i want to own a camera which snap all those moments without hesitate........!

Its REALLY gonna be late if i shout here "HEY,I'M BACK FROM PULAU PANGKOR"

so its another family trip of mine....

I used to LOVE pulau pangkor and I even regard it as the best beach in Malaysia...

Well, to be FRANK, it's..........not as good as what i expected..

perhaps i did expect too much, this could be another reason though

I did not enjoy the beach....the sea.....the sun....the crowd....

Before the whole trip,

Throughout the whole trip,

After the whole trip

I feel nothing....I thought i should feel something like

"awhhhhh~ i wished i can stay in pangkor longer!!"

"argh!!! i dun wanna leave!! i dun wanna leaveeeee!!"

"T.T pangkor, i will miss you lotssss!"

"get me a UHU glue, i wanna stick on the beach!"

but end up....NONE OF THE ABOVE....

was it because i expected too much?i don't know..

At least thats all i feel ....

But i did find something fun along the trip...

• The tourist van in Pangkor is in freakin PINK colour!!!
• 
• The sea is indeed SALTY,and the sand....is not as smooth as what i had back at paradise...

• 
• People in pangkor are poor
• 
• the beach is kinda......(not really willingly to say so but..) DIRTY
• 
• Take picture in an angle where the camera is like....few inches in front of you is real FUN!! It brings surprising effects!!!
• 
• and also, Use flash light more often...I just LOVE it!!!
• (I swear i didn't edit any of these!!)

Ha! So i'm addicted to take pictures in this kind of angle recently...

Yes, i do know my big head just got inofficially BIGGER, but its okay....

at least i have the biggest head and that to me, is being UNIQUE!~

(oh gosh! i can't find my Financial Management Assignment paper!!! damn it!!)

and, urm, the image uploading through blogger is slow enough...

I will just wait with my finger crossed that we will discuss Management Accounting Assignment tomorrow.....*hopefully*

----that's all for now, additons will still be add on until the images are uploaded..---

Images being uploaded in both facebook and blogspot, they shall compete...

okay, MA assignment, WELCOME ME WITH YOUR scary FIGURES!

oh hey, credits to blogspot, the images which obviously are lesser, have been uploaded...

Lastly,

so, there lies an ugly truth behind everybody...probably more than one for certain cases....and I, am in those certain cases....since its ugly, yea, I might as well just cover it up than~

My problem-free philosophy

Hakuna Matata! What a wonderful phrase  Hakuna Matata! Ain't no passing craze  It means no worries for the rest of your days  It's our problem-free philosophy  Hakuna Matata!  Hakuna Matata?  Yeah. It's our motto!  What's a motto?  Nothing. What's a-motto with you?  Those two words will solve all your problems  That's right. Take Pumbaa here Why, when he was a young warthog...  When I was a young wart hog  Very nice  Thanks  He found his aroma lacked a certain appeal He could clear the savannah after every meal  I'm a sensitive soul though I seem thick-skinned And it hurt that my friends never stood downwind And oh, the shame  He was ashamed Thought of changin' my name What's in a name? And I got downhearted  How did ya feel? Everytime that I...  Hey! Pumbaa! Not in front of the kids! Oh. Sorry  Hakuna Matata! What a wonderful phrase Hakuna Matata! Ain't no passing craze  It means no worries for the rest of your days  It's our problem-free philosophy Hakuna Matata! Hakuna Matata! Hakuna matata! Hakuna Matata! Hakuna matata! Hakuna Matata! Hakuna matata! Hakuna Matata! Hakuna--  It means no worries for the rest of your days  It's our problem-free philosophy Hakuna Matata! (Repeats)  I say "Hakuna"  I say "Matata" 

最寂寞的时候

I am going to Pulau Pangkor in less than …I think 12 hours.

我就像一隻趴在玻璃上的蒼蠅，前途一片光明，但是出路沒有。

錢不是問題，問題是我沒有錢。

我身在江湖，江湖卻沒有關於我的傳說…

水至清則無魚，人至賤則無敵。

問世間情為何物？一物剋一物。

生，容易。活，容易。生活不容易。

一個人並不孤單，想一個人時才孤單。

流氓不可怕，就怕流氓有文化。

And I found this. Yea, of course I know it’s kinda familiar enough…

BUT I got nothing to blog about.

