what my lecturer told me reminds me of the quotes "always be nice to everyone, for we are all in out own hard battle"
learned to listen helped me realize things i've overlooked.....i didnt start off liking this lecturer, i used to feel irritated to attend her class. but somehow now, i thnk she opened up another page in my...... so called visionary....
i realize that there will never be an end or saturation point throughout my life... unless i die. there are no such things that we work hard now and live freely in future, NO there will not..
i will have to look for my own sign. for every point of my life, i have to work equally hard....there is no such thing as a cut off point for enough amount of hardwork....life is like a never end depreciation process..... time take us away bit by bit, we will never realize until we look into the mirror...
what we were during kiddy times were fantasy dreamed by parents, they thought they had not work hard enough, BUT WHERE'S THE SCALE??? they thought just a lil bit more hardwork than theirs will do..... so they wanted us to be better.... better as in what they have been made to believe
everyone has a hard battle ahead...we work our ass out for
a better life.... when you realize you can never reach that bank account balance even you dont eat for the rest of your life, you get depressions.... you dont know why you came all these way and just to prove that a person can never change his destiny?
i begin to wonder if there really exist this something called destiny?? is there really gonna be a written life of mine and all i can do is let it be???
inflation? let it be
boss sucks? let it be
salary sucks? let it be
life sucks? let it be
just because everybody seem equally miserable, that shouldnt mean you dont deserve to be happy. just do something that make you happy!
but before that, please define ur own "happy"....the bighouse bigcars and hotchicks on mtv channel arent the only happy..... and there is no such thing as high class or low class happy......just go realize a way that make u smile or feel good effortlessly!
thanks for the answer dear god. im sorry for what i've been, truly sorry.
