teehee

Mum will be home tomorrow.

and i have a long list of stuffs to do before mum gets home

like cleaning up the living room, like mopping the floor,

like wrapping my text books, like tidying my room

like washing her car, like washing dad's car......

feels like a maid though

DUH. whatever

i dont really have "things" to write for this post

but just this new blog skin is so tempting

just in case you don't already know, its me in the pictures, ALL OF THEM

its me holding the umbrella looking both ways

sometimes i can be really IMPRESSED on how my photos turn out

*blush*

and these days, news are all flooded with the riots happening in the UK

London, Manchester, Birmingham, etc

is this the end of the world already

man can news like this stop coming up  --- Japan,Thailand, Norway, UK.......

wow. who's next is left for wonder huh

and these few days im at home, letting my mind fly all the way down that creative borderless imaginary world

sometimes im at somewhere 10 years from now

sometimes im at somewhere 5 years back

sometimes im nowhere

sometimes im just somewhere

and most of the time im just hanging around

like in a swimming pool, you decided to just lie on the water and float

close your eyes into a lil adventure of yourself

though there's a risk that you might bump into some serious swimmers

though there's a risk that when people look into the pool, you look enormously fat

though there's a risk that you fell asleep and woke up to a crash on head to the pool's edge

and i actually got nothing so far

i dont get INSPIRED like "OH!so thats life"

like in movies where inspiration strikes along with romance?
HELL NO

most of the time im just muttering weird songs

and pretend like im so good in rapping

guess i'll wake up for a little while and start working on my taxation

when exam is around the corner, LIFE GET SUCKS

Im still the stupid kid that get so emo during and before exams

like my life is completely RUINED and nothing looks right

but at the end of exams, or the moment i finish that last word for my last paper

i feel these:

yeah right, like getting all jiggy and kiddy

im simple.so simple that when im happy i singdancemovejiggle

and when im UNhappy, i burn my face

and when im emo.....i burn my face too.

say HI to RPGT

RealPropertyGainTax

right. this is my face during EVERY taxation class:

so everytime im preparing for taxation tests or exams or whatever need-knowledge-and-brain stuffs

i look like this (as im offering prayers .....and regrets......to my lecturer):

and i will look into my taxation STACK of notes like this:

whispers:"i think i just saw those words dancing and switching places"

then AUTOMATICALLY

i SWEAR its automatic body instinct reactions

i will hear "grumbling" noise...that incredibly familiar grumbling noise

and my brain will conclude as below

SWEAR TO GOD:

its not of purpose or intention

but i just get hungry everytime i try to get my head into the SEA OF EXAM KNOWLEDGE

i just, happen to be hungary during studies..and concentration needed moment
my brain cells need.........food to stay alive

alright. so i get up and got my food, and when im back

there is always a notification popped up

and its mostly my friends showing up like this:

OI!!!I GOT GOSSIP!!!!

*dang* BUT I WAS JUST TRYING TO CONCENTRATE!!

just saying, 

 gossips are friends updates in disguise

so...

BRING IT!!!

then we will talk like 

\

 and laugh secretively like

better keep this between us...*hahhaha hahaahh (endless)*

and as we chat we might just shuffle our topics

and then we always end up in something INTERESTING

like planning for our yearly get-away trip

and we start to be like:

awhhhhh...if only i can be there NOW!

and these too:

party mood!!!!!

and as we chat,

friends or me or we all will scroll through some old photos and

find the old us...reminisce the old times

the times where we were all stupid and funny

and free

and if its a stupid pic of mine

i will be all: "owh~ those were the times you know."

but deep down, THIS:

WHAT, WERE, I, EVEN, THINKING?!

then topic leads to we start saying things like

we miss this, we miss that, i miss you, i miss her

then we realize our food are finishing

where we get up again for the second time for FOOD

and as we almost reminisce all of the stupid pictures and stories

one of us will just realize how late it is

then we will shout like we're aging

and our skin this our skin that

and panda is an official word

where we all can just register for being the national treasure of China

and how these lack-of-sleep defects haunt us poor girls

where 20s tend to look like mid 30s 

then we say goodbye

and as usual girls need more time for goodbye sessions

which is something like these:

"love you my dear girls"

"take care!!!"

"T.T HOPE TO SEE YOU REAL SOOOOONN...=(((("

byebye~~

so then in the end one of us got frustrated 

and stop the end-a-conversation cycle

gimme a break!

oh so as everyone back to rest
and i turn back to my notes again
what was the subject i started just now?
where did i start?
or.....did i even START?



finally i realize

people actually spent 14 weeks to learn that whatever subject
and the way i rush through it aint gonna help
 PLUS
its late midnight, so: