大家的煩惱都是同等的 可以不同種類 &nbsp;但是我就是不相信煩惱有所謂的level<br /><br />有的人因為做錯一個題目懊惱的廢寢忘食<br />有的人因為三餐不濟懊惱的廢寢忘食<br />有的人因為身材不夠好懊惱的廢寢忘食<br /><br />在他們煩惱的時候，他們不都覺得自己的煩惱其實大過天嗎<br /><br />如果你煩惱過，你會知道的<br />就是，明明很細微的事情，但是腦袋就是把它無限放大<br />讓本來芝麻綠豆的瑣碎事也來你腦子裡很生活節奏中爭一席位<br /><br />就算有人跟我說，我寧願在法拉利裡面哭，總好過在家裡面對四面牆痛徹心扉<br />我不置可否，聳聳肩，自己卻在想<br />如果真的哭，誰還管你是在空房子裡還是名貴跑車啊？<br />哭，就是因為心累了，甚至碎了，<br />如果連心都不在了，那所謂的物質也就失去了感官<br /><br />沒有心，還談什麼幸福啊<br /><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><img alt="tumblr_lm2axmkhYZ1qgkosvo1_500.jpg (467×700)" src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lm2axmkhYZ1qgkosvo1_500.jpg" /></div><br /><br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6274713530407624193-7971241637863155728?l=kahinn.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>KahInnhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10062084139083626465noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6274713530407624193.post-76175279206692680022011-11-17T16:31:00.001+08:002011-11-17T16:31:37.547+08:00there are times where i feel like there is a lot of good people around me,its just that they need more time..... <br /><br />what my lecturer told me reminds me of the quotes "always be nice to everyone, for we are all in out own hard battle" <br /><br />learned to listen helped me realize things i've overlooked.....i didnt start off liking this lecturer, i used to feel irritated to attend her class. but somehow now, i thnk she opened up another page in my...... so called visionary.... <br /><br />i realize that there will never be an end or saturation point throughout my life... unless i die. there are no such things that we work hard now and live freely in future, NO there will not.. <br /><br />i will have to look for my own sign. for every point of my life, i have to work equally hard....there is no such thing as a cut off point for enough amount of hardwork....life is like a never end depreciation process..... time take us away bit by bit, we will never realize until we look into the mirror...<br /><br />what we were during kiddy times were fantasy dreamed by parents, they thought they had not work hard enough, BUT WHERE'S THE SCALE??? they thought just a lil bit more hardwork than theirs will do..... so they wanted us to be better.... better as in what they have been made to believe <br /><br />everyone has a hard battle ahead...we work our ass out for<br />a better life.... when you realize you can never reach that bank account balance even you dont eat for the rest of your life, you get depressions.... you dont know why you came all these way and just to prove that a person can never change his destiny?<br /><br />i begin to wonder if there really exist this something called destiny?? is there really gonna be a written life of mine and all i can do is let it be???<br /><br />inflation? let it be<br />boss sucks? let it be<br />salary sucks? let it be <br />life sucks? let it be<br /><br />just because everybody seem equally miserable, that shouldnt mean you dont deserve to be happy. just do something that make you happy!<br /><br />but before that, please define ur own "happy"....the bighouse bigcars and hotchicks on mtv channel arent the only happy..... and there is no such thing as high class or low class happy......just go realize a way that make u smile or feel good effortlessly! <br /><br />thanks for the answer dear god. im sorry for what i've been, truly sorry. <br /><br /><div class="separator"style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://lh6.googleusercontent.com/-z_cUcDpvNgY/TsTGQ88-BvI/AAAAAAAABs0/A_nC6RqiO0c/s640/blogger-image-2115470874.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" src="https://lh6.googleusercontent.com/-z_cUcDpvNgY/TsTGQ88-BvI/AAAAAAAABs0/A_nC6RqiO0c/s640/blogger-image-2115470874.jpg" /></a></div><div class="separator"style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://lh4.googleusercontent.com/-ITS6TL6Jfjs/TsTGR6w4B9I/AAAAAAAABs4/SvaZRFBkMwA/s640/blogger-image-1973481367.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 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center;"><img alt="tumblr_laohhfMwYv1qcq13bo1_r2_500.jpg (466×395)" height="542" src="http://27.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_laohhfMwYv1qcq13bo1_r2_500.jpg" width="640" /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6274713530407624193-2689077879234927960?l=kahinn.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>KahInnhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10062084139083626465noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6274713530407624193.post-40983957017433967272011-11-08T01:32:00.002+08:002011-11-08T01:37:37.369+08:00<div style="text-align: left;"><div style="text-align: center;"><img alt="tumblr_lt69qoRgeg1r4fh8bo1_500.gif (500×266)" height="340" src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lt69qoRgeg1r4fh8bo1_500.gif" width="640" /><br /><br />去看 “那些年，我們一起追的女孩” 了</div></div><div style="text-align: left;"><div style="text-align: center;">我想起了好多好多事</div></div><div style="text-align: left;"><div style="text-align: center;">.<br />.<br />.<br />.<br 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both; text-align: center;">我們一起過著荒誕的日子 對於所謂的考試視而不見</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br /></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">只有這樣回憶的時候 心裡會有深深的遺憾</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">總是遺憾着那個時候應該在瘋狂一點</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">又或者應該再叛逆一點</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">然後很遺憾很無奈地面對 我們不能回到過去的事實</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br /></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">過後我和親菇聊到現在一盤散沙的大家</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">寥寥無幾的幾個還保持聯絡 &nbsp;但現在都在個別不一樣的地方</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">而且大家 都有自己的事要忙</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">而且大家 都不再是當初那個小屁孩兒</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">我們開始扛起了責任 開始扛起了生活的擔子</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">不再漠視學業 不再瘋狂如昔</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br /></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">其實 我真的覺得相信每一件事情都是有它自己的意義</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">是命中注定 我在人生的第一個十字路口碰上那樣的朋友</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">是命中註定 我終於也有了可以交心的朋友</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">是命中註定 有些人留下了</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">是命中註定 有些人離開了</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br /></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">其實我們都知道的吧 是回不去了</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">那些沒有心的 我想他們甚至不屑有這一段我如此珍惜的回憶</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br /></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; 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text-align: center;">我看著他們各自去上大學</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">我想到了我們那時候辦不完的farewell</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">和每一個單槍匹馬去新環境的同學</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br /></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">我看著柯景騰送給沈佳儀的Tshirt</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">我想起了613的懶服</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br /></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">我看著他們畢業後在海邊</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">我想起了那一個paradise海邊</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br /></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">我看著他們彼此聊著對未來的展望</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">我想起了我們在班上胡亂編制的未來和亂畫的關係圖</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; 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both; text-align: center;">我一直相信有一天</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">我會達到記憶的飽和點</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">即，無法在保存新的回憶</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">至少目前為止 我沒有捨得丟棄的回憶</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br /></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">有一天吧 我會停止記得</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">然後用剩餘的時間在回憶裡流離浪蕩&nbsp;</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">找尋施失落的故事 找尋未完成的故事</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br /></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">但願這一天 不要這麼快到來</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br /></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">××××××××××××××××××××××××××××××××××</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br /></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><img alt="n754050689_1005191_1172.jpg (453×604)" height="320" src="https://fbcdn-sphotos-a.akamaihd.net/photos-ak-snc1/v372/126/12/754050689/n754050689_1005191_1172.jpg" width="240" /></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br /></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br /></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">這是九把刀 &nbsp;而我跟他合照過</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">那一天的簽書會 我膽粗粗一個人搭巴士到不熟悉的地方出席了</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">我很堅持的只讓他簽“那些年我們一起追的女孩”</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">我手頭上拿著3，4本他的書吧</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">但我只讓他簽一本</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br /></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">因為像柯景騰 我想要保留那種細微的特別</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">我不可能每一本書都讓他簽</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">所以我只讓他簽這一本</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br /></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">因為那是我讀的第一本九把刀</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">也因為這一本九把刀 我的人生發生了華麗的逆轉</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br /></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">而現在，這本書變成了電影</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">九把刀買到了他的夢想</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br /></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">看著這張照片的我覺得很感觸</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">他的故事影響了我對很多人事物的態度 比如說開始努力唸書</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">而這張照片 有那個懵懂的我 和啟發我很多想法的九把刀</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">還有著一本意義非凡現在還變成電影的故事</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br /></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">我怎麼覺得這是很美麗的命中註定呢？</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br /></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">呵呵</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br /></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">×××××××××××××××××××××××××××××××××××××</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br /></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">就像沈佳儀說的</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">“人生本來很多事情就是徒勞無功的啊”</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br /></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">那些離開的人們啊 即使他們就這麼忽略了我</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">我還是不後悔的吧</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">因為 即是徒勞無功 即使沒有結局</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">我們還是曾經相扶相持的走過那一段</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">那一種相濡以沫的情懷</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">即使現在我們相忘於江湖 即使那一段記憶慢慢變得若有似無</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br /></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><img alt="tumblr_lsa5ux51ag1qb2287o1_500.jpg (500×273)" src="http://26.