the moment we stopped fighting for each other, that's the time we lost our humanity

now only i finished 2012....

I KNOW I'M pretty damn SLOW, BUT WHO THE SHIT CARES!!!!

well, i guess i won't be the first to say this,

but it really does resemble "The Day After Tomorrow" A LOT!!

but still, how far can disaster movies differ after all?

its all about the-end-of-the-world simple because NO-ONE really show their concern.

So what if no-plastic-bags day are having GOOD response(as per what we were told)

i still see BUNCH n BUNCH of rubbish!

I wouldn't say 2012 mind-blown me or something,(as "Time Story" had set a good benchmark for my list of mind-blowing movie)

but thats a good movie, as good as every other movie.

Not outstanding enough for me.

maybe i'm blown off by time story too much that i didn't really "into" the movie

or maybe i thought i was just watching another version of "the day after tomorrow"

2 years from now, the world goes down.

oh hey! now that i know,

2012 will be the year i got my advance diploma,

get to go Sheffield Hallam University,

and my ACCA..

if the world is really going down,

i mean IF,

do the ACCA cert still work in the whole new world after the nature biggest makeover ever?

WOW! that sounds stupid to me......zzzz!!!

Next on list: Avatar.....!

again,

I KNOW I'M pretty damn SLOW, BUT WHO THE SHIT CARES!!!!

something to note for 30th January 2010:

i went Jusco with my mum at the night,

and after she try on her pieces, she sort of leave her pouch back at the fitting room.

we discovered it only when we were about to go queue up and pay,

AS USUAL, we couldn't get it back although we RUSHED our way back to the fitting room...

now my mum is busy doing her call-to-cancel thing on her credit card and sim card.

the funny thing is that, my mum came across "The Star" newspaper this morning,

the horoscope section is advising her not to go out at night, and hey,

she still asked me out, because she says everytime the horoscope says she's gonna strike a lottery,she never did......

and, ONCE IN THE BLUE MOON, the horoscope is correct!

she wouldn't have got her purse & handphone lost if she did stay at home..

but never mind, things happen because they were destined to.

status of the day:

"The Star" Horoscope advised my mum not to go out tonight. She ignored it and....NOW, she got her purse and mobile LOST...along with ic,credit card,cash,driving license,etc......urm, I should start reading mine from "The Star" tomorrow as well....P.S. to the thief, YOU WILL GO TO HELL!!! GodDamnYouBullShitMotherFucker!!!!!!!!! 凸

should i watch 闪亮的日子 or 高兴？

I promised Suting i'd write out the story bout Ah Huat.

and yet, i haven even started the first alphabet.

don't blame me! i was watching the interview with 小小彬 yesterday.

I saw his interaction with his father(xiao bin bin), and i really think all those CRAPS about "xiao bin bin using xiao xiao bin as a source of easy money" are definitely BULLSHIT!!!

the MOST BULLSHIT out of ALL BULLSHIT.!!!

I believe that kids show their true colour anytime anywhere.

And when i see xiao xiao bin hugging his father, whispering to him, so and so,

i really think xiao bin bin make a good father.

a not perfect but love-his-own-kids father!

After seeing their father-and-son moves,

how i wish i can be a father that can go watch wrestling with my son and to interview the boyfriends of my daughter!!

whatever. I'm pretty tired now.

I need some sleep but my bed sheets are still hanging for dry..

DAMN!!!

FINE, i'll do PPS in this case.

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I still feel like having Hokkien Mee!!!

URGH!!!

** TanAhChee, if you're reading this, please summarize how many "tah mee" you're owing me!!We gonna have some debtor-creditor kind of "tah mee" treat!!!

Never look back.

If only lives is about keep on running and don’t look back.

I’ll hold your hands and never let go. Because I know you will bring me to the neverland you told me.

A place where time froze up thus making us free from reality, to enjoy the little magic between you and me.

I looked at you, nodded, and say, I DO. For once in my life, I’ve made the decision whole-heartedly. I don’t need your promises about the fantasy in future, all I ever wanted is to be in your arms, stay beneath your temperature, together.

To be realistic, I don’t believe in forever. But I’ve got endless moments with you. That warms me and hence, I learn to LOVE.

I just feel like posting something randomly here.

