The world was beautiful back then.
even the sky is blue-er.
is it that i grew up?
its christmas today.
not so much of it in malaysia, at least not around me
i think the only thing they recognize in christmas is the chance to have sales
like christmas sales.. urm, they even have sales for national day, what can i say?
its christmas already huh... a year gone by.
im 21, i have never seen nor touch snow with my naked eye
i hardly celebrate christmas like everybody else
normally, they gather up, play some songs, do some dance, have a couple of drinks until they pass out
the next morning, they wake up, get into planning for new year parties...
and out of all this, i got none.
nope i never celebrated christmas party, never get into drunk for festive reason
damn, im living a 60-year-old life at the age of 21.
urm, yeah....that wasnt really something worth for discussion during christmas nights...
maybe thats why christmas is towards year end...
like, after a year of life, you get to..."sort out" everything you have this year
its like doing annual report..
you arrange everything into system and prepare new space for upcoming stories
its 2012...if not for that "mayan-say-we-will-all-be-dead-in-2012" movie
i guess it would be just another 12 pages on the calendar huh?
even mayday is talking about it...
well. urm, if 2012 isn't the end of the world, are the death of the mayan wasted?
....wasted...death?
i guess this does teach a lesson...
you cant back out because of your fear.
if they chose to live instead, they would have found the answer
An answer that, i think worth a life for.
like what the japannese-apple-grandpa has said,
"its like trading the answer with my life."
my 2012 isnt really something im.....excited of
im taking ACCA...some what that people keep saying its so damn hard ..
well, i gotta take it to know if it really is that hard aint?
im not interested in telling myself stuffs like,
"its acca, work your ass out..."
i don't work my ass out, just because it is hard.
i work, because i want to work.
at the beginning of my advance diploma, people talk shits like,
"its advance diploma, double up your time for studies.."
urr, no. you don't do it that way..
i mean, i came all the way through diploma,
by right, i should have the ability to handle advance diploma JUST AS WELL
its not like the longer you study, the more you learn.
at least i dont think so.
I was someone who let guilt lead my study
i will plan the amount of time i need for each subject based on the hardness
like, i will sit there at 9am and read till 10pm..
even half of the time im basically staring at the words without reading
its just, when you know you've face-the-book for 13 hours, you feel secured
but trust me, the experience tells me that, even you seem to have spend 13 hours,
the efficiency in it could be like....only 1 hour of real studying+understanding.
so i end up like this
look so easy-going during study weeks
i think its very critical to be confident with what you have done
i mean i have been through this last semester
and i want to enjoy it
seriously, i dont wanna think back in 10 years and still shiver before exams
no, exam should be enjoyable
It is asking what have you done in the past 3 months or so...
just tell them.
ha. i dont know why im here crappin' all these exam stuffs
actually i do.
cause people tend to say i look like a stupid kid who fools around everyday
ello' peeps, just because you never seen me with a book, that doesnt mean i dont read
i read too, but i dont show thats all
why show people that STRESSFUL face and make your life dull?
throughout your study life, you are not supposed to learn what is on your book..
in fact, learn the least of that!
you should go live that student life, and learn all you have!
like mixing with people, dealing with stupid lecturers, speaking in public, have your own say....
there's lotsa stuffs out there, go live a life and be a better you each day.
its according to a ....proven study that,
writing down thoughts make you believe in them even deeper.
maybe. previously i was reading these books bout psychology
and i got lost in between.
because i then realize too many in too little time
it took me quite some time to digest lil by lil
yea...i have a lot of curious. basically im MADE UP of curiosity
and that probably explain a lil on why am i so...3-minute-passion-ed?
im into cooking lately....cant stop scratching recipe from the net
i love......food........
im stil making this menu of mine..
a menu that i will keep it in the kitchen and browse and update from time to time
oh. and lastly, its christmas peeps!
keep that loving christmas spirit alive!
smile all your way to 2012!
cause everyone is fighting a hard battle, so be nice to them...
Everyone has their #foreveralone moment
