Alright, I won’t pretend like I know a lot bout Yasmin Ahmad. I don’t. But I watched Sepet, and all those commercials she used to produce and to ROCK the world!
She left. I feel sorry. There is nothing else I can do besides saying that. But I do appreciate every productions of hers. The commercials that cost a smile each time watched, the movie that goes straight the point and ended tear-ful… I searched the net for more about Yasmin, most described her as “the story teller”.
I’m not that sure whether these are all her productions, I just feel like sharing it. That’s all basically…
Yasmin Ahmad. Do rest in peace.
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This is my style of rock n roll, to love fearless-ly and to peace.
I enjoy to LOVE my life.
I enjoy PEACE as well.
She went back, We move on.
She left memories, We create more.
``so live your life~
Redtea is eying on my assignment spirit--the beer
well, too bad, redtea,you're still underage!
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It’s Saturday, week 9 of the semester, middle of numerous assignments and most of them due soon….
Yet, I’m happily getting my fingers to make love with my keyboard…and also my eyes with the monitor screen of course. I watched 17 again and Confession of a shopaholic today. I skipped brunch and had a extremely large size of 3.30 tea time…(and this is what I call college life)
It happens to be that I’m sending my study-in-SARAWAK brother off to his JUNGLE-like university, and since that its 100% my parents will stay with my aunt, I’ve been trying my very best to not following them throughout the weekend. So, my GENEROUS cousin, is GENEROUS enough to spare me a space letting me to stick around her instead of my wanted-bright-future-for-every-kid aunt… (I do know she is of good intention, but the fact is, its just not my style…)
So and so, I got to her hostel, unfortunately she is so sick…and by the time she gets better, her housemates got sick then… Is it me that bring them bad luck as what the Chinese saying “相冲”
But of course, NEVER FORGETTING, the 613s in Sunway. As they are studying and is very rare to hear them start to study, so the time for us to meet up got squeezed to evening and with my cousin’s housemates being sick and me accompany them to the clinic…Our time to meet spueeze to 2 hop shopping time. To be precise, only one shop. Lence was only a meet up landmark and for me to shock with the fact that JOCELYN is taller than me…!! (with her heels on)
Then, with me yearning for my heels they shifted to VINCCI. Jovelyn, suddenly I got a question, you did say you wanted to look for shoes back in LENCE right? But I certainly don’t see you eying any….XD
It’s good enough to say I’ve got what I want and details are to be kept secret as this is an open blog which in facts, too open one. And da, those who should know, they will eventually do because those who need to know, are those who really care.
Erm, thinking of ending my post now…
Fine, I’ll fill in some more, a lil’ bit more.
After our 15-20m minutes meet up where we all busy trying on shoes and giving and asking for comments, I left with my cousin. They then went to “CIRCLE” for some songs listening and bump into 王建复..woots!
Well, I don’t regret much la, since I intended to meet them and that’s what I’ve done, so as a conclusion, a pretty much satisfied day.
I still don’t feel like sleeping, I mean, It’s KL, but sincerely, I miss PENANG somehow. I miss the feeling of staying a few streets away from the sea, I miss the turn-ny road of Mount Erskine…I miss penang’s culture where Long-Que of cars are showing at some hotspot instead of every single road…
Dude! What the heck on!!! I left Penang yesterday and I’m missing it NOW?!! For GOD sake,am I really this stressed?? OMG! I never know!!!!
Is this, Confession of a Penang-holic?
Something, is so so sooooooooo NOT RIGHT
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But I have to say, I really have this crush with Paradise Beach, I’ve been missing it for weeks.