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lsa5ux51ag1qb2287o1_500.jpg" /></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br /></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">人生圖的可能不是天長地久 而是曾經擁有</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">鄧麗君姐姐說的一點都沒錯</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br /></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">×××××××××××××××××××××××××××××××××××××××××××××××××</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br /></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">我突然記起了和朋友煲電話粥的那些夜晚</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">和那些我們約好晚上一起唸書卻高度默契地睡著的那些夜晚</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">那些夜晚也有星星吧</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br /></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">像柯景騰打給沈佳儀的921那一晚</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br /></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">那樣的溫馨 那樣的友情</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">似乎很淡 其實很紮實</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br /></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: right;">“<i>那天晚上滿天星星，平行時空下的約定.</i>”&nbsp;</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: right;"><i>--那些年，胡夏</i></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br /></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/-DKPGFur0oHI/TkJf2u1yLrI/AAAAAAAABqY/E0eJ2Gfq7OA/s1600/aaa.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="424" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/-DKPGFur0oHI/TkJf2u1yLrI/AAAAAAAABqY/E0eJ2Gfq7OA/s640/aaa.jpg" width="640" /></a></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br /></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br /></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><img alt="tumblr_lqaw3zXLbD1qfphdjo1_500.gif (500×214)" height="273" src="http://26.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lqaw3zXLbD1qfphdjo1_500.gif" width="640" /></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br /></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br /></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6274713530407624193-4098395701743396727?l=kahinn.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>KahInnhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10062084139083626465noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6274713530407624193.post-8364858746931239842011-11-06T20:04:00.003+08:002011-11-06T20:06:54.479+08:00<br />你問我會不會後悔？你說我真的很白痴<br />我只能說，這一生至少當一次傻瓜。<br /><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><img alt="d146a048086911e1abb01231381b65e3_7.jpg (612×612)" src="http://distilleryimage1.instagram.com/d146a048086911e1abb01231381b65e3_7.jpg" /></div><br />有的時候很困惑的時候 逛書店是很不錯的解決方法<br />我喜歡看著那些多彩多姿的書名 默默的想自己的事情<br /><br />我覺得每一個困惑的人其實都在等當頭棒喝的一句話<br />所以那些強而有力的書名其實很值得參考<br /><br />這一次我一口氣買了三本 &nbsp;呵<br />其實手頭上還有很多本 可是遲遲沒有消息的獵命師很扼殺我的耐心<br />我需要大量的轉移我的注意力<br /><br />雖然很多功課要趕 &nbsp;雖然很多小考要趕<br />但是我的“書香氣息”時間從來沒有斷過<br />我還是會有辦法在所謂貌似很庸碌的一天當中抽出時間來胡亂看一點什麼書<br />通常都是順手抓的 &nbsp;所以宿舍的桌上堆了很多書<br />有學校的參考書 有上學期的幾頁講義 還有很多看完沒看完的故事書<br /><br />我的“欲購買之書本清單”永遠都有很長的一串<br />而且書本清單永遠有優先權，但還是不免俗排在想吃的東西清單後面<br />呵 &nbsp;吃飽睡好才是硬道理！<br /><br />有一種迫不及待要開始讀那些書的興奮感<br />貪新鮮嘛 &nbsp;誰不是？<br /><br />其實我本來想談這一次這一個我會後悔的決定<br />卻在這一刻才發現我其實還沒有準備好<br />再說吧 &nbsp;我要做功課了 呵呵<br /><br /><br />我今天買了三本書，都因為很簡短的原因<br /><br /><ol><li>《這一生至少當一次傻瓜》，石川拓治 --因為書名</li><li>《這些人，那些事》，吳念真 --因為吳念真啊！！！</li><li>《賽德克·巴萊》，魏德勝，嚴雲農--因為魏德勝啊！！！</li></ol><div>幾乎是毫不考慮的 連內頁也沒有翻 我把書拿了就走</div><div>LIKE A BOSS！</div><div><br /></div><div>呵 走向我爸拿錢去&nbsp;</div><div>那個父親不喜歡孩子看書呢？</div><div><br /></div><div>就這樣吧&nbsp;</div><div><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><img alt="d146a048086911e1abb01231381b65e3_7.jpg (612×612)" src="http://distilleryimage1.instagram.com/d146a048086911e1abb01231381b65e3_7.jpg" /></div><div><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6274713530407624193-836485874693123984?l=kahinn.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>KahInnhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10062084139083626465noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6274713530407624193.post-68365511768368769582011-11-04T15:01:00.000+08:002011-11-04T15:04:00.336+08:00<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;">我厭惡我爸爸媽媽高高在上的樣子 為什麼因為我要領零用錢就這樣踐踏我的自尊 可以在乎一下我的很受傷嗎 為什麼面對你們比面對外面的人還辛苦 為什麼我在你們面前還要演戲假裝 我有自尊的 我有骨氣的 我已經犧牲掉我所有的夢想了你還要我怎麼樣 不懂我就不要裝懂 請，讓我一個人靜一靜&nbsp;<span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 14px;">一開始不是說好了嗎 為什麼不關我事的事情也要來怪我 我他媽的不是乞丐 不要老是要我阿諛奉承 不是我的錯 不管我的事 不要什麼事情都擺出一個高高在上的姿態睥睨我 可以接受再清楚不過的事實嗎 我沒有討錢 這一切不是我應得的 我甚至已經願意自己承認面對解決了你還想我怎麼樣 罰跪嗎 砍頭嗎 我不單單是一個細胞組群 我也是人 被冤枉我也會傷心 我真的 會。</span></span><br /><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 14px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;"><br /></span></span><br /><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 14px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;">為什麼因為我要領零用錢就這樣踐踏我的自尊？</span></span><br /><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 14px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;"><br /></span></span><br /><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 14px;">我覺得他們不是不了解我，他們是不屑了解我，更糟的是，他們還自以為了解我</span></span><br /><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 14px;"><br /></span></span><br /><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 14px;"><br /></span></span><br /><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 14px;"><br /></span></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6274713530407624193-6836551176836876958?l=kahinn.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>KahInnhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10062084139083626465noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6274713530407624193.post-71798369230198347522011-11-03T21:26:00.000+08:002011-11-03T21:26:38.255+08:00<div style="text-align: center;"><img alt="tumblr_lu2882jxDT1qdx37co1_500.gif (500×205)" height="131" src="http://30.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lu2882jxDT1qdx37co1_500.gif" width="320" /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><img alt="tumblr_lu2882jxDT1qdx37co1_500.gif (500×205)" height="163" src="http://30.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lu2882jxDT1qdx37co1_500.gif" width="400" /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><img alt="tumblr_lu2882jxDT1qdx37co1_500.gif (500×205)" height="262" src="http://30.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lu2882jxDT1qdx37co1_500.gif" width="640" /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><br />現下感到無比輕鬆<br />我把自己賴以為生的期待一次過show hand &nbsp;丟入大海裡<br />所以無比輕鬆 因為我真的什麼都沒有了<br /><br />我不知道自己哪裡來的勇氣<br /><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><img alt="tumblr_ln1nihsUys1qgujcoo1_500.gif (500×300)" src="http://28.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_ln1nihsUys1qgujcoo1_500.gif" /></div><br />說不定我真的有雙重人格<br />不然這一種痛徹心扉的決定我不明白是怎樣出現在我腦海裡的<br /><br />我做了，會後悔一輩子的決定<br />可我想要不後悔，<br />但我還是決定了<br /><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><img alt="tumblr_lm2rb4tdLX1qafrh6.gif (300×216)" height="287" src="http://media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lm2rb4tdLX1qafrh6.gif" width="400" /></div><br />我今晚想要喝酒 從來沒有那麼想喝醉過<br /><br />殘破不堪的情緒需要到異度空間去發洩<br /><br />我不知道我需要的是什麼<br />一方面，我默默的繼續生活 像什麼都沒有發生<br />一方面，腦子裡奔騰的情緒 就快要將我滅頂<br /><br />最糟的是，我不知道哪一方面的我才是真實的<br /><br />我說過多少次我累了<br />已經累到，連說我有多累的力氣也沒有了<br /><br />是啊 我也是為賦新詞強說愁的草莓族<br />我不要lomo了 我不要手機了 我不要出國留學了<br />都不要了 你可以把我自己還給我嗎<br /><br />可以把出國留學的錢給我去流浪嗎<br />可以讓我放逐我自己嗎<br /><br />有一種決定叫痛<br />有一種決定，叫痛<br />有一種痛，叫決定<br />有一種決定 &nbsp;有一種痛 &nbsp;有一種決定 &nbsp;有一種痛 有一種...... 有一種......<br /><br />我今晚想要把家裡沒人喝的紅酒都喝光 然後錄下自己最肆無忌憚的樣子<br />因為我裡那樣似乎越來越遠了<br /><br />是那一個渾球王八蛋教會我 "顧慮" 的<br />為什麼要教會我為別人想 &nbsp;為什麼要教會我三思而後行<br />為什麼要教會我官腔 為什麼要讓我覺得自己一天比一天虛偽<br />為什麼要讓我晚上睡覺的時候 不停的感覺自己磨損殆盡<br /><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><img alt="tumblr_lom672x0Tx1qasdemo1_500.gif (500×199)" src="http://30.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lom672x0Tx1qasdemo1_500.gif" /></div><br />我不知道一個人的時候要幹嘛<br />我想要到戲院去看那些年我們一起追的女孩 然後理所當然地哭一場<br />哭一場不夠 我哭兩場 哭兩場不夠 我包場<br /><br />有一陣子很流行30秒掉淚的所謂演技奇功<br />也許30秒掉淚的那些人 是因為心裡藏了一些遺憾<br />有一種痛 不是闊別三十年 &nbsp;不是止血結疤 &nbsp;就可以淡忘的<br /><br />這世上，還存在著時間沖不淡的東西<br />而那東西 深深地刻在每一個人的心上<br />安靜地匍匐蔓延在我們的每一個生活節奏<br />淡淡的點綴著我們每一段若有似無的過去<br />在最普通的地方 堅決的存在著<br /><br />就像家裡歷久不衰的老時鐘&nbsp;&nbsp;每天堅守崗位的數著溜走的時間<br /><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><img alt="tumblr_lu2882jxDT1qdx37co1_500.gif (500×205)" height="262" src="http://30.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lu2882jxDT1qdx37co1_500.gif" width="640" /></div><br /><br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6274713530407624193-7179836923019834752?l=kahinn.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>KahInnhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10062084139083626465noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6274713530407624193.post-37119782983251430932011-11-02T21:49:00.004+08:002011-11-02T21:49:32.585+08:00<div style="text-align: center;"><img alt="tumblr_lcvcuxdvWH1qcfqju.gif (498×334)" src="http://media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lcvcuxdvWH1qcfqju.gif" /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">I went for a movie</div><div style="text-align: center;">ever since car-broken incident</div><div style="text-align: center;">i've got it all re-think and decided that</div><div style="text-align: center;">i should enjoy my last semester</div><div style="text-align: center;">screw new cell</div><div style="text-align: center;">screw whatever-that-is-blocking-to-enjoy-like-a-boss</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">i think my eating gang in school should be happy to hear this</div><div style="text-align: center;">LOL</div><div style="text-align: center;">i believe they get a lil miserable when i say i quit food</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">NO. food PhD dont quit food</div><div style="text-align: center;">its my life, its in me, ITS MY DNA</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">i actually miss out their sushi bonanza session this afternoon</div><div style="text-align: center;">which they claim to have been SUPER-DELICIOUS</div><div style="text-align: center;">uh, my friends are like me,&nbsp;</div><div style="text-align: center;">in our mind, EVERYTHING is delicious</div><div style="text-align: center;">ha.</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">sushi is not really my biggest obsession</div><div style="text-align: center;">im more interested in ramen and udon and sashimi</div><div style="text-align: center;">though i crave for sushi too</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">sorry, i tend to have tangle relationship with all food.</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">×teehee×</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><img src="http://26.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lu0edeqfWq1qcp9z4o1_500.png" /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">I was actually trying to discuss about the movie i watched</div><div style="text-align: center;">"In Time"</div><div style="text-align: center;">i read from somewhere about the movie before</div><div style="text-align: center;">and so it wasnt really surprising on the element of the movies</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">but i like the topic</div><div style="text-align: center;">"time"</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">personally, i do think it will get pretty damn scary</div><div style="text-align: center;">if i have a clock on me counting down my life</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">im super touched by the scene where justintimberlake's mum was running towards him</div><div style="text-align: center;">and in just 3 seconds distance</div><div style="text-align: center;">she time out</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">and die while throwing herself towards her son</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">thats a huge scene</div><div style="text-align: center;">i cant forget it even until now</div><div style="text-align: center;">LITERALLY, she is throwing herself into the arm of her son</div><div style="text-align: center;">as she stops breathing</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">and if not for the 30minutes she gave her son for a decent meal</div><div style="text-align: center;">she would have made it</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><img alt="tumblr_ltyyd5Z6IW1qmvnfwo1_500.png (500×375)" src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_ltyyd5Z6IW1qmvnfwo1_500.png" /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">I actually dont know how should i rate this movie</div><div style="text-align: center;">i like the topic, but i dont like the storyline</div><div style="text-align: center;">the story was more busy creating robin hood and wonderwoman</div><div style="text-align: center;">than seriously discussing the time=money=life thing</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">too many left unsolved and open-ended</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">i like the topic</div><div style="text-align: center;">it made me think a lot</div><div style="text-align: center;">Time is their currency</div><div style="text-align: center;">but in a way, i think it hint obliquely on our reality</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">if you have more money, you live longer</div><div style="text-align: center;">for example, you have money, you can cure more diseases</div><div style="text-align: center;">and poor people, they die even for flu and coughs.</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">its the same afterall</div><div style="text-align: center;">i wish there will be a day where the world could achieve a balance</div><div style="text-align: center;">between money and nil bank account</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">i wish it could.</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><img alt="tumblr_ltujdeg9mZ1qh15clo1_500.jpg (500×302)" height="386" src="http://29.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_ltujdeg9mZ1qh15clo1_500.jpg" width="640" /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">im gonna play some drama while figuring what movies to watch</div><div style="text-align: center;">though i dont know how long is this "TIME" thing gonna leave my mind</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><img alt="tumblr_lu0yumDyqp1qjm8l9o1_500.jpg (500×266)" src="http://27.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lu0yumDyqp1qjm8l9o1_500.jpg" /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">i read from a friend's tweet today saying</div><div style="text-align: center;">"Go travel when you're young"</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">yea. my travel dreams are still there</div><div style="text-align: center;">high up in the sky</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">i really wanna get out of here</div><div style="text-align: center;">not like im bored or sick or fed up of it</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">im just, trying to make the most out of my life</div><div style="text-align: center;">i wannna live a whole different life every single day</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">im always on the change</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><img alt="tumblr_lu11xfAMj01qa2l2po1_500.jpg (473×551)" src="http://30.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lu11xfAMj01qa2l2po1_500.jpg" /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><img alt="tumblr_ltzw2ndnaO1qdx37co1_500.jpg (500×328)" src="http://28.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_ltzw2ndnaO1qdx37co1_500.jpg" /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_ltzvkh6HEf1qdx37co1_500.jpg" /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><blockquote class="tr_bq"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #cc0000; font-size: x-large;"><i>i wanna go out there, and make memories</i></span></b></blockquote><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><img alt="tumblr_lq9n0ktoSc1qfs926o1_500.gif (500×281)" src="http://29.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lq9n0ktoSc1qfs926o1_500.gif" /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><img alt="tumblr_ltze9ujrZV1qisxoao1_500.jpg (500×331)" height="131" src="http://28.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_ltze9ujrZV1qisxoao1_500.jpg" style="cursor: move;" width="200" />&nbsp;<img alt="tumblr_ltze9ujrZV1qisxoao1_500.jpg (500×331)" height="131" src="http://28.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_ltze9ujrZV1qisxoao1_500.jpg" style="cursor: move;" width="200" /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><img alt="tumblr_ltze9ujrZV1qisxoao1_500.jpg (500×331)" height="131" src="http://28.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_ltze9ujrZV1qisxoao1_500.jpg" style="cursor: move;" width="200" />&nbsp;<img alt="tumblr_ltze9ujrZV1qisxoao1_500.jpg (500×331)" height="131" src="http://28.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_ltze9ujrZV1qisxoao1_500.jpg" style="cursor: move;" width="200" /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">so i sort of made up my mind on my ACCA plan</div><div style="text-align: center;">i think im certain this time</div><div style="text-align: center;">i was swinging side to side</div><div style="text-align: center;">and that gets on my emotions terribly</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">and now i have 2 options left</div><div style="text-align: center;">which i convinced myself that i will be happy with</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">i need to make decisions anyhow</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">without regrets</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">i like how they say:</div><div style="text-align: center;">the route you chose, you gotta finished it even by knees</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">thats true</div><div style="text-align: center;">there comes a time that i have to choose my own directions</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">for me, its quite a hard decision to call for</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">but i've done the thinking</div><div style="text-align: center;">and know the position im standing</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><img alt="tumblr_lu07bmLKiE1qbxpeso1_500.jpg (500×333)" src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lu07bmLKiE1qbxpeso1_500.jpg" /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">that should keep me depress or so for a lil while</div><div style="text-align: center;">because i throw away the dream i held for 4 freaking years</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">&nbsp;<img alt="tumblr_ls34xeTiZX1r3fkmzo1_500.gif (500×220)" src="http://27.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_ls34xeTiZX1r3fkmzo1_500.gif" /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><img alt="tumblr_ltwtnbFrtk1qhlmqso1_500.jpg (500×320)" src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_ltwtnbFrtk1qhlmqso1_500.jpg" /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><img alt="tumblr_ltr79nTGbk1r5b029o1_500.jpg (500×332)" src="http://30.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_ltr79nTGbk1r5b029o1_500.jpg" /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">i can never know what will the future me think</div><div style="text-align: center;">but regrets and hurts, they are meant to be</div><div style="text-align: center;">you cant live a life without hurts and regrets</div><div style="text-align: center;">you gotta do it and learn to deal with it</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">deeper inside, i think whatever my decisions are</div><div style="text-align: center;">it will never change what is written for me</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">i will still follow my destiny and if regrets is in the list</div><div style="text-align: center;">let it be</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">just, i don't wanna live today by worrying for tomorrows</div><div style="text-align: center;">i came to the world nude and bare, there's nothing to lose</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">i will live this life</div><div style="text-align: center;">and sometimes laugh for the stupidness in me</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><img alt="tumblr_ltzd049dR81qcri28o1_500.jpg (500×332)" src="http://27.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_ltzd049dR81qcri28o1_500.jpg" /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">keep focusing on my beliefs</div><div style="text-align: center;">and be sure damn that i dont waste a single second of those</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><img alt="tumblr_ltr4duWfkU1r1mmeuo1_500.jpg (500×331)" height="211" src="http://27.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_ltr4duWfkU1r1mmeuo1_500.jpg" style="cursor: move;" width="320" />&nbsp;<img alt="tumblr_ltwt1bEWC41qhr0mho1_500.jpg (500×333)" height="213" src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_ltwt1bEWC41qhr0mho1_500.jpg" style="cursor: move;" width="320" /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><img alt="tumblr_ltwt1bEWC41qhr0mho1_500.jpg (500×333)" height="213" src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_ltwt1bEWC41qhr0mho1_500.jpg" style="cursor: move;" width="320" />&nbsp;<img alt="tumblr_ltr4duWfkU1r1mmeuo1_500.jpg (500×331)" height="211" src="http://27.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_ltr4duWfkU1r1mmeuo1_500.jpg" style="cursor: move;" width="320" /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">till then.</div><div style="text-align: center;">Have a life, and have it full.</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><u><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">Enya - Only Time</span></b></u></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><i><b>Who can say<br />Where the road goes?<br />Where the day flows?<br />- Only time<br /><br />Who can say why your heart sighs<br />as your love flies?<br />-Only time<br /><br />And who can say why your heart cries<br />when your love lies?<br />-Only time<br /><br />Who can say when the roads meet<br />that love might be<br />in your heart?<br /><br />And who can say<br />when the day sleeps<br />if the night keeps<br />all your heart?<br /><br />Night keeps all your heart<br /><br />Who can say if your love grows<br />as your heart shows?<br />-Only time<br /><br />And who can say<br />Where the road goes?<br />Where the day flows?<br />-Only time<br /><br />Who knows............only time<br />Who knows...................</b></i></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><i><b>..............only time.....