damnit seeing this font made me feel like

"HOW CAN I NOT BLOG MORE?"

now i feel like dumbledore 

writing some letters to harry potter

and urm i dunno

woooooo waaaaaaa

*i know it could drown me*

*I'LL STILL CATCH A GRENAD EFOR YA!*

wild

day 2 internship

and i somehow wonder how long can i maintain this everyday story bout my internship

FINALLY i finished vouching expenses

and then today, as i am happily enjoying my home-brought lunch

porridge, tomato eggs, cauliflower

wtf i am healthy

so i was having lunch with my mp3 on

i do kinda like this audit job

and urm, I don't know how intern in other firm do

but for me, i was assigned one company to do on my own

well sure enough there are seniors around for me to ask

I've got 2 seniors

a male and a female

the female one was a bit SERIOUS considering her response that is always COLD

the male one is more active in answering question

instead of just telling you the solution

he do explain to me what's behind and sometimes expect my answers

to sum it up, he dont answer question, he guide.

the girl will be more like, mere answering question raised.

maybe i dont have some really FIERCE seniors that bite or eat mankind

just that everyone just don't seem to talk

argh whatever

somehow somehere

i do see myself learning stuffs

=)

auditing

and i am learning to embrace every single moment of my QuietlyFantastic life.

circle of life.

a word or two for my first day of internship eh

ei, INTERNSHIP EH! you dont get it everytime you feel like

its pretty much a once-in-a-lifetime thing

something like you can get a different job as long as you work for it

but internship?

you had it once and then no more

they dont call it internship after that

they called it part time, do syok, time-spending, whatever

BUT INTERNSHIP NO MORE

its like a first kiss or first love

just once and its all about destiny and fate

something you never know exactly until you're in the middle of it

feels weird seeing myself in formal wear early in the morning at home

driving cars and arrive at my job place

totally adult

especially office job

like how we used to imagine parents working in office

then we took old magazines and act like we're reading some DOCUMENTS

today i read vouchers

TONS of vouchers

so PV is no more Present Value to me

its Payment Voucher

and PC makes no computer

its now Petty Cash

like i said, human are always influenced!

*Always be kind, for everyone is fighting a hard battle

sarcastic mode hibernate. I wanna be nice

to everyone who is going through their battle of life.

今天是实习的第一天

我要 摇滚

so this is it

my first day of internship

lets just SMILE

and ROCK


so its internship.
woke up an hour earlier and 
replay grenade again and again
*i will go through all these pain, get a bullet straight through my brain!*
and surprisingly to see wish from couzie on facebook


a simple wish would be perfect to kick start a ridiculously nervous morning


satisfied yesterday for she brought me to some far away place
with SUPERB ice
duh


i was kinda reminded of my childhood
ya. i do have some special childhood times


good morning 7th February 2011
good morning world
good morning 3 months internship


the end of CNY which is so much like a brand new start for everything


I'll catch a grenade for ya.
but you wont do the same.

“你语文能力挺强的啊”

“是吗 可我连自己的的心情 都无法正确表达了”

“没关系的 我连自己的心脏是什麽颜色的都不知道了！神马都是浮云！”

There's nothing left to say, but goodbye.

和朋友聊着即将要实习的忐忑

年轻人嘛  都是既期待 又怕受伤害的情节

今天爸爸妈妈带我到实习的地方兜风

好吧不是兜风 是熟悉环境

我站在远处观望，落下的夕阳对着我微笑。

我舍不得眨眼睛，舍不得把视线移开，仿佛下一秒，整个世界即将沦陷，而我再也看不见这正在消逝的美好。

“李佳恩即将要实习三个月”

这个事实打击了我 而且是个全垒打 把我打得彻底的一蹶不振 心里郁闷 

新年就这么过了 我现在的心情 就像哈林的新年歌那样

郁闷的唱着敲锣打鼓的歌

这新年好多想做的事都没做成

老老实实的回到这个点子框框前

想给自己留些只字片语

听许巍的歌 想我自己的事 理我自己的心情

有的时候很难以接受 自己走到了这么远 远的连出发地也快忘记了

昨天晚上搭着干妈 到干妈的干妈的家拜年

小时候我也常去他们家 是啊 是小时候 

真的就这么长大啦 郁闷啊 郁闷 

看着爱情公寓II倒数第二集

我很赞成一菲说的格斗精神

但我更赞成小贤说的 我不入地狱 谁爱入谁入！

子乔说着美嘉的时候我沉默了

这是只有我一个人在看的戏 有一种鲍鱼自赏的落寞

那是一种 当你大笑的时候 唯一听到的居然是你大笑的回音 是内心所感受到世态炎凉

好负面的心情 我走了 郁闷也走了

跟着我 远走高飞去了

*每个人至少都该有个梦想

有一个理由去坚强

心如果没有栖息的地方

到哪里都是流浪*

玩够了吗 玩够了 我只想回家 好好睡它一睡

然后整顿。

and i decided to live my life

with the verve like the song "its my life" by Bon Jovi

had i ever mentioned i used to think ROCK music is about noise?

well. yea. i still dont do quite well with heavy metals

however i understand the statement

"ROCK N ROLL is a lifestyle!"

and the moments of me shouting its my life with friends the other

seem to have been engraved in my every thoughts

ITS MY LIFE!

大年初一

大年初一的这一天

没有起得一大早 没有欢欢喜喜的四处拜年

我呆在家里 看电脑 看电视 看电脑 看电视

婶婶打来的时候我还在睡觉

睁开眼睛接电话的时候 还是处于大梦初醒的     大梦初醒状态

揉着眼睛 觉得这个早晨怎么这么吵  

完全不清楚婶婶说什么 我只听到妈妈 然后就是条件反射的跌跌撞撞到妈妈面前

电话给妈妈 我有跌跌撞撞地走回房间

哦  今天  初一

以前的初一总是在漫长的路途上 往外婆家 

然后会突然觉得和爸爸妈妈离得好近

大家一起在一辆车上吱吱喳喳 

今年爸爸和阿嬤和叔叔和姑姑 到怡保去

妈妈从早忙到晚 哥哥和朋友出去 我浑浑噩噩的 走到了初一晚上

整天徘徊在键盘和电视遥控器之间

华人新年了

要 internship 了

here in my home

together. as a family.

孤芳自赏

cause the moments were too short and, the pleasure is too much.
i love being with friends who grows but never apart. =)


it warms me when i can stand there shouting songs
with the people that i thank god for not letting them grow apart from me


there are times when i was so sad that i lost some friends as we all grow on
then someone say its okay to be that way.
people grow ans we have to bear the possibility that they may grow apart.


and i thank god to let these few people to never grow apart from me
even we are in totally different stages of life and geographic places
we can still stick around like friends and i treasured this fact


and sometimes i'll imagine i'm in my 70, going out of the house
my grandchildren will probably ask me "oh hey grandma, you going out?"
thats when i will smile and say "yea, I'm going out to meet my best blessings from god, my friends"


its sweet to have friends all along
they see you grow and you see them in return


friendsza. thats what i call them.

*把誓言塞进我耳朵  让我听不见在心外呐喊的自由*

*死了 都要爱 不极度浪漫不痛快*

*I DONT WANNA MISS ATHING!!!!*

女人如花，花似梦