I should have learned to let it all go. Gone like wind or some other things. I know it’s hard to hold things up. Now I understand the word “effortless”. It’s so much more than doing nothing, its bout standing there, and feeling empty.
Now that I know, and am very sure, I never do let go. HAHA….Lee Kah Inn who thought of herself as someone unrestrained is totally WRONG!!!!
I’m still naïf and innocent and stupid…..haha!!!
J asked me to laugh as much as possible when I’m sad or miserable. But I often forget so. I feel empty whenever I’m in a negative-type of mood. I will stand there, look at the sky, hoping for clues. But since my life still quite damn suck now, so, that means there hadn’t been any clue appeared. I was 100% cheated by all those dramas…
-to be continued, mum,i'm a good kid. I sleep before 1am!-