</b></i></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><img alt="tumblr_lu0na8NEAn1qzb7gjo1_400.jpg (363×500)" src="http://26.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lu0na8NEAn1qzb7gjo1_400.jpg" /></div><div style="text-align: center;">.</div><div style="text-align: center;">.</div><div style="text-align: center;">.</div><div style="text-align: center;">.</div><div style="text-align: center;">.</div><div style="text-align: center;">.</div><div style="text-align: center;">.</div><div style="text-align: center;">.</div><div style="text-align: center;">.</div><div style="text-align: center;">.</div><div style="text-align: center;">.</div><div style="text-align: center;">.</div><div style="text-align: center;">.</div><div style="text-align: center;">.</div><div style="text-align: center;">.</div><div style="text-align: center;">.</div><div style="text-align: center;">.</div><div style="text-align: center;">.</div><div style="text-align: center;">.</div><div style="text-align: center;">.</div><div style="text-align: center;">.</div><div style="text-align: center;">.</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: right;"><img height="213" src="http://28.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lu0n2fXH521qh3h23o1_500.jpg" width="320" /></div><div style="text-align: right;"><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6274713530407624193-3711978298325143093?l=kahinn.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>KahInnhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10062084139083626465noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6274713530407624193.post-58753930191385298582011-10-31T20:23:00.002+08:002011-10-31T20:23:48.279+08:00<div style="text-align: center;"><img alt="tumblr_ltsma2xlsH1r2wwhjo1_500.png (500×331)" src="http://30.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_ltsma2xlsH1r2wwhjo1_500.png" /></div><br />i got this one call<br />and im all ready for my depressions<br /><br />its good knowing people care and believe in you<br />though it feel sucks when knowing everyone is too apart for a hug<br /><br />im very sad or emo or angry or frustrated or whatever<br />because i crushed my car on the side and the bumper has a hole on it right now<br />in other words, my budget for a berry is crushed together with the bumper<br />my money for berry is now moving to the bumper<br /><br />well fine.<br /><br />god has it destined and i shall follow<br />just a phone. just a car. just some cash.<br /><br />maybe i just dont deserve what i wanted<br /><br />so fine.<br /><br />i've been good for 21 years without it, i dont mind more<br /><br />i wasn't taking this so easily at first<br />my hunger was crushed with the bumper too.<br />as my bumper dies, it pull along a lot of my other.<br />i got back into my room, called my mum and informed her.<br />couldn't stop crying after that, it sucks.<br /><br />feels like im some loser who only creates trouble and expenses<br /><br />i just sat there staring into my notes and start depressing<br />everything in me goes into blue then stuck in grey<br />the raining sky, the messy table, the plenty notes<br /><br />i sat there and try to let off the so called negatives in me<br />meanwhile trying to squeeze in lecture notes to my brain<br /><br />i did manage to study one or two of it<br />though everytime i flip a page i couldnt help asking WHY<br /><br />why now. why me. WHY<br /><br />i planned so hard for savings and this is what i end up with.<br />irrelevant expenses<br />its like im purposely screw up, destined to fall from the high blue sky<br /><br /><img alt="tumblr_ltsma2xlsH1r2wwhjo1_500.png (500×331)" src="http://30.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_ltsma2xlsH1r2wwhjo1_500.png" /><br /><br />then i got that one call.<br />to tell me that its ok, just cry for &nbsp;a bit and move on<br />to tell me things will work out eventually<br />to tell me she will bring me for some prayers for my recent bad lucks<br />to tell me i'm not as terrible as i was told<br />to ....talk me through<br /><br />to listen to my cries<br />to listen to my&nbsp;sorrowfulness&nbsp;quietly<br />to listen to my complaints<br />to ....listen to my silent hysteria<br /><br />someone to put my focus back on track<br />someone who says, 至少明天的不要搞砸<br /><br />then i see this turnaround sign on my foreveremo path<br /><br /><img src="http://29.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_ltvl9fkfUB1qc74q3o2_500.gif" /><br /><br />at least i know what to focus on<br />though it still hurts somehow<br /><br />im gonna go all thorough for the emo-ness<br />and start all over again<br /><br />like my laptop when its spoiled, im professional in this reboot thing<br /><br />OH!<br /><br /><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;">did i mention who call?</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;">well who else?</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;"><br /></div><br /><br /><img alt="255660_2007762587093_1034546704_32386988_3904664_n.jpg (527×720)" src="https://fbcdn-sphotos-a.akamaihd.net/hphotos-ak-snc6/255660_2007762587093_1034546704_32386988_3904664_n.jpg" /><br /><br />i love you chingu. =))<br /><br />saranghae chingu.<br /><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;">merci&nbsp;<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333;">meilleur ami.</span></span><br /><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333;">xie xie ni hao peng you.</span><br /><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333;">terima kasih pacal.</span><br /><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333;"><br /></span><br /><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333;"><br /></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6274713530407624193-5875393019138529858?l=kahinn.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>KahInnhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10062084139083626465noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6274713530407624193.post-22280537538623298012011-10-31T18:07:00.002+08:002011-10-31T18:07:21.459+08:00<div style="text-align: right;">im in massive breakdown.</div><div style="text-align: right;">heal me.</div><div style="text-align: right;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: right;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: right;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: right;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: right;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: right;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: right;"><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6274713530407624193-2228053753862329801?l=kahinn.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>KahInnhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10062084139083626465noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6274713530407624193.post-60020535531691381872011-10-30T23:59:00.002+08:002011-10-30T23:59:14.901+08:00seems like a busy week ahead<br />and my phone is half-dead<br /><br />whatever.<br /><br />my dad is in massive depressions.<br />as a daughter, i don't know what to do<br />i can read worries and frustrations from my mum<br /><br />well. my dad brought me up as a spoiled brad<br />the best example will be that he bought me a car,<br />but i never have to care bout the servicing part<br /><br />dad's gonna call and ask and remind and make sure and everything<br /><br />my cousin has to send the car to garage and communicate bout what happened to that car<br />and all i have to do is hand the keys over to my dad..<br />he himself will check the car, determine trouble and all<br />i only drive, tats it.<br /><br />(which kind negatively impressed my aunt somehow)<br /><br />so my point is my dad is brought up that way too<br />*a way where parents take care of everything and filter all potential trouble(sometimes opportunities too) you may have<br /><br />well my mum brought me up on quite an opposite one,<br />it gets pretty contradicting, so.....you may say im brought up in a well-balanced space of freedom and limits<br />or you may say a confusing combination of authority<br /><br />whatever it is, my parents are brought up in 2 extreme condition<br />so im.....im....alright im confused too<br /><br />im actually trying to figure out a way to cheer my dad up<br />but sometimes, i realize most of the ways i can get are just....temporary<br />like, he smiles and the next moment he is in the midst of his job haze and stuffs again<br /><br />it started while ago<br />now its getting serious-er<br /><br />my brother suggested to play him old-time songs of his golden days<br />or even drunk him<br /><br />somehow i don't think that's gonna work.<br /><br />(wtf, i just got scolded by my mum for some retarded reason, im not gonna continue this)<br /><br />Just, stop letting your anger on me and try to make that one stupid reason so strong.<br />Right from your tone, it reflects how weak the reason itself is.<br /><br />like every now and then, im pissed but i am not supposed to defend myself<br />all i did was walk away<br /><br />and flood myself with anger<br /><br />and dream for candy and lollipops to get ready for my tomorrow<br /><br />im immune to this treatment<br />immune as in it still hurt, but it no longer stays.<br /><br /><br /><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><img alt="tumblr_ltjp9ukOfl1qc9e8lo1_400.jpg (362×500)" height="640" src="http://29.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_ltjp9ukOfl1qc9e8lo1_400.jpg" width="463" /></div><br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6274713530407624193-6002053553169138187?l=kahinn.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>KahInnhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10062084139083626465noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6274713530407624193.post-7710603890511899202011-10-27T21:59:00.000+08:002011-10-27T22:03:52.212+08:00<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;"><br /></span><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;"><br /></span></b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;">"Someone Like You"</span></b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;">I heard that you settled down</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;">That you found a girl and you're married now.</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;">I heard that your dreams came true.</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;">Guess she gave you things I didn't give to you.</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;">Old friend, why are you so shy?</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;">Ain't like you to hold back or hide from the light.</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;">I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;">But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it.</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;">I had hoped you'd see my face and that you'd be reminded</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;">That for me it isn't over.