I've a nice catching-up talk with PeiYing Tang.

( i really wish you the best, may you be granted all those wishes)

i just miss her. I feel sorry that i can't show up at her place and bang her door to surprise her!!

I don't really like my high school, but,

i miss those times where the furthest distant between us were mostly the different floors we're in.

I miss having those time where i can sleep and give no damn on the teachers.

I miss having those moments where I can fail my papers and feeling OKAY.

I miss having those people who made my day.

I miss having those laughters which I'd LMAO.....

Those golden days of mine.

......................

CNY is approaching in a constant speed.

I've always been looking forward for my this pre-CNY holiday.

BUT, i'm pretty damn bored.

I wished i can go out and work.

I wished i can have something else to do everyday(for example, took up a drama)

未來依舊有你的回憶

OMG

I FIN GUANG YIN DE GU SHI!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ARGHHHHHHHHH

how i wish it wouldn't end

!!!!

2nd episode is a whole dif story

T.T

i wanna cry liao

i wanna cry liao!!!!

T.T

one day i will get old...

old until i forget all of my stories

and...

i will sit there the whole day trying to remeber

which always end up falling asleep

i really finished the 54 episodes without fast forwarding!

because we are all listeners.

We love to listen to stories.

Stories of Families.

Stories of Friends.

Stories of BFFs.

Stories of Couple.

Stories of LoveBirds.

Stories of L.I.F.E

Thanks to everyone that made the drama.

Its SUPERB!

cheers to that!

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守著陽光守著你(星光歲月)

作詞：謝材俊 作曲：李壽全

守著陽光 守著你 守著陽光 守著你

讓我執起你的手 在等待的歲月中
我已經學會了不絕望
守候著你 我便守候住一身的陽光

夢境會成為過去 一如黑夜要躲藏
我仍是那最早起的明星
守著朝陽 朝陽下你燦爛的甦醒

什麼樣的信約 可以等候三世
什麼樣的記憶 可以永不遺忘
什麼樣的思念 可以不怕滄桑
什麼樣的日子 可以讓你不再流淚
讓我不再心傷

守著陽光 守著你 守著陽光 守著你

讓我執起你的手 在等待的歲月中
我已經學會了不絕望
守候著你 我便守候住一身的陽光

夢境會成為過去 一如黑夜要躲藏
我仍是那最早起的明星
守著朝陽 朝陽下你燦爛的甦醒

什麼樣的信約 可以等候三世
什麼樣的記憶 可以永不遺忘
什麼樣的思念 可以不怕滄桑
什麼樣的日子 可以讓你不再流淚
讓我不再心傷

什麼樣的信約 可以等候三世
什麼樣的記憶 可以永不遺忘
什麼樣的思念 可以不怕滄桑
什麼樣的日子 可以讓你不再流淚
讓我不再心傷

光阴的故事里，那一段闪亮的日子

光阴的故事，我看到剩最后一集了。

突然我好不想看，那种坚持了好长一段时间后的东西。

曾经我一直算还要多久才会大结局。

每天都追，没日没夜，考试也追，放假也追。

复华疯掉的时候我每天都唱着

“历久会弥新 我不了解 匆匆离开了你

时间是考验 我不了解 匆匆离开了你”

孙爸爸莫名的成了我心中的完美好男人

陶妈妈死掉的时候我有哭

许毅源说的话成了我人生的座右铭

孙一美的个性给了我很大的启发

孙妈妈让我看见了我妈妈的影子

阿公总是让我笑到岔气

汪茜茜象征着每个人的叛逆，那种总就会被驯服的叛逆。

这部戏，我从 [FRIDAY, 11 DECEMBER 2009] 一直到今天

我快要看完了。

看着戏的时候，好多人都觉得我走火入魔了。

放心，我快出关了。

我是在宿舍看完第一集的。而如今，那个宿舍是真得回不去了。

也许是害怕改变吧！我其实很抗拒搬走。

搬到别人家，也不知道是不是还能放肆的在三更半夜大声呼叫

更不知道自己满墙的海报该怎么办

刚看完第一集的时候，我写了一篇文章纪念那个美丽的邂逅

文章的标题是主题曲里的那句

"就在那多愁善感而初次回忆的青春"

