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Thursday 13 January 2011

bit by bit

so i did a personality test today.
resulted in me being suitable for education as a career.
now that's a REAL personality test.
i once went to my high school counselor and all she did was reading me a book of occupation available in this world.
Papers with questions are provided, but the questions are so badly designed that
it don't really help you to see your deeper self. it just test on your "appears to be" personality than your true own self.


i'm seriously considering getting my own internet connection.
but broadband wouldnt work and tm is not a choice for its contract binding.
i think i might end up using broadband still. and i'm considering the available package.
my pass experience thought me the reality of having a cheap package somehow make you deserve a low quality.
DUH  such realistic.
wouldnt it be good if i'm the only one being realistic and everyone else live a fantasy.
maybe not. cause i might end up tearing myself down for gasping for real among all fantasies.
alright, the truth is "using others connection without the owner's notice" --NOT STEAL
this fact is growing my guilt day by day. i used to curse this kind of people.
well. since internship is up in times so i'd just expect i'll be able to save my omg-so-low salaries for a new phone and broadband.
and i pretty much given up hope for a smartphone. mainly because i couldnt afford one. though i told everyone i dont really use it. puh-lisss, if you have wii at home, regardless of how busy you are, you will be free for a game or two.
i only wanna appear "cost-considering". at least not "omg-so-sad-i-cannot-have-the-catchy-gadgets-like-others"
and all i require in a phone would be call n sms function. LOL. i sound like some elders who fail to use  phones with complicated functions.


will be having a paper tomorrow.
urm. lets not talk about it.


so i had some random conversation with friend 
been thinking what another friend said:
"your jokes may not be understandable to everyone. cause your jokes are like so random and not down to earth"
true i guess. and i'm trying to make myself truly believe its a compliment. lol
arhh~ who cares.  
still, the fact that i fail in socializing bothers me now and then.
nevermind. i'll figure something out one day.
and i'm not really bad in socializing anyway.
i still have friends. its just that my friends are only of 2 categories:
"close friends" "hi-bye friends"
nothing in between. not that kind of meet up friends.


oh wow. 12am. 


kahinn logging out
quietly fantastic as ever can be
hoping the best for every challenge in life
challenge refers exams this time

Hakuna Matata.







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