</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;">Never mind, I'll find someone like you</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;">I wish nothing but the best for you too</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;">Don't forget me, I beg</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;">I remember you said,</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;">"<b><i>Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead,</i></b></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;"><b><i>Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead,</i></b>"</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;">Yeah.You know how the time flies</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;">Only yesterday was the time of our lives</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;">We were born and raised</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;">In a summer haze</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;">Bound by the surprise of our glory days</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;">I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;">But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it.</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;">I had hoped you'd see my face and that you'd be reminded</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;">That for me it isn't over.</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;">Never mind, I'll find someone like you</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;">I wish nothing but the best for you too</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;">Don't forget me, I beg</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;">I remember you said,</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;">"<b><i>Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead</i></b>."</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;">Nothing compares</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;">No worries or cares</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;">Regrets and mistakes</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;">They are memories made.</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;">Who would have known how bittersweet this would taste?</span></i></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;">Never mind, I'll find someone like you</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;">I wish nothing but the best for you</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;">Don't forget me, I beg</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;">I remember you said,</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;">"<b><i>Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead</i></b>."</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;">Never mind, I'll find someone like you</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;">I wish nothing but the best for you too</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;">Don't forget me, I beg</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;">I remember you said,</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;">"<b><i>Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead,</i></b></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;"><b><i>Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead.</i></b>"&nbsp;</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;">*******************************</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;">I drove home today and heard this twice</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;">the lyrics to me are simply awesome</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;">and i like how adele carries her song</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;">i used to sing-along with "Rolling in the deep"</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;">simply because i love the phrase "rolling in the deep"</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;">and now im impressed by "someone like you"</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;">and also adele's voice itself</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;">damn i love how i love her voice</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;">LOL</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;">im not a professional song listener</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;">my friend would know, i can't even sing</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;">but i like adele</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;">not as heavy as Susan Boyle</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;">and not as filthy as Britney Spears</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;">and not as dance-y as Beyonce</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;">its all just right for me</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;">&nbsp;i like her.</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;">=)</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;">oh, and she's back.</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;">once, i adored her so much.</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;">and now, its time to pull our love back</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;">&lt;3</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;"><iframe allowfullscreen="" frameborder="0" height="315" src="http://www.youtube.com/embed/kIuQ6zetHiQ" width="420"></iframe></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6274713530407624193-771060389051189920?l=kahinn.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>KahInnhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10062084139083626465noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6274713530407624193.post-82821018584919667762011-10-26T23:18:00.000+08:002011-10-26T23:18:45.500+08:00<b>Preface:</b><br /><br /><img alt="tumblr_ltlm98foyh1qa25szo1_500.jpg (500×380)" src="http://28.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_ltlm98foyh1qa25szo1_500.jpg" /><br /><br /><img alt="tumblr_lj0wwoXfoX1qes1ceo1_500.jpg (500×100)" src="http://26.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lj0wwoXfoX1qes1ceo1_500.jpg" style="cursor: move;" /><br /><br />-Preface End-<br /><br /><b>Chapter 1</b><br /><br />i'd prefer myself sleeping now<br />why must my phone die on me when im stuck in the middle of all these haze<br />too many expenses this month and im very imbalance<br /><br />yea right.<br />im that spoiled kid who took everything for granted<br />i never feel thankful and never has the thankful feeling<br /><br />why troubles come all at once as if they are planned?!<br />WHY<br /><br />i saved so hard and im blow over for some stupid reason<br />i used to be so damn nice to my bank account<br />and then THIS IS WHAT I GOT<br /><br />just, even if you're trying to imply to me how hard money are earned<br />don't position me into a beggar<br /><br />im big enough to learn the word PRIDE<br /><br />dont simply let go off me like im so retarded kid<br />i look into your thoughts and i read between the lines of your words<br /><br />which i end up pretty hurt inside<br /><br />i never know how to tell<br /><br />i thought things were different finally<br />but it was just a beautiful dream that is short enough to smash reality on my face<br /><br />i dont think i deserve this<br /><br />for all i have done, im tired<br />tired of defensing, tired of arguing, tired of fighting<br /><br />i should just let everything go<br />and never this much i hope that i could evaporate into the air<br />im tired of fulfilling responsibilities<br />im tired of trying to fit in<br />im tired of being beside myself all the time<br /><br /><img alt="tumblr_ltkm0moBIP1qaobbko1_500.jpg (500×337)" src="http://28.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_ltkm0moBIP1qaobbko1_500.jpg" /><br /><br />i never felt belong<br /><br />im destined to crash i think<br /><br /><img alt="tumblr_lsi4w8oadl1r1k4lao1_500.jpg (500×346)" src="http://28.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lsi4w8oadl1r1k4lao1_500.jpg" /><br /><br />#foreveralone<br />#foreverfail<br />#foreverandeveriwillneverunderstandthemetheyexpected<br /><br />I dont know<br />i thought being expected was good<br />then i realize they distorted the expectations<br />they want it too badly but they were too shy to tell<br />im not interested in guessing around whats in your mind, might as well just tell straight to the point<br /><br />why can't i let loose of myself and recklessly live my life<br />no. cause i have responsibilities<br />im SUPPOSED to live nice and good in general to not disappoint people around me<br /><br />but meanwhile transforming myself into what they'd prefer<br />i don't know who i am anymore<br /><br />who am i<br />what's in me<br />where am i<br />how did i end up here<br />when is this going to end<br /><br />somebody?<br /><br />nobody.<br /><br />no one is ever there when i needed someone<br />better says i never know how to need someone<br />cause no one will be there for sure<br />i have to cry myself through every tough times<br />people said my tough times were childish<br />im just a stupid kiddo acting so miserable<br /><br />but when its a tough time, its tough<br />there's no such thing as in mature or childish tough time, is there?<br />NO<br /><br />There is no such reason that my tough times are fake cause they are too childish<br /><br />in every stage of life, there are tough times<br />no one has the right to criticize anyone else that is in a hard battle<br />because we are just the same<br /><br />fighting something we don't quite understand but is too coward to stop<br /><br />too many i've lost and the list still counting<br /><br /><img src="http://28.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_ltmtguUQke1qe87gdo1_500.gif" /><br />一輩子像一隻沒有尊嚴的狗<br />但還是活下去 像狗一樣 努力掙扎不言放棄不懼艱辛的活下去<br />只有活著 才有希望<br />&nbsp;即使活著本身，很絕望。<br /><br /><img alt="tumblr_ltlvi3OKi01qc2u00o1_500.jpg (500×328)" src="http://28.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_ltlvi3OKi01qc2u00o1_500.jpg" /><br /><br /><img alt="tumblr_ltncu5H1Ve1qkyeflo1_500.jpg (500×338)" src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_ltncu5H1Ve1qkyeflo1_500.jpg" /><br /><br />-Chapter Ends-<br /><br /><img alt="tumblr_lpzbojfGTU1qjvn2d.gif (500×281)" src="http://media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lpzbojfGTU1qjvn2d.gif" /><br /><br /><img alt="tumblr_lpzbp7dbQp1qjvn2d.gif (490×240)" src="http://media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lpzbp7dbQp1qjvn2d.gif" /><br /><br /><img alt="tumblr_lpzbq1f9Fv1qjvn2d.gif (488×182)" src="http://media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lpzbq1f9Fv1qjvn2d.gif" /><br /><br /><img alt="tumblr_lpzbqtaAD31qjvn2d.gif (500×251)" src="http://media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lpzbqtaAD31qjvn2d.gif" /><br /><br /><img alt="tumblr_lpzbs8WUTa1qjvn2d.gif (500×263)" src="http://media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lpzbs8WUTa1qjvn2d.gif" /><br /><br /><div style="text-align: right;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><i>*I cry silently, I cry hopelessly*</i></span></b></div><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><i><br /></i></span></b><br /><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><i><br /></i></span></b><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6274713530407624193-8282101858491966776?l=kahinn.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>KahInnhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10062084139083626465noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6274713530407624193.post-36322851041476911312011-10-26T18:53:00.001+08:002011-10-26T18:53:20.258+08:00<div style="text-align: center;"><img alt="tumblr_lrowfpiSV01qh1x6ro1_500.jpg (500×333)" src="http://26.