I tried freakin hard to write a post bout my nervous feeling, exciting feeling bout the coming vacation and YET, I stucked somewhere at the beginning….I DON’T FEEL EXCITED AT ALL…not even a percent!!!!

I don’t know. Its not like I don’t feel like going or anything…I am feeling something like, oh,yea,I’m going to pangkor later,so?

I thought I should be more EXCITED…being my fren, some of you should know my deep bondings with sea. I Love penang simply because I can see sea. And, I should be very very very excited with the vacation but I feel nothing. I don’t even feel like packing my stuffs! I just sat there, play plock, reading blogs,play with chic chic, being nonsense, and acting like I’m not bored at all….where as a matter of marthafarkerbulshit FACT! I AM NOTHING BUT OVER-BORED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

URGH!!!

I was chatting in the phone with chingu lin. N hang mei asked me a few terms of accounting in MALAY!! Oh wau! Ha! Hangmei, I was 100% guessing, don’t believe too much….!

And, out of sudden, I feel like going to pangkor with her on the phone..I don’t like to go to the beach and sit there and…..ALONE…that’s NO FUN at all!!!

And, I don’t really thnk my parents gonna have heart talks with me by the sea….

Haizzz…I know seriously, I’m asking too much this time..so I will just go and try to enjoy myself…. ENJOY YOUR LIFE..

Ok, this post is surely a random 1 because I’m gonna talk bout something else now. FINE! I admit, I feel reluctant to sleep and BLOGGING is the best activity I can think of..

(awhh! I’m so into AhNiu & CrowdLu these few days…..I feel like my life is good enough to have them in my playlist! I even feel blessed!!) NO! It’s NOT hyperbolic at all…………………………………………….well, maybe a lil……

“就决定了，我们，要用微笑面对，就算，噩梦包围整个世界”---I No,卢广仲

Urm, Yea, I wanna talk about the movie “Lust Caution”

Hmmm,yes, it’s a damn old movie BUT…….who cares!ha!

It’s gonna be too over if I say I love the movie…BUT I did appreciate it. Its really a good one. But I’m not that into the KuangYuMing played by WangLeeHom..(no offense yiyun!). I hate him and to be frank, I think wangleehom is kinda new so he did not did well…that’s okay, who don’t have a shivering-first-ever?

As in TangWei, well, I must say, I was kinda disappointed at the beginning when she played a student, but as the story goes on, I see her path from WangJiaZhi into MaiTaiTai…the whole process is so true. Its very normal for her to fall for LeongChiuWai…LeongChiuWai,who have been so rude to her in “sex” part, is actually the one who treated her the best!

As far as I can recall, the first is KuangYuMing that gang who don’t really care for her…They just DECIDED for her to be the paramour of LeongChiuWai. They don’t care that she is such young and pure…They had LiangRunSheng who so-called had experience in “sex” to teach her bout sex!!! Even the KuangYuMing that she liked don’t give a damn. Yes, I do know saving country is a material thing BUT ignoring a girl’s deep inside feeling is a sin too!!! They don’t care if she is ready and instead, they assumed her to be!! She is a on-holiday university student!!!!! And the most is she is a good actress!!! But how could they just push her into this kind of shit and put on the fuckin mask of “warrior”!!!! If a girl is forced to have sex with a guy, that’s RAPE!!!

Definition of rape:

Force (someone) to have sex against their will

And next, its WangJiaZhi’s aunt….this woman….well, like all the other evil ladies in those shanghai feel of movies, she treated WangJiaZhi badly...not to say badly, for she still allow her to do schooling….

And the second time after they become actual spy, those namely contry-loving-warrior only see her as a very important source of info. They don’t give a god damn if WangJiaZhi is suffering throughout, they only want INFORMATION and chance to kill LeongChiuWai…..ehla…….all oso caught in the end…..

Even after WangJiaZhi told them how frustrating or suffering she is, they don’t care and that old man even asked her to SHUT UP….F u old man!! Try being rape because of this kind of seemingly mighty bt actually TOO OVER reason! Then only you shout the word out if you still feel like!!

