life.
me.
sometimes i wish i'm nobody.
i was washing car just now, and
i remembered that few years back
its like my hobby to wash my parents car
to me, thats the only time where i can have fun with water
and get to bit by bit sort out my thoughts.
and somehow sometime
i wanted to be just a car-washer.
low income. blue-collars.
i dont wanna be someone going after trends too much...
like overly much. i wanna be....just satisfied.
this seductions-are-everywhere world
i don't wanna be somebody who lies when it comes to self-definition
that sucks big time, to me.