而现在，我快看完了。结果我发现了同一首歌里的另一段，挺适合的

"遙遠的路程　昨日的夢以及遠去的笑聲

再次的見面我們又歷經了多少的路程

不再是舊日熟悉的你　有著舊日狂熱的夢

也不是舊日熟悉的我　有著依然的笑容

流水它帶走光陰的故事改變了我們

就在那多愁善感而初次回憶的青春"

我真得不知道，原来这部戏让我感触这么多

我有好几篇文章都有提过这部戏

而现在，我又发现了，

许多美居然和我哥哥同年！

所以茜茜一美他们就是我爸爸妈妈的那个年代！

而许多美，你只年长了我仅仅的一岁啊！

哈！ 多么美好的发现啊！

“我看了这一部戏的第一集

原以为自己失去了对于连续剧的坚持和耐性

但这不一样。

这是一个光阴的故事

一个让我们倒带重温那些年那些人那些事的故事

当这些人的名字变成我脑海里的一块

就像那些遥远的从前一般

我们无处安放的青春

我们流离寻岸的回忆

我们打打闹闹的童年

我们所有最深刻的体验

开始慢慢的浮现出来

好的，不好的，坏的，伤心的，悲哀的，好笑的，不好笑的，可怜的，快乐的，兴奋的，美丽的，梦幻的，烦恼的，无奈的，懊恼的，白痴的。。。。。

每个人的童年都在向往成长中，缓缓的从黑暗隧道的另一头走来

站在这一头的我们，却声嘶力竭的叫喊着停止，

多希望自己可以停留在那里

不要再走了，长大后的世界，多了一样叫做现实的东西，那可是残酷的代名词啊！

但同样的，我们也无法听见十年以后的自己如何出尽全力的提醒我们，

这很公平，不是吗？

每个人都有自己的那些年，那段光阴的故事

*我站在海边，海风没有在歌唱，它在朗诵着一首诗。

一首，关于沧海桑田的诗。

我闭上眼睛，想要听清楚

却在那瞬间什么都没有了

就像放在口里的棉花糖，就这么化开了

多么的理所当然

多么的诱人回味.......*

海风啊，总是和着浪花一拍一拍的

就像我们，总是和着彼此一生一世的

朋友是什么？

朋友是那段光阴的故事里，

陪着你永不忘记的人。

冯妈没有等到船，却等到了一句戒严

有些歌，不会荡气回肠，但它扣人心弦。

有些戏，不会情节紧凑，但它贴近人心

adult crap * did you see a bit of you in me?

so THIS IS IT!!!

its 25th of January.

My exams set me free officially approximately at 11.10am this morning.

I leave the hall earlier basically because of me being overexcited for the upcoming H.O.L.I.D.A.Y.S!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i cant wait that i sms ZhilinTang n PeiYing Tang as soon as i touch my handphone after the exam!!(now that i realize, both my adored-friends have the surname of "tang",how cool is that?!!)

me and my shopaholic roommy went right away to Queensbay mall so as to wanton our finally-exam-free-day!!!!!!! I was so excited,(and still am ^^) I couldn't stop smiling along my way! Everything that enters my sight are cute enough! Even the billboard with only a few stupid acting idiot is CUTE??

everything feels so right! the sun is of warm temperature which i feel like being hug tightly by the sun instead of being "sun-burn". I feel like running to the sea and shout like a dumb!! i feel like burying my bare foots into sandy beaches and let the sun and the sea waves whisper their stories to me and to set free my emotions to go with the wind up to the cloud and rest.

Holidaying. I am now holidaying.

We at the H.O.T.E.L M.O.T.E.L holidaying~~!!!!!!!

We at the H.O.T.E.L M.O.T.E.L holidaying~~!!!!!!!

We at the H.O.T.E.L M.O.T.E.L holidaying~~!!!!!!!

We at the H.O.T.E.L M.O.T.E.L holidaying~~!!!!!!!

We at the H.O.T.E.L M.O.T.E.L holidaying~~!!!!!!!

We at the H.O.T.E.L M.O.T.E.L holidaying~~!!!!!!!

We at the H.O.T.E.L M.O.T.E.L holidaying~~!!!!!!!

We at the H.O.T.E.L M.O.T.E.L holidaying~~!!!!!!!