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lrowfpiSV01qh1x6ro1_500.jpg" /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">我的手機壞了 它正持續奮鬥往“我真是壞透了”的心理境界全力前進</div><div style="text-align: center;">我勸不住它</div><div style="text-align: center;">幹</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">家裡互聯網也正在與我展開立場堅定的抗戰</div><div style="text-align: center;">它正慢慢的參悟九把刀的“慢慢來 比較快”</div><div style="text-align: center;">幹</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">沒。動。力</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6274713530407624193-3632285104147691131?l=kahinn.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>KahInnhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10062084139083626465noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6274713530407624193.post-42472623132426328672011-10-25T16:01:00.002+08:002011-10-25T16:01:36.045+08:00<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-S3QfPtV--7o/TqZcsRRNJ2I/AAAAAAAABsM/pNL2ADEzf2E/s1600/100_2694.JPG" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="640" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-S3QfPtV--7o/TqZcsRRNJ2I/AAAAAAAABsM/pNL2ADEzf2E/s640/100_2694.JPG" width="478" /></a></div><br /><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-7vrE8kmP9kk/TqZcujL8IMI/AAAAAAAABsU/Rt_F7feJ_BI/s1600/100_3633.JPG" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="640" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-7vrE8kmP9kk/TqZcujL8IMI/AAAAAAAABsU/Rt_F7feJ_BI/s640/100_3633.JPG" width="448" /></a></div><br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6274713530407624193-4247262313242632867?l=kahinn.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>KahInnhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10062084139083626465noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6274713530407624193.post-25917385002261914762011-10-23T20:31:00.002+08:002011-10-23T20:31:26.080+08:00<br /><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;">dated: 14/09/2011</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;"><br /></div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;">我想念我的好朋友 好想念好想念</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;">突然檳城又回到之前的冷冷清清</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;">即使是現在這樣在渡假，心裡頭還是空空蕩蕩的</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;">回到家，又是一個人打拼的日子</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;"><br /></div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;">才發現我心頭上的人們都散落在不一樣的地方</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;">認識想念，學會想念 &nbsp;但我始終不曾看透</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;"><br /></div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;">有時候不知道當初在矜什麼</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;">為什麼我的朋友們都不約而同的選擇孤身上路</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;">沒有人相約一起上大學 壓根兒沒想過</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;">可能大家都想出去闖嗎 還是我們只是習慣獨立</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;">我一個人去上我的學院 把自己丟到一大片陌生的人潮裡頭 &nbsp;淹沒</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;"><br /></div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;">是啊 至少我覺得我看到了人的樣子</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;">不是每個人都像朋友那樣無條件愛你 因為不是每個人都是朋友</div><div><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6274713530407624193-2591738500226191476?l=kahinn.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>KahInnhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10062084139083626465noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6274713530407624193.post-16315203020566441082011-10-23T20:29:00.000+08:002011-10-23T20:29:04.412+08:00<br /><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;"><img alt="tumblr_lqwr21Q2Po1ql71lqo1_500.gif (500×238)" src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lqwr21Q2Po1ql71lqo1_500.gif" /></span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;"><br /></span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">看完了“步步驚心”“美人心計”，都是古代歷史劇</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">可都拍偏了</span><span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">&nbsp; </span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">以前我也覺得劉詩詩很漂亮的</span><span lang="ZH-CN"> </span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">但在步步驚心裡卻被女配角們比了下去</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">也許天生不適合古裝扮相吧</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><br /></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">步步驚心和宮鎖心玉都是一樣的故事</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">要說忠於原著嘛</span><span lang="ZH-CN"> </span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">兩個不相上下</span><span lang="ZH-CN"> </span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">都差的很遠</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">但宮鎖心玉的姑娘要漂亮一些</span><span lang="ZH-CN"> </span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">至於故事本身</span><span lang="ZH-CN"> </span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">呃</span><span lang="ZH-CN"> </span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">我本來就對雍正沒啥興趣</span><span lang="ZH-CN"> </span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">我喜歡的是康熙</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">而劉松仁版本的康熙確實比湯鎮業要霸氣得多</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">宮鎖心玉裡的康熙</span><span lang="ZH-CN"> </span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">太柔弱了</span><span lang="ZH-CN"> </span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">喜歡一個邵美琪喜歡到天昏地暗</span><span lang="ZH-CN"> </span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">我不服</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">呵呵</span><span lang="ZH-CN"> </span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">不過兩部劇我都留下了</span><span lang="ZH-CN"> </span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">不捨得刪</span><span lang="ZH-CN"> </span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">就盼著以後某天會想再看一遍</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><br /></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">說完了穿越劇</span><span lang="ZH-CN"> </span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">我要來談美人心計</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">之前就听聞說這部劇很特別</span><span lang="ZH-CN"> </span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">很好看</span><span lang="ZH-CN"> </span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">但因為林心如的關係</span><span lang="ZH-CN"> </span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">紫薇真的傷很大啊</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">最後雖然還是按耐不住就點了這部劇</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">一開始看林心如演的柔弱奶娘我幾乎快要撐不下去了</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">那時候覺得奶娘這角色一向都很模糊，所以以為這部戲會以奶娘的角度出發</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">但那奶娘太紫薇了</span><span lang="ZH-CN"> </span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">但幸好過沒多久就死了</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">不然如果要我等紫薇般柔弱的奶娘犀利起來</span><span lang="ZH-CN"> </span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">我不知道要等到公元幾年</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><br /></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">其實美人心計這劇名取得不貼切</span><span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">&nbsp; </span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">應該叫“竇漪房傳”</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">一整部戲都是她</span><span lang="ZH-CN"> </span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">所謂一朝天子一朝臣</span><span lang="ZH-CN"> </span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">可是不管哪一個皇帝當道</span><span lang="ZH-CN"> </span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">都有着一個竇漪房在橫行霸道</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">而且一開始</span><span lang="ZH-CN"> </span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">陳鍵鋒他娘不是讓他在一個冰天雪地的地方練功嗎</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">我怎麼整部劇沒看見他耍啥功夫</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">那地方搞得跟楊過的寒玉床一樣</span><span lang="ZH-CN"> </span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">神秘兮兮的</span><span lang="ZH-CN"> </span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">結果還不是一樣病死了</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">還有</span><span lang="ZH-CN"> </span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">為什麼一個個當皇帝的都那麼身子弱</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">不是吃燕窩</span><span lang="ZH-CN"> </span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">嚼人參的帝王嗎？身子還比不過那些宮人</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><br /></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">劉恆是這樣</span><span lang="ZH-CN"> </span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">劉啟也是這樣</span><span lang="ZH-CN"> </span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">可能是他們家血統就是如此吧</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><br /></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">而且后宮裡的女人</span><span lang="ZH-CN"> </span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">居然每個都比夫君長命</span><span lang="ZH-CN"> </span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">連最後的那個王娡也是</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">難道那些當太后的太王太后的都命帶克夫？</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><br /></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">雖說這戲是美人心計的題</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">但我壓根兒沒啥震撼到美人心計</span><span lang="ZH-CN"> </span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">第一，因為美人不多</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">第二，因為心計不比宮心計</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">美人心計的心計散佈在了各個不一樣的時代</span><span lang="ZH-CN"> </span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">所以心計自然不比宮心計</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">至於美人嘛，呃，見仁見智，純屬意見，若有雷同，不勝榮幸。</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><br /></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">但是林心如最後的那一段話說的倒是很不錯，“不要忘記自己原來的樣子”。</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">簡之，莫忘初衷。</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">這句話其實並不是很能勾起我對這部戲的共鳴，反而是她跟劉徹說的我很贊成。</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><br /></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">在病榻上，老態龍鍾的她輕拍孫子的手，緩緩地說，“少動殺念，終有報的。去吧，去做想做的事，趁還來得及的時候”。</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><br /></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">從一個身經百戰的老人家口中說出來的這番話，其實別有一番風味對吧？</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><br /></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">竇漪房一生，就撒過了一次謊，害死一個人。就是聂慎兒，也因此她竇漪房一生也就被慎兒她兒子絆著。她讓那麼個孩子沒了母親，他也讓那麼個母親沒了兒子。只有到挽回不了的時候，竇漪房才抱著那錐心的遺憾鬱鬱而終。</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><br /></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">“少動殺念，終有報的。去吧，去做想做的事，趁還來得及的時候”。</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><br /></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">這句話很像無間道裡邊吳鎮宇他老爸說的</span>—<span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">“出來行，遲早要還”</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">也像呂子喬的，“人在江湖飄，哪能不挨刀？”</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><br /></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">神馬都是浮雲，這一切的一切不過是人間的煙火罷了！</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">這句話，怎麼會那麼貼切？</span><span lang="ZH-CN"> </span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">呵，都是浮雲，都他媽的是浮雲！</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><o:p><br /></o:p></div><div class="MsoNormal"><o:p><i>××題外話，我想問，為什麼林心如從頭到尾 都沒什麼老過？連髮型也只換了一次。人家從家人子，到美人，到皇后，到真的皇后，到太后，到太皇太后，這一整個過程都沒有很明顯的刻印在她的外表，從穿著到妝容都沒有什麼改變。可能我給tvb寵壞了，我總覺得如果這部戲給tvb拍，也許外在包裝會好很多，但可能內容就會更偏離歷史。誒，魚與熊掌真的不能兼得嗎？我給你蝦啦，你為什麼就不能再多下點心思呢？