wasnt really a big day just that its a day you get to change your calendar
remember those time when its 31st Dec and we will defo be listing our new year resolution?
yea. i was too.
writing craps bout having a rock n roll life, study harder, exercise regularly...stuffs like that
which somehow it just wouldnt work
planning a year ahead got me feeling like i have too many times ahead of me
so i always end up doing none
then this year, this time, i dont know what to wish for.
im not particularly "looking forward" for my working life
all i have in front of me is a high wall named "ACCA"
well look at me.
its 31st december, social-networking sites are flooded with "partyin'-at-" posts
people are posting up each and everything they are having as "last one of the year"
but im here, 9gag+facebook+twitter+blogger+tumblr+self-made kuih
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| LIKE A BOSS!! |
what else can i possibly do?
the "angel" me is urging me to start my revisions for wednesday exam
and im here watching repeat drama and pretend like i dont give a shit on....exam.
exam what?!
we were like forced-to-be-bff,
since we were kids, we were together
adults normally categorize us 2 as one individual
we bath together, sleep together and eat together
what to do? same age rocks.
now she has graduated with her degree worrying bout her interview
and im.....slacking away from my exam,worrying for my studies and hostels
finally, we are drifting away from each other??
damn, in months time she will be taking salary and im still taking pocket money?!!!
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| pocket money vs. salary?!!! WTFFFFFF |
just times like this.
most of the time im glad that i can remain being a student
i love being a student, i still have nightmares thinking bout my internship days though
guess its all because of poker-face-ms.Eng..(that bitch!)
i shouldnt hate her. considering she should be the kind of senior i might get in future too.
but kissing enemy is Jesus, I slap their face and walk away like a lousai.
its style mia problem. LOVING MY ENEMY IS NOT MY STYLE
plus, whats bad of studies?
all you have to do is knowing something you previously don't
and then spill it out on a paper regularly
PLUS!! you get to skip classes like a lousai!
working?!duh! you skip you no pay.
studying?!why not!you skip your parents GOT NO IDEA.
study, is my shelter from reality.
so i dont have to face too much of issues and get to only focus on what im interested in
i always picture my working life to be a hell of hectic
i imagine its gonna be me, going "FUCK THIS SHIT" every single day
talking bout prepared for the worst huh?
its 11.30pm 31st december 2011
im ending this year just like this
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LETS GET SUNSHINE!
to all people i love,
Happy New Year
(i wish you have a good looking calendar,
cz ugly calendar is just so......*&*^%$#%^%*)
Just a word or two to share:
"You can't have a rainbow without a lil' rain."
#happy new year
#and pray that our 2012 doesn't end up a 2011S
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