there are point of life
where you just hate the question
"How do you do?"
and its wednesday night again
sadly my friends are all not in
no more dates for movies
why is everybody busy when i need some hangout?
it seems like i've just DISCOVERED another restaurant
which i am eager to try
Going out with friends during weekends
paying my own shopping bills
do make me a partial adult feel
partial of course
I still take pocket money from parents
to say i pay the bills
if to put precise, I took my parents money and pass it to the cashier
Have I ever mentioned that
somehow I'm glad I've been to this college
a college where everyone will be like
"yerrr, so cheap"
I came in with that kind of feelings too
right until I realize that kind of feelings is something i own-generated
which will do no help but worsen the situation
then i met some seniors
they kinda like, IGNITE my sparks of ideas
their life aint bad. its even above good
live like a star in college
Environment doesnt decide you
instead, YOU decide the environment
and then i learned some lessons too
I have friends who are paying their own lives
cars, installments, food, shoppings, phones, petrol, school fees
EVERYTHING
seeing them made me realize how many trouble I've skipped
just because I'm bornt in an ordinary family
Its not like they suffer to hell like somewhat in africa or TIMES magazine
just that while i live like a wild horse
they have more boundaries
more limits to take care of
sometimes im unsure whether
my life itself got inspiring
or its me who changed
anyhow. if its good, then be it
when i look at the sky
i think of QuietlyFantastic
though i'm still searching the balancing among everything
I sum every good and bad into what i call LIFE
I'm getting used to the situation where i ask around most of the time
its always true when it comes to theory =\= practical =\= life
I'll stumble into problems regardless of the grades I have in school
you can write like a blast as long as you know so bombastic names
but hey, THAT WAS SCHOOL TIME.
there's a reason why you pay the school
THIS IS REAL LIFE THING.
there's a reason why your boss pay you
of course i make mistakes
and that i'm not listing my stupid dumbos down here
it should IMPLY that i kiasu or whatever
(1 serious question, grammer, I am kiasu, or I kiasu?)
its just
 |
| WE ARE YOUNG. WE RUN FREE GOT THE NIGHT. GOT OUR FRIEND WE WILL BE ALRIGHT |
something like that
whenever i feel terrible that i make stupid mistakes again
i'll take that 1 typical way of encouraging out from the dusty closet
something like a magic spell that cures depress
"WTF! I AM AN INTERN! i do mistakes!
if my works are perfect, it should be me sitting at your position taking your salary"
"WTF AT LEAST NOW I KNOW I WONT REPEAT SUCH DUMB QUESTION IN FUTURE"
"its better to be dumb and be a stupid intern than losing your job for asking a question of intern level in real job deal"