We at the H.O.T.E.L M.O.T.E.L holidaying~~!!!!!!!

We at the H.O.T.E.L M.O.T.E.L holidaying~~!!!!!!!

We at the H.O.T.E.L M.O.T.E.L holidaying~~!!!!!!!

We at the H.O.T.E.L M.O.T.E.L holidaying~~!!!!!!!

i'm having 疯狂世界 on my player now.

那么多莫名的泪水~~~~~

I always love mayday.

Even i don't play their songs all the time.

Their songs make me emotional,i might smile and smile and the next song can make me cry as if i can't have cheese anymore.....NO CHEESE NO LIFE!

there's a lot of story to be told in this period of 12 days.

I've been through a few and had discover another inner self of mine.

Stories go in any way, there is no such thing as format in life.

There are always unpredictable events preparing to have your mouth open like a crocodile.

I hate a lot of things around me and i always let them drag my thoughts.

Just now tangzhilin suddenly ask me if i feel like a grown-up....

nope, I answered. I might look like experienced because i've been through that particular thing.

and i definitely don't know how much do i need to go through so as to be declared as a grown-up.

Once, I wished i could grow at a zillion faster.

But now, I learnt the phrase "Let it be"

I learnt that if life were to be the sea, the one who drifts would be the one who enjoys.

I don't like over-pushing myself. BUT, of course, i have expectations in me. Expectations like i wished i'd lead a quietly fantastic life forever and ever.

these expectations to me are okay, its not like i will swear to death that i ultimately EXPECT myself to marry Prince William.What if i fail, for i have a 50% of failing i know.

ji khor in time story once said, Life is actually a multiple question.

Yea. This saying affected me lots. I am now a lighter-minded person.

No more tied-up issues, no more unsolvable problems.

When you change something inside you, the world changes as well.

the moment i adjust my sight on life, the world enlarges.

I shall learn how to hover around.

I am 100% with the rule of not being too harsh to yourself.

I love to have myself spoil by me......just love it.

Who doesn't eh?

I have hard times, in fact, i have a lot of it every semester, depending on the subjects.

but so what, when i'm so fuck up, i will keep repeating to myself,

its ending its ending its ending its ending its ending its ending its ending its ending its ending its ending its ending its ending its ending its ending its ending its ending its ending its ending its ending its ending its ending its ending its ending its ending its ending its ending its ending its ending its ending its ending its ending its ending its ending its ending its ending its ending

When things will end eventually, we fear less.

Why SAW123456(7) is horrible? because the person never know the end of it.

i'm listening 五月天-拥抱. I couldn't understand the lyrics at the first time i heard it.

But somewhere here and there, i started to learn to interpret it.

Everyone is different as a whole. No 2 person is the same in the world.

which is why i love the miracles that can happen in the relations between people.

I do think that the person who wrote the lyrics might have a story behind those words,

a story that is untold and the listeners will never know.

BUT the listeners will create their own story relating the song.

This could be the communication between musics huh?

I love words. I love to see the sparkles between different collusion of words.

I read novels, I keep lyrics, and i write blog entries.

I never know i can have a hobby of reading novel until i met 9blades.

I never know i can be so emotionally active until i met mayday and crowd lu.

I never know i've got so many thoughts until started blogging.

After this long passage, (actually, it shouldn't end here, but i'm too tired.)

i still don't know what's the point of me writing all these craps.

somehow, i just wanna thank god for everything HE granted(including the stubborn body-fats!!) I am who I am. Lady Gaga inspired me that if i were to live under the world, i will suffer. But if i were to live above the world and under myself, I will LIVE a life.

Life is constantly inspiring me.

Thank God for making me ugly so as to decrease my risk on rape cases.

Thank God for making me not-big-named so as to reduce the risk of kidnap cases.

Thank God for making me look dumb so as to reduce the risk of others hating me.

Thank God for making me poor so as to reduce the risk of being robbed.

Embrace life so that your life will hug you back tight.

Love yourself. Hurt yourself NO. its silly.

One day in the future, you will meet the best in you.

You will cry because you feel like "ohgawd! FINALLY"

I'm still waiting......