The ring part, I think WangJiaZhi actually fell for LeongChiuWai for a period of time ady, BUT when it comes to the ring, that’s the moment when she realize the truth that she is being nicely treated finally..after all disappointment she got, from her remarried dad, her 50% cruel aunt, her so called supporting mates…..THE RING IS WHAT SHE SEES N FEELS….THE RING IS WHAT ACTUALLY EXIST..and this truth is given to her by LeongChiuWai….

Personally, I feel like she is tired. Tired of acting here and there, tired of pretend to love her country so much….She just wanna do something to get out of the expectations of everyone..She wants to do something particularly for her….

Imagine you gone thru all like her, cruel aunt, like a guy who pushed u to be indirectly rape by another, and when it comes to the RING…I feel like its so real!!! After so many type of so called love, this is actually existing, the shining diamonds…not those patrioteer, not those people who gave her nothing but disappointment….

The ring is shining and it fit just right with her fair hands…..

So she asked him to run.

So he Ran.

So she doesn’t really regret. Not before she sees her friend crying. But at that moment, they’re gonna die no matter what….

And LeongChiuWai is sad because the only one he BELIEVES betrayed but decided not to at the very last part. He misses her BUT he just decided to not to as well. Girls come and go, its not like WangJiaZhi is the first that tried to seduce him, but probably she is the one that he believes. That’s all.

At the end of Lust Caution, I see a girl laying her sight at a guy and a guy staring at a beautiful formation of ring and finger….

The sun is of a just-nice degree….

The atmosphere is of a just-realize atmosphere…………

My mum said i am childish...BUT i DON'T AGREE WITH HER!! wulala wulala

Oh! i've got myself a smart-looking Croc!!!

How cool is that!!!!!

=)

New toytoy~~!!!!!

its fun!!! ha!

i love life!

i love PLAYFUL life!!!!!!!!!!

^^

this is when i busy calling everyone to share with them the "voice" of my new pet...

Yiyun:

very paiseh,i'm sure i interrupted you...sorry!!i never intended!!!

PeiYing:

Sorry too, i was like.....numb enough!! i should have feel your depressions!!

sorry!!! but i hoped my laughters cheer you up..

i knw the chickie thing doesn't work on you...

Chingu Lin:

goood! i feel that you're feeling even better after you heard that chickie!

did you show hang mei?i mean the loud speaker part,is she there???

the story goes this way:

i bought a few....2,to be precise...

2 toys from the net and i got obsessed with them the moment i TOUCH them

the chicken is mine..which is really sensitive,

it SCREAMS on every single pinch of mine!!!

oh...and the other 2, the crocodile is mine...

the stitch is my roommy's! HA! yea,she is a stitch-obsess!

spot her collection of stitch?yea, she collects the alien-puppy..

and trust, that collection is ever growing!

so these toy toy arrived today and

I FREAKED OUT

i am damn freakin happy!!!

i've been waiting for the "honk honk" from skynet

until i have a neck like this:

OMG!! I'm still thinking of a name for this thing..

DONT SUGGEST "JIJI"!!!

it has been occupied!

another 1 PLEASE!

right after this cute lil thing arrive and i am tired of keep squeezing it,

i decided to watch "Lust Caution"

i got it from karyn

and the moment came until wangjiazhi changed a new ceongsum and POOOM!!!

GONE~!!!!!!!!!

my screen blacked OUT!!!!!!!!

WTH!!

the electricity went out!

just like that?

fine,me n my stitch-obsess roommy went on a evening walk and had a ice cream.

Right at the point when we were about to walk into our house,

our NOT-KIND-HEARTED-AT-ALL uncle surprised us with a HUGE big news!

one of the girl from my lecture hall is moving into our house, the room right next to me.

that girl is my fren, Vanessa's "BEST FREN"

(you know what it means when words come in inverted commas!)

I was like....OMFG!!

what is this!!

somebody pinch me!! i refuse to believe even a word of this!!!

since we know we can't help the situation,

and hopefully the situation do not worsen,

we sat on the balcony like what we used to....

and......look miserable..yea,like usual too,

we always get miserable when electricity or internet is absent!