××</i></o:p></div><div class="MsoNormal"><o:p><br /></o:p></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">美人心計偶爾會讓我思考</span><span lang="ZH-CN"> </span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">是不是我們一定要經歷這麼個爾虞我詐的過程</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">難道非得要經過那樣的過程我們才可以在破繭而出</span><span lang="ZH-CN"> </span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">再一次長大？</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><br /></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">學院裡頭已經有這樣的人了，在我忙著交朋友的時候</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">有些人忙著拉攏勢力，鞏固地位</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">當我們對這些小動作嗤之以鼻的時候</span><span lang="ZH-CN"> </span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">那些人睥睨的冷瞧我們</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><br /></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">彼此都不贊成彼此的信念啊</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">我們就不明白了</span><span lang="ZH-CN"> </span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">好好的讀書不行</span><span lang="ZH-CN"> </span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">非得要搞得雞飛狗跳眾叛親離才能算活過是嗎</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><br /></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">呵</span><span lang="ZH-CN"> </span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">我不懂</span><span lang="ZH-CN"> </span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">但我會不斷的提醒自己</span><span lang="ZH-CN"> </span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">莫忘初衷</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">我們出來跑江湖的，圖的就是幹一票拯救社稷的大事業</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">學富五車又如何</span><span lang="ZH-CN"> </span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">我們要的是真誠以待的一顆真心</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">車子可以窄一點</span><span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">&nbsp; </span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">房子可以小一點</span><span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">&nbsp; </span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">日子可以淡一點</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">但這做人，不能沒有原則</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">原則就像生活的軀幹，沒有了原則，做什麼都不會成事的</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">霸王別姬裡張國榮他師父說</span><span lang="ZH-CN"> </span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">“人要自個兒成全自個兒”</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><br /></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">牛不喝水，怎麼按得牛頭低呢？</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><br /></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">莫忘初衷</span><span lang="ZH-CN"> </span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">莫忘初衷啊！</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">故事演完了，但卻</span>OS<span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">說新的美人心計將繼續</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">是啊</span><span lang="ZH-CN"> </span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">世世代代間，只有災難被完好無損的保存至今</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">那一些不好的事總是比較好傳承</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><br /></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">這世界</span><span lang="ZH-CN"> </span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">他媽的都是浮雲</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><br /></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">×××××××××××××××</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;"><br /></span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">哦</span><span lang="ZH-CN"> </span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">今天還看了金鐘獎的部分得獎名單</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">呃</span><span lang="ZH-CN"> </span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">我不明白為什麼隋棠會輸</span><span lang="ZH-CN"> </span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">更不明白潘瑋柏的演技是怎麼個好法</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;"><br /></span></div><table align="center" cellpadding="0" cellspacing="0" class="tr-caption-container" style="margin-left: auto; margin-right: auto; text-align: center;"><tbody><tr><td style="text-align: center;"><img alt="tumblr_lthwzl0RbO1qf400go1_500.png (500×450)" src="http://29.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lthwzl0RbO1qf400go1_500.png" style="margin-left: auto; margin-right: auto;" /></td></tr><tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">在搞什麼飛機</td></tr></tbody></table><div style="text-align: center;"><img alt="tumblr_ltilcvhzPK1qc75y9.gif (350×184)" height="210" src="http://media.tumblr.com/tumblr_ltilcvhzPK1qc75y9.gif" width="400" /></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;"></span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;"><br /></span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">我唯一接受並樂見其成的就是號角響起，雖然我個人會把票投給陶子</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">但事已至此</span><span lang="ZH-CN"> </span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">我們只能選擇拍手還是不拍手</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">我就</span><span lang="ZH-CN"> </span>…….<span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">拍給所有失敗的人</span><span lang="ZH-CN"> </span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">明年別白費力氣了</span><span lang="ZH-CN"> </span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">這個世界上不見得所有人的意見都得被接受，因為不是所有人，都是人。</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><br /></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">阿信說的對，“學校最應該教的是如何面對失敗，但是學校沒有教。”</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><br /></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">是啊</span><span lang="ZH-CN"> </span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">學校不僅沒有教我們如何面對失敗</span><span lang="ZH-CN"> </span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">它還教我們鄙視失敗</span><span lang="ZH-CN"> </span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">不管在什麼戰鬥中</span><span lang="ZH-CN"> </span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">失敗的一方總還是得要活不是嗎？</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">但學校只教我們努力不懈廢寢忘食的求勝利</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">其實很多人不是害怕失敗，他們是不懂得面對失敗</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><br /></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">試問，沒有輸過的人，又怎麼能勝得漂亮呢？</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><br /></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><o:p><img alt="tumblr_lthq5d7Xk61qzjqrio1_500.jpg (500×335)" src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lthq5d7Xk61qzjqrio1_500.jpg" />&nbsp;</o:p></div><div class="MsoNormal"><br /></div><div class="MsoNormal"><o:p><br /></o:p></div><div class="MsoNormal"><br /></div><div class="MsoNormal"><o:p>呃。對不管自己的事不要多管，明哲保身才是王道，阿彌陀佛！</o:p></div><div class="MsoNormal"><o:p><br /></o:p></div><div class="MsoNormal"><o:p><br /></o:p></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6274713530407624193-1631520302056644108?l=kahinn.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>KahInnhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10062084139083626465noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6274713530407624193.post-40784744651372171912011-10-21T01:05:00.002+08:002011-10-21T01:05:28.068+08:00<div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><img alt="301009_10150348421912297_699272296_8295439_1832495073_n.jpg (720×540)" src="https://fbcdn-sphotos-a.akamaihd.net/hphotos-ak-snc7/s720x720/301009_10150348421912297_699272296_8295439_1832495073_n.jpg" /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><img alt="310515_10150348422302297_699272296_8295444_2115778539_n.jpg (720×540)" src="https://fbcdn-sphotos-a.akamaihd.net/hphotos-ak-ash4/s720x720/310515_10150348422302297_699272296_8295444_2115778539_n.jpg" /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><img alt="317797_10150358922855690_754050689_8064664_45808899_n.jpg (720×540)" src="https://fbcdn-sphotos-a.akamaihd.net/hphotos-ak-snc7/s720x720/317797_10150358922855690_754050689_8064664_45808899_n.jpg" /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><img alt="309024_10150356997383451_761558450_8237372_412725891_n.jpg (480×640)" src="https://fbcdn-sphotos-a.akamaihd.net/hphotos-ak-ash4/309024_10150356997383451_761558450_8237372_412725891_n.jpg" /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><img alt="302382_10150359000340690_754050689_8064861_384994806_n.jpg (960×720)" src="https://fbcdn-sphotos-a.akamaihd.net/hphotos-ak-snc7/302382_10150359000340690_754050689_8064861_384994806_n.jpg" /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><img alt="307132_10150357002523451_761558450_8237403_568877239_n.jpg (640×480)" src="https://fbcdn-sphotos-a.akamaihd.net/hphotos-ak-ash4/307132_10150357002523451_761558450_8237403_568877239_n.jpg" /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><img alt="310522_10150357004863451_761558450_8237425_1902958496_n.jpg (640×480)" src="https://fbcdn-sphotos-a.akamaihd.net/hphotos-ak-snc7/310522_10150357004863451_761558450_8237425_1902958496_n.jpg" /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><img alt="296617_10150357007048451_761558450_8237443_966949545_n.jpg (640×480)" src="https://fbcdn-sphotos-a.akamaihd.net/hphotos-ak-snc7/296617_10150357007048451_761558450_8237443_966949545_n.jpg" /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><img alt="307794_10150348422512297_699272296_8295446_392316809_n.jpg (720×540)" src="https://fbcdn-sphotos-a.akamaihd.net/hphotos-ak-ash4/s720x720/307794_10150348422512297_699272296_8295446_392316809_n.jpg" /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><img alt="300323_10150348422627297_699272296_8295447_517885375_n.jpg (720×540)" src="https://fbcdn-sphotos-a.akamaihd.net/hphotos-ak-ash4/s720x720/300323_10150348422627297_699272296_8295447_517885375_n.jpg" /></div><div style="text-align: right;">Dated : 19th October 2011</div><div style="text-align: right;">Venue: G hotel</div><div style="text-align: right;">Time: Dinner</div><div style="text-align: right;">People: Schoolmates</div><div style="text-align: right;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">其實我很感謝老天爺 給我這樣的同學</div><div style="text-align: center;">友好的同學 其實才是求學的最終目的</div><div style="text-align: center;">我不認為求學的過程應該以課業為標準 摒棄其他元素</div><div style="text-align: center;">我覺得 不論在什麼情況下 我們都要準備好交心</div><div style="text-align: center;">只有真誠以待 我們才有資格 以人的身份 去交涉</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">幹練精明伶俐聰明如黃蓉</div><div style="text-align: center;">都敗給“寧天下人負我，莫我負天下人”</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">是啊 如果一開始沒有把心掏出來</div><div style="text-align: center;">是不可能會交到朋友的</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">真心 就像信任</div><div style="text-align: center;">大家互相交出來， 那才可成事</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">學院裡有太多不必要的爾虞我詐</div><div style="text-align: center;">也許未來的職場上的黑暗也莫過如此</div><div style="text-align: center;">但正正是因為如此 我們才需要更多的朋友來支撐我們</div><div style="text-align: center;">在我們被職場潛規則絆倒的時候</div><div style="text-align: center;">我們不想家裡的長輩擔心 但也不能無止盡的壓抑啊</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">所以我們需要朋友</div><div style="text-align: center;">需要那種會拎著啤酒 拍拍胸口 豪邁地說一醉方休的朋友</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">我知道我失去很多珍貴的友誼</div><div style="text-align: center;">所以在這些層層疊疊的失去中</div><div style="text-align: center;">我慢慢的害怕了 我終於承認自己的不安全感</div><div style="text-align: center;">然後開始學習珍惜眼前人</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">謝謝老天爺始終沒有放棄我</div><div style="text-align: center;">在那麼多的躊躇之後</div><div style="text-align: center;">我還是有義無反顧留下來的朋友</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">和一些新的朋友</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">人需要秉持自己堅信不移的信念</div><div style="text-align: center;">才能安安穩穩的走每一步路</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">世界上的對或錯一向都是極其模糊的</div><div style="text-align: center;">我們只能在不違背自個兒良心的前提下做每一個艱難的決定</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">有些朋友離開了 有些朋友回來了</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">但這一些所有的人</div><div style="text-align: center;">離開的 消失的 留下的 陪伴的 新來的 將來的</div><div style="text-align: center;">你們全部， 我都會想念的</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">想念我們曾經一起並肩的那一段</div><div style="text-align: center;">緣份停在那裡 沒有再繼續</div><div style="text-align: center;">但記憶想酒 越老 越醇</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">我只想好好珍惜現在身邊的每一個人</div><div style="text-align: center;">世界隱隱透露出來的動盪不安</div><div style="text-align: center;">讓我深刻的感悟活在當下的重要性</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">總是擔心未來，悔恨過去</div><div style="text-align: center;">那可得怎麼活</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">今日的所有 終將逝去</div><div style="text-align: center;">所以我們必須活在當下 而不是虛無縹緲的所謂將來</div><div style="text-align: center;">更不是鏽跡斑斑的過去</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">學院裡的勾心鬥角不管我的事</div><div style="text-align: center;">多看歷史片的人都會明白</div><div style="text-align: center;">大智若愚 是最長遠的生存之道</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">大智若愚</div><div style="text-align: center;">大智若愚啊！