王若琳--adult crap

i gotta say, life isn't how i expected.

but in a way, i guess that's nice.

o, not really.

and you'd think that i'd cry myself to sleep.

and maybe you're right, but what can i do

all these pills, bookkeeping, pleasant things like so

so many things, ah, how i want them,

but money comes and goes.

and you'd think that i'd cry myself to sleep.

and maybe you're right, but what can i do?

what am i upposed to do with this mess called life?

and people say,

'you'll figure it out somewhere along the way.'

still every night i'd cry myself to sleep.

do you see a bit of you in me?

and you'd think that i'd cry myself to sleep.

do you see a bit of you in me?

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"我如果对自己妥协，如果对自己说谎，即使别人原谅，我也不能原谅" --Mayday

last but not least, Happy Holiday folks!!!!!

We gonna tear off the town!!!

We gonna crash into ChinaTown!!!

We gonna rock the city upside down!!!

Its gonna be another day, with the sunshine~!!!

Today is the last day of my ridiculous study leave.

(TanCheahChee, from today onwards, you don't have to worry bout me, i won't brg my laptop to hostel, no more net-surfing. I shall concentrate on my exams...bt i do have tv in hostel...)

i'm gonna have audit exam tomorrow, but the thing is that i've got totally NO FEEL at all. To be honest, i've been very very nervous during tests.

reviewing my whole study leave, one word does it all----S.L.A.C.K

well, even my dear cousin worries more than be about my exams.

she keep asking me to study whenever she sees me hanging around on the net.

but its not that bad after all, i did spent one day to meet my lovely friends upon the name of 613.

there're few faces that i haven seen in ages, and also some faces that i've been seeing all the while.

But i'm still glad to have all of us getting on well.

we still joke, we still talk bout bullshits, we still gossips bout dirty secrets.

On top of all this, we didn't feel awkward at all....^.^

i was thinking when would be the next time we meet up,

maybe CNY? but i think i won't be around.

anyway, life keeps going on~

so, back to the exams,

i flipped through my MA's books and.......that's it.

i read through my Audit's chapters and....that's it.

I studied through a few lines of FAP and...that's it.

i spent my study leave doing all of the above.

here's my routine everyday:

12noon-wake up,brunch,laptop

2.30pm-NTV7(还珠格格）, laptop(pps, fb, blog, rubbish~)

7smtg pm- dinner, laptop

11pm-study for a while

12 something am-ASTRO or laptop (either one) and some exercises

3something am-bath,sleep

that ends my day.

yea, i exercise in the middle of the night.because its cool that way.

i always sleep late, in fact, i love to sleep late, its my style of rock n roll.

although this style gets me into nothing but shits like being scolded again n again...

but i couldn't RESIST!! I can walk around the house and have nothing to do,

but when it comes to night, everything starts to run into list and,

I NEED TO STAY UP pretty LATE......

i couldn't finish my 光阴的故事 before exam, which i'm kinda sad for this.

I can only see 孙一美许毅源陶复邦汪茜茜冯拍雄汪娟娟朱虹朱磊孙再美孙家柱孙妈孙爸阿公陶爸陶妈孙奶汪奶张妈妮妮保罗汪军豪汪盈盈张瑞瑞毛毛朱夫人 on the 25th.....which is 12 days from today...!

Frankly, 12days isn't that long, non?

i've got SIX damnit papers to be done in 12days, means one every two days approximately.

i feel terrible when i see the distance between 13 and 25 0n the calendar,

but when i tell myself its only 2 weekend, that makes me feel better,

even the 12days make me feel like.....okay.

and i was shocked for myself handling the exams like...nothing.

I can pps the whole day without guilt! or probably my guilts will arrive after i'm finished by the papers.

FINGERS are definitely CROSSED

i'm so not in mood. Everytime i went doing shopping with my mum, she keep nagging me to prepare myself for cny, meaning, get my hair done, get a RED outfit for CNY and a new pair of shoes...

urgh! talking bout shoes, my snake-y left the left side, and i have got ZERO clue on what happened to the other!!! ishhh~!!!!! i think quite a big possibility that me being the one to be blamed on this issue, so there's nothing else i can say, eh yeh~!

before i me self-declared study leave, Jane mentioned something,

"Have you ever tried listening to CNY songs while studying?"

Jane, I do. and that sucks a zillion times!!!!!!!!!!!

