Time after time, in time.

I went for a movie

ever since car-broken incident

i've got it all re-think and decided that

i should enjoy my last semester

screw new cell

screw whatever-that-is-blocking-to-enjoy-like-a-boss

i think my eating gang in school should be happy to hear this

LOL

i believe they get a lil miserable when i say i quit food

NO. food PhD dont quit food

its my life, its in me, ITS MY DNA

i actually miss out their sushi bonanza session this afternoon

which they claim to have been SUPER-DELICIOUS

uh, my friends are like me, 

in our mind, EVERYTHING is delicious

ha.

sushi is not really my biggest obsession

im more interested in ramen and udon and sashimi

though i crave for sushi too

sorry, i tend to have tangle relationship with all food.

×teehee×

I was actually trying to discuss about the movie i watched

"In Time"

i read from somewhere about the movie before

and so it wasnt really surprising on the element of the movies

but i like the topic

"time"

personally, i do think it will get pretty damn scary

if i have a clock on me counting down my life

im super touched by the scene where justintimberlake's mum was running towards him

and in just 3 seconds distance

she time out

and die while throwing herself towards her son

thats a huge scene

i cant forget it even until now

LITERALLY, she is throwing herself into the arm of her son

as she stops breathing

and if not for the 30minutes she gave her son for a decent meal

she would have made it

I actually dont know how should i rate this movie

i like the topic, but i dont like the storyline

the story was more busy creating robin hood and wonderwoman

than seriously discussing the time=money=life thing

too many left unsolved and open-ended

i like the topic

it made me think a lot

Time is their currency

but in a way, i think it hint obliquely on our reality

if you have more money, you live longer

for example, you have money, you can cure more diseases

and poor people, they die even for flu and coughs.

its the same afterall

i wish there will be a day where the world could achieve a balance

between money and nil bank account

i wish it could.

im gonna play some drama while figuring what movies to watch

though i dont know how long is this "TIME" thing gonna leave my mind

i read from a friend's tweet today saying

"Go travel when you're young"

yea. my travel dreams are still there

high up in the sky

i really wanna get out of here

not like im bored or sick or fed up of it

im just, trying to make the most out of my life

i wannna live a whole different life every single day

im always on the change

i wanna go out there, and make memories

 

 

so i sort of made up my mind on my ACCA plan

i think im certain this time

i was swinging side to side

and that gets on my emotions terribly

and now i have 2 options left

which i convinced myself that i will be happy with

i need to make decisions anyhow

without regrets

i like how they say:

the route you chose, you gotta finished it even by knees

thats true

there comes a time that i have to choose my own directions

for me, its quite a hard decision to call for

but i've done the thinking

and know the position im standing

that should keep me depress or so for a lil while

because i throw away the dream i held for 4 freaking years

 

i can never know what will the future me think

but regrets and hurts, they are meant to be

you cant live a life without hurts and regrets

you gotta do it and learn to deal with it

deeper inside, i think whatever my decisions are

it will never change what is written for me

i will still follow my destiny and if regrets is in the list

let it be

just, i don't wanna live today by worrying for tomorrows

i came to the world nude and bare, there's nothing to lose

i will live this life

and sometimes laugh for the stupidness in me

keep focusing on my beliefs

and be sure damn that i dont waste a single second of those

 

 

till then.

Have a life, and have it full.

Enya - Only Time

Who can say
Where the road goes?
Where the day flows?
- Only time

Who can say why your heart sighs
as your love flies?
-Only time

And who can say why your heart cries
when your love lies?
-Only time

Who can say when the roads meet
that love might be
in your heart?

And who can say
when the day sleeps
if the night keeps
all your heart?

Night keeps all your heart

Who can say if your love grows
as your heart shows?
-Only time

And who can say
Where the road goes?
Where the day flows?
-Only time

Who knows............only time
Who knows...................

..............only time.....

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