</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><img alt="tumblr_lr4il777wk1qb8ikqo1_500.jpg (500×225)" src="http://27.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lr4il777wk1qb8ikqo1_500.jpg" /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">×××××××××××××××××××</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">釋迦摩尼的笑容總是慈悲</div><div style="text-align: center;">但五湖四海千山萬水</div><div style="text-align: center;">最後始終逃不過一場空</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><img alt="tumblr_lnf5fpSmr51qa08nz.gif (500×375)" src="http://media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lnf5fpSmr51qa08nz.gif" /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">××××××××××××××××××</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">這個世界 其實 沒有我們想像的那麼沉重</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: right;"><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6274713530407624193-4078474465137217191?l=kahinn.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>KahInnhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10062084139083626465noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6274713530407624193.post-72899011349677628332011-10-17T18:35:00.000+08:002011-10-17T18:35:13.331+08:00<br />I’m physically unstable, but whatever I said, comes truly from the bottom of my heart.<br />Said it. Meant it, learnt it.<br /><br />I had a presentation this noon, and it sucks.<br /><br />We are guided by this fucking lecturer into a hole she dug and in the end,<br />she said we're wrong from the whole beginning. fuckinggoddamnitWRONG<br /><br />holy shit.<br /><br />i couldnt talk to her and I end up god damn pissed.<br />we worried she might not grade fairly and yes, what we feared, turn out right on our face.<br /><br />damn just because you don't have the technical knowledge that doesnt mean you get to just focus on what you do understand and ignore the rest alright!!! just, You can't just focus on what you know and expect more than what you can offer.<br /><br />first we cant be honest in our evaluation form, and we even lose our right to remain silent. because we're threatened that if we dont do the form we will not get the grades. FINE. fuckyoucollege! i did the evaluation, covering my conscience, said you're performing fine yet HELL NO, you sucks...probably the worst lecturer ever.<br /><br />second thing we are expected to prepare tutorial slides and all you did was sit there and comment. FINE. We did, and then you penalize everything and blamed us for not putting enough effort. WHAT HAVE YOU DONE THEN? CHOPPING SOME FRUITS AND MAKE YOUR DISGUSTING SALAD AND ACT LIKE ALL SO HEALTHY. and try to talk us through those so-called unhealthy food?WTF. who are you for so. You're old, and everybody knows it, bloody hell, you're just fear of death thats why.<br /><br />Then we're at the point of exams and then you're running out of time. You threw all those answers for us and expect us to study on our own. and not forgetting to say the topics are VERY IMPORTANT and we must know it. oh yeah, you'd rather spend time perming your hair, doing your nails and not even plan your own teaching. HONEY, this is not the exclusive right of holding a PhD ok. You're not the only PhD, you're not as valuable as you thought. Because you're a slut, thats what makes you special and&nbsp;out-stand&nbsp;all others.<br /><br />then now we're in the mid of semester. You take your own sweet time and drag the whole syllabus. You had us answer comprehension question when we're supposed to be doing calculations already! We're 2 weeks behind schedule, WE ARE ALWAYS BEHIND SCHEDULE. and all you did was fetch your daughter, take your umbrella, eat your salad, and do your nails. yeah, you're 100% slut.<br /><br />and today's presentation, you tell everyone the correct answer and suppress all our things. OI, i consult you as i was doing and now you just turn your back and say, WRONG. what? I'm just a joke OR WHAT?! You can't teach the way you think it would work. honestly saying, you had me feel that you paid for your PhD and you're nothing of that standard.<br /><br />As a lecturer, you don't worth my respects.<br />Respects are like confidence, you need to earn to own.<br />and you won't have mine forever.<br /><br />You can't teach, that's a fact.<br /><br />I'd rather believe google than your holy craps.<br />you are a disgrace, the school having you is a shame. yeah, my school is a shame<br />how can they make you such a position when you can't even pass knowledge to student?<br /><br />Gosh! I was so pissed, but im over it slowly now.<br />can't do much.<br /><br />at least this lesson taught me that im gonna meet this kind of useless creatures in future<br />they are above me, and they don't have a brain yet i can't do anything about it<br /><br />right. They say having a temper like mine is gonna get me nothing but trouble. I'm sorry, if living a good life requires me to fake my real self, I'd rather live an average one. I was bornt original and I'm not gonna die a copy. I will make my way through life, I will continue to believe in my beliefs. I want to live this life the way I want, don't tell me what to do.<br /><br />My mum sent me to school to learn, not imitating. I don't wanna live like you though it seem quite decent. Having a high pay job without the actual ability and no one dares to question you.<br /><br />I'm sorry, i believe this is not something my mum will be proud of. I wanna be someone that is true.<br /><br />the grade you've gave is low, freaking low.<br />i know i deserve more. but never mind, I will never beg &nbsp;you for that, Im not gonna beg someone whom i don't even respect. I don't need your affirmation, having that is a disgrace. I know what I'm doing and I know what you're doing either.<br /><br />You damaged the final dignity of you in me. Now, even the rubbish in bin worth more than you do.<br />at least they are recycle-able. you're hopeless.<br /><br />They say we must adopt to situation.<br />but adopting isn't about changing the real you with force just to make sure you like the others<br />adopting should be the real you find a way to be within something without having to compromise being a true person as you always have been. I hate her, yet she has the right over me, of course I'm not going to do anything silly to revenge. I will not make any effort to give her a hard time, that's stupid, I'll leave it to the destiny as i know, her spoiled personality aint getting her anywhere good either.<br /><br />I don't like you, that doesn't mean I'm gonna bring you trouble. Honestly saying, you don't worth a single percent of effort of mine. I make it clear that i don't like you and that only means, when you're in trouble, I will have to think twice on whether to save you or not. For example, if you're on fire, and I have a cup of water, I will drink it.<br /><br />dear lecturer, please keep messing up. and watch me rule this world. one day, you will realize all those wrongs you're been doing. Let your guilty flood you. I will be in the middle of my life, enjoying every single moment. and never forget how betraying myself will damage my great life, you've made a good example.<br /><br />you're another loser on my list and still counting.<br /><br />tears, words, rude words, cries, complaints, The End--Been through.<br />Through it, im a better person, you're still that same old bitchy slut.<br /><br />so long. you will be stuck in your room with your pathetic salad<br />and my life, its bout to set off to somewhere higher up.<br /><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><img alt="tumblr_lt7b73m6W71qzd0p8o1_500.jpg (500×201)" src="http://27.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lt7b73m6W71qzd0p8o1_500.jpg" /></div><br /><div style="text-align: right;">I might think of you, when im at the top of my life.</div><div style="text-align: right;">thinking of what i've been through</div><div style="text-align: right;">thinking of what made me strong enough</div><div style="text-align: right;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: right;">then end everything with a smile.</div><div style="text-align: right;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: right;">it all ended now, you've made your choice, I've made mine.</div><div style="text-align: right;">we will not be on the same route. so bye. please don't show up again.</div><div style="text-align: right;"><br /></div><div><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6274713530407624193-7289901134967762833?l=kahinn.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>KahInnhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10062084139083626465noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6274713530407624193.post-34844149921349249342011-10-17T00:44:00.000+08:002011-10-17T00:44:04.227+08:00<br /><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">整一個星期沒有好好寫一篇沉澱心情的文章</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">主要因為著實沒有神馬可以沉澱的</span><span lang="ZH-CN"> </span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">平平靜靜的生活</span><span lang="ZH-CN"> </span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">安安穩穩的日子</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">現在也是因為天氣太差</span><span lang="ZH-CN"> </span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">人太悶</span><span lang="ZH-CN"> </span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">閒來無事看自己能寫點什麼嗎</span><span lang="ZH-CN"> </span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">不然</span><span lang="ZH-CN"> </span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">以我這情緒</span><span lang="ZH-CN"> </span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">就快大鬧天宮了</span><span lang="ZH-CN"> </span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">他媽的</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">我說上帝，你讓雨天和熱天洞房了吧，哪兒來這鬼天氣？</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><br /></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">最近覺得那段從小走到大的路其實風光明媚</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">可以看到很大片很大片的天空</span></div><div class="MsoNormal">