WeiEe.....shyyyy PeiChyi........helpless SuTing...

-sighssss.......-

so i have some fun around with my new pet....

the Chickie?the JiJi?the shrilling chicken or watsoever!!!

(see, how "surprise" is it with the news and the no-electricity?)

Okay, i have a plan to have this at school tomorrow!!

i wanna shock them all off!!!!

list:

1. Karyn Lee Guat Pheng
2. Jane Lee Guat Chin
3. Joanne Lee Ju Ann
4. Corine Koh Seng Bee

Hopefully some others as well~~!!!!!

lalalalalala~~

I am now back to the world of creative toytoy!!!!

people out there,

LETS ROCK WITH TOYTOY!!!!!!

woohooooooo~~~

wanna know why i feel so good?

cause i ended my law test on tuesday and

tadaaaaaaaa!!!!

I AM GOING TO PULAU PANGKOR THIS WEEKEND

with my lovely family!

(i wonder what reaction will they give if i show them the chickie? @.@)

anyway, things just feel so right when it comes to vacation, dont they??

awhh! i m going to rock the beach!!!

BE NOT SURPRISE

if i actually conquered it!

remember! I'm a silent rocker!!!

I RAWKSSSSS!!!!

i feel like singing AhNiu's song noww~~~

"ngor,wai nei cheok mai,wai nei cheok mat mm cheok hai"

--zi lam cheng gor,by AhNiu!

OH YEAH!!!!!

OKAYYYyyy....Life's cruel ...

and here comes the bad news...

my B.Econ, remember? the subject with a "marvelous" tutor...Karen Boo!

ok, heres the thing, we were promised to have the result pasted on her door on monday which is TODAY....so EARLY IN THE FREAKIN MORNING,we went up to her room with my heart bouncing 360 degree...

and to our surprise, OH! WHERE IS THE LIST?LBL's classes(another tutor) are done and are nicely pasted and hers...?

so we went in and here's her reaction:

"I can't finish it, it will be up at 4pm. I still have one and a half more class to go."

i was like STUNNED! how come????Our test was ..2 weeks AGO!! what the hell is she doing this 2 weeks??? SLACKING? oh god!!! and she is still in her pattern like, oh yes, i haven finish,come back at 4 la....凸

what if other people end class at 12?1?2?3? wait lo,wait like a dumb!!!

LUCKILY, she did let us know bout our result...

and mine: 56/100....DAMN FREAKIN HELL LOW...mind that threshold is 50!

I was so sad and then i realized a truth, it might be low BUT as long as i passed! non? and also, the marks after dividing here and there..it cost only like...0.4 marks....

BUCKLE UP!!! i still have test 2! yea! that's the kind of spirit i want! ITS ROCK N ROLL DE STYLEEEE~~~

ohya,i woke up late this morning...i woke up at 9.15am where my class starts at 9...thanks to karyn n yea~ being late once in a while is a style of rock n roll too~

*quote: How hard it can go?I'm still in an "OH YEAH!!!!!!!!!" mood!! and that's all i care!!!

this is SEX-y

Blair: I have a surprise for you!

Chuck: In that case why are you still dressed?

以前我看到朋友哭 我很羨慕

歌名:哭

附註:

語言:國語, 曲長:0m0s

作曲:陳慶祥, 編曲:

監製:, 填詞:陳慶祥

以前我看到朋友哭　我很羨慕

可是我怎麼逗我自己　怎麼弄我自己

我的眼淚都流不出

總覺得能夠哭的朋友　都很幸福

能夠把滿腔的無耐　滿腔的痛苦

讓淚水帶走

最苦是淚水在哽在心頭　流不出

就像要愛卻不懂得怎麼去愛

自己哭過後才明白

流過淚的眼睛　將生命看得更清楚

只有真正懂得付出的人

才懂得何為哭　為何哭

再堅強的心偶爾也會脆弱

心會痛　心也會感動

只有曾經真心付出的人

才懂得何為哭　為何哭

淚水要記得為真心保留

眼淚別白白的流

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歌名:你還好嗎？ 附註: 語言:國語,  曲長:3m43s 作曲:陳慶祥,  編曲:海螺工作室 監製:,  填詞:陳慶祥  