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here this post shall end, and its only a semester exams,

which is NO BIG DEAL at all!!

and i need to stop thinking it as the end of the day.!!!

Bye sunshine, see you on the 25th after 12noon.

Do greet me nicely, i hate rainy days, so please don't rain on the 25th!

BYE BYE, facebook

BYE BYE, twit twitsssssss

BYE BYE Quietyly Fantastic.

* how i wish i'm saying goodbye because i'm off to a trip or something....

never ever quit learning anything

for my class is inclusive of quite a number of no-brainers, approximately half of my whole tiny class, they always skip classes.

and whenever our tutors ask about it, sometimes some people might say stuffs like "on the way", "don't know" or something of the same means--->we don't bother to know, so shouldn't you, tutor.

But if the question was left unanswered and i got fed up with the tutors asking AGAIN n AGAIN,

i will answer it, and with the probability of 9 out of 10, i will say

"somewhere over the rainbow"

to be honest, the first time i ever said it this way was only a sudden thought and just spill out in that kinda way. but after that, i grew to like it. ha!

somewhere over the rainbow, skies are blueee.....

i was reading one of my ex-house-mate's blog just now, she seem to be missing her times back at Tarc Penang. well, if it was me a few sem ago, i might have been pretty jealousy-felt towards her life, which seems to be fantastic.

but now, yea, i'm glad i met JaneCorineJoanneKarynAnnVan...

We're the very usual and ordinary ones in college.

those who don't go round and having cheers or whispers behind us.

those who don't make the main characters of any gossips.

we are all college students who love TARC penang, but not some of the students.

we love our lecturers because they are mostly with certain working experience.

we love our syllabus because no matter how many jokes we've made during class, we can still cope in.

we love our college because its high up on mount.erskine where kahinn's tree is situated.

(yea, i got my own-named-tree,i will post up the photo one day.)

i used to feel terrible about my college. but since i met them, i got it clear that i don't hate TARC, but i hate the infinity lala in it.

now, i go to class everyday and i really laughed a lot.

Karyn is always there to boost off all the laughters.ha!

although they like to make fun out of my Hokkien

although they like to laugh at my certain acts and comment that i make a good clown

this is the first time after TPY and 613 that i feel the so-called "friendship"thing.

Things were so easy when everyone is around.

and i do like the fact of discussing our assignments but always end up strayed from the original intention. end up in gossips or jokes or......another laughter..! haha

I used to feel tired and reluctant to go to college, but everything is never the better now.

Thanks to Jane and Corine to let me join them which pulled me outta the hell-like life.

Thanks to Karyn and Joanne which made our group a fixed one instead of going around begging for group members to meet the number of member required.

i once thought that my way to graduation is so loong that it will never reach, but it is now 1 more semester away. One day in the future, i might feel miserable about the up-coming advance dip graduation. But everything will be alright, for i learned that to only way to live on well and happy is to keep myself humble and never ever quit learning anything.

*I went out with ZhilinKokhongYeeshiuanChialingShenyeenSimyiYiyun yesterday upon the name of 613. we laughed a lot, even with all those spams on yeeshiuan walls, i still feel good. i think so does Zhilin Tang. and we commented that a lot of people dropped blogging these days....hmm, i'm glad i still persisted. I have never feel so proud of myself before. TanCheahChee n TanEeKwan are wondering where i get all those ideas to blog literally everyday, well, urm, i don't know................I always have a words or two for my everyday or everything, and NO! i'm not trying to be bossy or whatsoever, i just want myself to learn to REMEMBER what i've been through. *

kawan of the day:

this is wong yee shiuan:

points to note about WongYeeShiuan:

1. Ang Kok Hong says:Wong Yee Shiuan bought levis jeans,tommy hilfger shirts,paul smith shirts,one yellow burberry shirt which costed him rmxxx.:Dhe is a rich ass

   
   

   Kyle Sim says: Wong Yee Shiuan is bur than burberry

   
   

   KahInn Lee says: Wong Yee Shiuan dumped his FRIENDS bcz of the bunch of RM449.40 so-called "branded" (rejectedly branded to be precise) clothes

   
   

   KahInn Lee says: Wong Yee Shiuan kept his FRIENDS waiting like dummies in Takehana while he enjoyed himself in tao's and .......shopping!!!!!!