I wanted to spend a day there, with money in my pocket, a lot I mean. I wanna play parachute, banana boat, and SAND, but not the dogs neither the rocks…
The Milky Way upon the heaven
Is twinkling just for you
And Mr. Moon he came by
To say goodnight to you
I'll sing for you I'll sing for mother
We're praying for the world
And for the people everywhere
Gonna show them all we care
Oh my sleeping child the world's so wild
But you've built your own paradise
That's one reason why I'll cover you sleeping child
If all the people around the world
They had a mind like yours
We'd have no fighting and no wars
There would be lasting peace on Earth
If all the kings and all the leaders
Could see you here this way
They would hold the Earth in their arms
They would learn to watch you play
I'm gonna cover my sleeping child
Keep you away from the world so wild
阿爸！我绝对会遵守你的教训，希望你安心。阿爸！我没有让你失望 -- 一九三八 春日 最幸福的海 父子
我有好多秘密想跟你说，你一定想听我说的，对不对？
-- 一九九八 夏日 最幸福的海 朋友
你。。。那一天，你傻笑，我好累，可不可以，抱着我，让我大哭一场 -- 一九九五 夏日 最幸福的海 情人
对不起，我没有听你的活，我错了，请你骂我，我好像回到从前，听你再教训我一次 -- 一九九零 秋日 最幸福的海 师生
哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈 -- 二零零五 夏日 最幸福的海 玩伴
聪先生，我一个人，过了两辈子，连你的分也一起过了，我很幸福，下辈子，你要记得来找我 -- 一九四五 冬日 最幸福的海 命运
爸爸妈妈，你们好吗？我已经长大了，你们听到我的声音了吗？能成为你们的女儿，是我最幸福的事 -- 梁文音
I am not in mood. Not in mood for everything… Not in mood for MAF assignment, not in mood for patiently waiting Pet Society. Many is running in my mind, too much, but its too few to identify each of them. I was so fuck up, somehow, I hate my pathetic life. I hate a lot of people but I have most of them same class with me, I hate many type of people but I have most of the types in my college.
But I certainly don’t know should I change my college after diploma, as per what I can foresee, I might end my whole college life in here, TARC Penang. Every time I sit down and try to figure something out, I end up distracted. Might simply because human tends to run away from unsolvable matters. Fine, well, most of them do.
I do know that this is a question with no reference. It’s probably a “life-concerned” question. Sometimes, I want to went oversea for the pathetic 3 months so badly, but sometimes, I wished for a great college life with lots of memories and FRIENDS. So far, I’ve got few few few few normal friends in college. Out of these few few few few friends, only 1 or 2 is not my classmates, and for those which are my classmates, they are only a TINY part from it. Too tiny to be ignorable sometimes.
I sit in the college, imagining, my precious friends back at high school. I miss those unpredictable laughters, those lame actions, those times where we sleeps together, those times we eat and jokes through all those disaster moments, all those space saved for my EMO moments which I seriously tryinf to overcome, all those colours and graphics we used to create out of boring-ness, all those gossips we used to have even I’m always the last to know, all those bombastic moments are too UNFORGETTABLE for I still can’t help myself to stop thinking every free time.
Its not that I want to be those kind of EMO kids to have black face shown every minute(its tiring,k!)..But I don’t have new memories, that’s the fact. My life is ordinary-ly lame and boring. I sleep, eat, go to college, come back to hostel, go back to hometown. These are the activities. That’s all my life. I hate to go inside the huge lecture hall and only get to say HI to 2 to 3 people. Its still ok, but I have to say that I am hugely feeling negative towards my lecture-mates ..(some, or even MOST). Especially after their STUPID CELEBRATION so called being held in the crowded and packed MIS lecture. I see no respect to lecturers and other students, I see idiot holding cheap cakes….I see gurney not that far away, for real, what’s the point of singing the birthday song in the lecture hall. Its not like you sing like Susan Boyle and you needed a place to shine, its not like you sing like Connie Talbot that you are actually an angel, you’re so normal, ordinary and even more, PATHETIC.
This whole college thing, I’ve started it in a totally wrong way! With 2 wrong people. Nobody is there to blame, everything is my choice, I chose to keep silence everytime they act foolish-ly, I chose to keep silence everytime I have doubt in my mind……Its me who set up all these…Its me to be blamed…..I can listen to mayday so that I can eventually let everythings out, but I refused to. If I really released everything out, I’ll be totally empty.
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No ending this time, Nothing really ended as they should have been.
That’s what I had learnt so far….
