i feel like blogging right now...because i'm bored, and a lil bit of...emotional..!
well, its all about THE ADULTS again...hmm!
so much time in life, i spent, dealing with those aunty(s) who try to talk shit on me in front of my mum. I often end up smiling at them and curse them like mad in my lil heart..(@.@) i certainly do think i'm already TOO-KIND for not killing them...!
but, i like to talk shit about adults too! in my blog and some chit chat with close friends.
haha! tie than huh?NO!
none of them know i'm talking bout them but
they all talk about shit on me IN FRONT OF ME! as if i have no dignity or fail in hearing..
for gawd sake, why must some adults have things to say on every youngsters.
are they being jealous of us being young or what?
this would be a smooth post as i'm not really mad or got fuck up or something,
just some random thoughts that is too huge to lock up in my mind,
it just have to be let out and breath and SHINE.
back to the adults.
The media described youngsters like me as "strawberries"
but according to my LORD OF ROCK N ROLL -- 五月天,
“谁是草莓族，你才是榴莲族，一身伤人顽固，伤害我，还要我不哭。”
a lil bit of explanation::
现在的年轻人老是被冠上“草莓族”、“水蜜桃族”，在所谓的“大人”眼中，是一群成天追逐最新科技，没有思想却禁不起碰撞的新新人类，对于这样的刻版印象，流行乐团五月天在歌曲《米老鼠》里反驳：“谁是草莓族，你才是榴莲族，一身伤人顽固，伤害我，还要我不哭。”鲜明的刻画了与草莓一族相对的“榴莲族”的形象：固执己见，粗暴伤人。
is it so cool that we all must categorize people?
if you can tell the world that, owh, actually, there are only XX type of people, which are....
BULL YOUR OWN SHIT
The earth started with only male and female,
but what bout those middle sex?
come on, its a world bout freedom,
WE ARE FREE TO CHOOSE EVEN OUR GOD-GIVEN SEX!!!
its a whole new world. The world is turning a new page every single moment.
Why must we still feed ourselves all those thinking that makes no logic?
I don't know bout yours, but my parents,
they looked at me as a typical 草莓族.
they always said my brother would make a BETTER success than i do.
There were times when i worked really hard and i end up with an A in macroeconomics,
when i'm hopping back home to tell them,
my mum said this:
"don't you think if your brother do your course he would be doing so much better than you?"
THAT HURTSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!
so that's my parents.
i'm always the naive, stupid, immature.......THE ALWAYS-NEGATIVE...grrr
i like mayday, because i think ashin is handsome, this is what my mum think.
i like guitar, because i thought i'm a rock star going to be...this is what my mum think.
everything...and everything....is it so hard to be supportive?
i thought my family is a result-oriented family,
but oh, it need a lil alteration,
its a RESULT+WEIGH oriented family...
i thought if i start to be a good girl, getting acceptable result,
they would stop all those ridiculous act,
but no, unless i can reverse the time and make my elder brother younger than me.
or else, i wouldn't stop being a loser-daughter, and a shaming-daughter.
well, fine than.
I'm cool with the fact that my mum scolded me whenever she feels bad.
I'm cool with her scolding me for being lazy.
I'll learn to be not so haggle over every ounce when she is asking me to do house chores and my brother get to shake his leg...
haha~!! i'm learning,i may not be a fast learner, but i always end up well...
wish me luck.
and i was scolded just now, AGAIN,
because i was waken up by my grandma at 1noon...!
the punishment is i have to be on bed by 12 tonight and wake up at 10am tomorrow.
i found this stupidly chilidish....
but i haven actually end this adult craps, but its okay, i'll do it some other time.!!!
-to be continued-
just take your time, everything will be alright after a sleep.
its okay to be late once in a while,
life you built through all these years wont vanish in a blink of eye
just live on, relax,
-toast-
-for quietly fantastic-