那一年直到深夜　聽我唱歌的你 要送給你的歌　己經寫完啦 那時的我喜歡把歌詞寫得很難 以為這樣會讓自己　覺得不平凡 你還好嗎？ 歲月讓我們改變　改變讓我們懷念 關於快不快樂　要說個明白　總有些為難  你還好嗎？ 偶然我們在一起　偶爾輕輕想起你 希望你還記得　你會記得　好想為你再唱這首歌  生活對於我來說　有時沒有把握 曲終人散的時候　我一樣會失落 日子依然出現折磨　會面對誘惑 你問我擁有什麼　我還有你囉

我留下来的每一个足迹,海浪会抚平

I slacked two freakin days!!! And I totally ignored the fuckin fact that I m having a stupid law test….(Its stupid no matter how beautiful Melinda is!!!)

I am studying LIFTING THE VEIL NOW!!!(only lifting the veil! Mother fucker YESSSS)

Oh god!!!!!!!!!!!! SHIT SHIT SHIT!!!!

And now, I broke into cries by 阿牛陈庆祥’s songssss….

I used to like him when I was like….maybe primary?

Now that my brother is back, I found it from his laptop..

I was listening his song these 2 days and I wonder why did he not make it?

Those songs are really something……

It reminds me of those GOOD OLD DAYSS…..

I feel like going to the sea…AGAIN…

I wonder what would I be if I were to be at those country sides with no sea….?

I used to live without sea but now..i dunno, I always feel like sea is a must…

It brings the feeling of smooth and steady.

Everything seems to be nothing when we’re by the sea.

I feel like sleeping there every time….

People say sea is romantic, beautiful, wonderful, relaxing…

I don’t know what sea to me is. And I believe neither do most of us.

Its just that if we go to sea with friends, it is just more memorable than all other spots! Even we just hang there, run around in bare foot, chasing here and there, and gossips, eat whatever with sand as topping… Its just FUN.

That’s all this time. I got law waiting for me……

And I found this song of Ah Niu which I kinda love…..of course there are lot more..but this is the one this time…

Blue 22-阿牛

有一天我坐在海边静静地等太阳升起来
海浪懒惰的声音随着海风送过来
不知不觉己坐到现在
有时候知道了答案并不能就这样快乐起来
明知道生命会结束为什么还会有痛苦
像握在手心的沙握不住
my blue blue blue blue blur blur blue blue…
蓝蓝的22对于生命依然模糊
却没有欲望想再去看清楚
my blue blue blue blue blur blur blue blue…
蓝蓝的22怕走得太远迷了路
想停下来又停不住
(music)
有一天我坐在飞机上面看着地球妈妈的脸
你承受了那么多年是否有些厌倦
我是怕死而且怕得要死
my blue blue blue blue blur blur blue blue…
蓝蓝的22有这么多的道理
我可不可以全部都不理
my blue blue blue blue blur blur blue blue…
蓝蓝的22太阳快快升起来
让我再次感觉生命的温度

I just wanna enjoy what is given to me..! that sounds just right!

Quotation of the B.econ tutorial:

Love what is lovable,

Hate anything which reminds me of Karen Boo

无与伦比的美丽，无可匹敌的回忆

• 别人之所以活得很令人羡慕，是因为他们拥抱自己的生活并乐在其中。如果我们也这样做，那也会有很多人开始羡慕我们的生活。就从今天开始，我们一起热情的拥抱吧！

• 不管我多么不常听，我还是最爱，那些我最爱的歌。。。因为每一首，都有自己的故事，每一首，都曾是我的故事。。

• People just come in and they left...and yes, you might feel sorrow after that but it will eventually end...thn you will start to sigh for the gone-friendship...and you will still "HI" to each other next time, but only "HI"...How sad is that? that's heart-breaking, isn't it? BUT,yea, thats what use to happen in real life....we will just skipalong and live on.....

