so i crossed that last line, im an adult now.
21 years old.

and i still don't know how to give a damn shit
just saying. i thought of writing a lil
as a person lived in this messy world for 21 years. still counting
but nothing comes in mind

its like i've been lying like this since....ever
i've achieved nothing and lost everything
never get hold on anything
cause they says nothing last forever
nothing.
and the only gift i present myself is to not attend the talk i've longed for
cant believe i did that but i just did

to have it perfectly done,
i should have written something with significant depth in here
signaling im an adult now, no more kiddo crap like these
but i decided to show the life-side here
its my life and whatever it is
though 21st birthday has a million reason to make it blast
but mine was ordinary
like all the other birthdays i had
family, friends, wishes, times of my life
and nothing changed

welcome to the real world
fuck romance
=)
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