And I found this. Yea, of course I know it’s kinda familiar enough…
BUT I got nothing to blog about.
I tried freakin hard to write a post bout my nervous feeling, exciting feeling bout the coming vacation and YET, I stucked somewhere at the beginning….I DON’T FEEL EXCITED AT ALL…not even a percent!!!!
I don’t know. Its not like I don’t feel like going or anything…I am feeling something like, oh,yea,I’m going to pangkor later,so?
I thought I should be more EXCITED…being my fren, some of you should know my deep bondings with sea. I Love penang simply because I can see sea. And, I should be very very very excited with the vacation but I feel nothing. I don’t even feel like packing my stuffs! I just sat there, play plock, reading blogs,play with chic chic, being nonsense, and acting like I’m not bored at all….where as a matter of marthafarkerbulshit FACT! I AM NOTHING BUT OVER-BORED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
URGH!!!
I was chatting in the phone with chingu lin. N hang mei asked me a few terms of accounting in MALAY!! Oh wau! Ha! Hangmei, I was 100% guessing, don’t believe too much….!
And, out of sudden, I feel like going to pangkor with her on the phone..I don’t like to go to the beach and sit there and…..ALONE…that’s NO FUN at all!!!
And, I don’t really thnk my parents gonna have heart talks with me by the sea….
Haizzz…I know seriously, I’m asking too much this time..so I will just go and try to enjoy myself…. ENJOY YOUR LIFE..
Ok, this post is surely a random 1 because I’m gonna talk bout something else now. FINE! I admit, I feel reluctant to sleep and BLOGGING is the best activity I can think of..
(awhh! I’m so into AhNiu & CrowdLu these few days…..I feel like my life is good enough to have them in my playlist! I even feel blessed!!) NO! It’s NOT hyperbolic at all…………………………………………….well, maybe a lil……
“就决定了，我们，要用微笑面对，就算，噩梦包围整个世界”---I No,卢广仲
Urm, Yea, I wanna talk about the movie “Lust Caution”
Hmmm,yes, it’s a damn old movie BUT…….who cares!ha!
It’s gonna be too over if I say I love the movie…BUT I did appreciate it. Its really a good one. But I’m not that into the KuangYuMing played by WangLeeHom..(no offense yiyun!). I hate him and to be frank, I think wangleehom is kinda new so he did not did well…that’s okay, who don’t have a shivering-first-ever?
As in TangWei, well, I must say, I was kinda disappointed at the beginning when she played a student, but as the story goes on, I see her path from WangJiaZhi into MaiTaiTai…the whole process is so true. Its very normal for her to fall for LeongChiuWai…LeongChiuWai,who have been so rude to her in “sex” part, is actually the one who treated her the best!
As far as I can recall, the first is KuangYuMing that gang who don’t really care for her…They just DECIDED for her to be the paramour of LeongChiuWai. They don’t care that she is such young and pure…They had LiangRunSheng who so-called had experience in “sex” to teach her bout sex!!! Even the KuangYuMing that she liked don’t give a damn. Yes, I do know saving country is a material thing BUT ignoring a girl’s deep inside feeling is a sin too!!! They don’t care if she is ready and instead, they assumed her to be!! She is a on-holiday university student!!!!! And the most is she is a good actress!!! But how could they just push her into this kind of shit and put on the fuckin mask of “warrior”!!!! If a girl is forced to have sex with a guy, that’s RAPE!!!
Definition of rape:
Force (someone) to have sex against their will
And next, its WangJiaZhi’s aunt….this woman….well, like all the other evil ladies in those shanghai feel of movies, she treated WangJiaZhi badly...not to say badly, for she still allow her to do schooling….
And the second time after they become actual spy, those namely contry-loving-warrior only see her as a very important source of info. They don’t give a god damn if WangJiaZhi is suffering throughout, they only want INFORMATION and chance to kill LeongChiuWai…..ehla…….all oso caught in the end…..
Even after WangJiaZhi told them how frustrating or suffering she is, they don’t care and that old man even asked her to SHUT UP….F u old man!! Try being rape because of this kind of seemingly mighty bt actually TOO OVER reason! Then only you shout the word out if you still feel like!!
The ring part, I think WangJiaZhi actually fell for LeongChiuWai for a period of time ady, BUT when it comes to the ring, that’s the moment when she realize the truth that she is being nicely treated finally..after all disappointment she got, from her remarried dad, her 50% cruel aunt, her so called supporting mates…..THE RING IS WHAT SHE SEES N FEELS….THE RING IS WHAT ACTUALLY EXIST..and this truth is given to her by LeongChiuWai….
Personally, I feel like she is tired. Tired of acting here and there, tired of pretend to love her country so much….She just wanna do something to get out of the expectations of everyone..She wants to do something particularly for her….
Imagine you gone thru all like her, cruel aunt, like a guy who pushed u to be indirectly rape by another, and when it comes to the RING…I feel like its so real!!! After so many type of so called love, this is actually existing, the shining diamonds…not those patrioteer, not those people who gave her nothing but disappointment….
The ring is shining and it fit just right with her fair hands…..
So she asked him to run.
So he Ran.
So she doesn’t really regret. Not before she sees her friend crying. But at that moment, they’re gonna die no matter what….
And LeongChiuWai is sad because the only one he BELIEVES betrayed but decided not to at the very last part. He misses her BUT he just decided to not to as well. Girls come and go, its not like WangJiaZhi is the first that tried to seduce him, but probably she is the one that he believes. That’s all.
At the end of Lust Caution, I see a girl laying her sight at a guy and a guy staring at a beautiful formation of ring and finger….
The sun is of a just-nice degree….
The atmosphere is of a just-realize atmosphere…………