• "That's the thing about needs. Sometimes, when you get them met, you don't need them anymore."--Michael Patrick King

• "It is possible to store the mind with a million facts and still be entirely uneducated."--Alec Bourne

• "He who asks is a fool for five minutes, but he who does not ask remains a fool forever."--Chinese Proverb

• "When dealing with the insane, the best method is to pretend to be sane."--Hermann Hesse

geng

不会做就拖，

拖不来就闪，

闪不及就避，

避不开就慢慢做，

做不完就cincai做到完，

做错了就赖，

赖不掉就改，

改不了就学，

学不好就不做

i was asking advices on interview and this is from my eldest cousin:

the interview ask me what do you thing u will be in 5 year time in this company...

i also blur and just answer them

in 2 or 3 year time i'm going to be ur assistant

in 4 to 5 year time i'm going to sit ur place....

then the interviewer get shock

coz he is the boss....

then i quickly said...

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so u will get promoted...............

-电影 梦 人-

I just finished 2046 which sort of surprised me..

i didn't expected much from it for real...

well,i took it as those kind of...artistic movie..

which is the type where people tend to end up,

HUH??

oh....habis liao ar?!!

oh...like tat la?

urm...so....that's it?

(yeah,i thought i'd end up like one of those)

but hey, i like it..not as much as i like SAW la..

BUT i'm surprised i sat there and watch and

being dragged into deep thoughts..

i never know i can handle this kind of movie!

i can be very very very emotional when it comes to movie.

I used to cry whenever i watch those kind of movies bout "family love"

have you heard of "爱，回家"?

i even CRY UNSTOPPABLY while watching 钱不够用2

yea yea yea yea..i look like i'm tough and NEVER EVER give a damn..

but in those movies mentioned, i can never realize when did i actually started crying..

the moment i realize i'm crying is when somebody walk in and...

O.O

...........................................

ELLO! saya berperasaan juga tau!

okay, back to the movie,

"2046"

urm..i may not be a good culinary profession

but i can at least be a good movie watcher.

i m not that into the movie discussion instantly in the cinema...

i'm more to the type where i'll go home and think bout the scenes..

laugh again n again

or cry again n again

and then i'll post it on the blog.

I NEED TIME TO DIGEST THE MOVIE OKAY!!!

imagine all movies were produced because of all those hard work by incredibly lot of people!

so what if you watched the up-to-date movies all the time

IF YOU NEVER KNOW THE REAL MEANS OF THE MOVIE?

oh oh oh! did i mention anything bout back to the movie,

NOW, fasten belts, WE'RE HEADING 2046!!

i must say, i'm not the kind of girl with pinky love dreams.

and...i do know that no matter how love can be,

there's always a side called "realistic"

in the movie,tzangziyi asked leongchiewwai whther he can stop dating other girls,

and leongchiewwai smile, n say NO. firm enough to break tzangziyi's heart.

i may be complete numb in LOVE thg but i do know,

there are some things around the big big world that we will use our life to protect.

we'll do anything to keep it safe and loved.

but when it comes to share, its a huge big NO

people love to say....ooh,in love,girl should.....girl shouldn't......

n guys should.....guys shouldn't//

BULL SHIT!!

no one mankind shares the same personality with another.

so why bother grouping the way of love into one?

just love freely and follow your heart!

if you need to hold a "user manual" in your love life,

THAT AIN'T LOVE!!!!

that's software installation!!!

you're demanding yourself to fall in love vs you fall in love

that's lot of difference!!!

i heard people lecturing others on how to success in love,

how to grab still their bf gf bla bla bla~

凸-----take this!

there shouldn't be guidelines in love.

you are who you are,

that's why another fall for you

just keep being yourself!!!

don't think like those aunty where guys should give you lotsa expensive stuffs!

there are lots of poor guys who are great in personality!

you're choosing a person whom you share your life with

not some kind of investment share where we see heavily on potential!

when you're valuating others,others are doing the same as well.!!!

love ain't about looking for some MR.PERFECT as per in those taiwan drama!

where all directors are handsome,lonely,lack of love,no dad,no mum!

check out the news! see how many company go into insolvency n see how many directors ran away abandoning the company stuff with tons of creditors?!!!

awh.....love is a "feeling" kind of thing

its unpredictable!

like now, i'm in love with the camera man.

somebody intro please?!

ha!

电影院是座梦工厂

一群人会作出一个梦，

另一群人会被那个梦感动得乱七八糟。

-电影 梦 人-