and today's job was .... exhausting
i honestly think all my stupidity came out all at once and shine on me
wtf. i got lost in between figures and balances and whatthehellever!
then i hop on the car and tune up the volume
too much candy gonna rot your soul - Mika
thats the spirit eh. and i learned to embrace.
something like when you're in the middle of a storm rain,
don't just sit and wait for it to end
try dancing through the noise
*its like magic when tumblr seems to FIT my mood every single time
too much candy gonna rot your soul
its a lil over for today i felt terrible when i am stuck in every process
and i feel awful to have to ask seniors over and over again
where i have to keep on reminding myself that its alright
this is what internship means. and they aint that bad
but its still not as good to have them pause their jobs and entertain my silly mistakes
DUH! i feel small in this whole field
it seems to be so much wider than just what my textbooks used to be
now i finally understand the feeling of saying studying is MUCH easier than working.
i'm still shaky bout whether I would be fine being a 9/5 office personnel.
seems boring, but if i get to have interesting colleagues, it shouldnt be that bad too
it would have been much better if at least you'd talk to your colleagues
talking bout candy. ya, i'll take it like i had some mint candy today
and i keep saying that is alright, i'd rather be stupid during intern than when i am really a full-timer and people will be like "HUH? U DONT KNOW?"
ya. i am an intern, LEGALLY OFFICIALLY LITERALLY allowed to say
"what? i dont know that "
to not getting too much candy at the beginning
had me realized the toughness and step-by-step towards the peak of life
even i do really touchwood-ly fell off, ya, i'll be cool still.
since i know the very start which is why i wont get lost
i just know how to go back on top all over again
wherever i've been through there are traces to prove.
adore life.
when i have no fear to start all over again
i have no fear that i risk too much
I, will earn, my own candy.
and i will taste EVERY sip of the sweetness
along trying to recall those worst time I've been through
where i will smile and say,
"Quietly Fantastic"
*with the radio playing, Hakuna Matata
