I love her, and her.

I'm back, to my ordinary life.

Days pass.

Time Flies.

We went genting together. Me, her, and her.

and I had a lot of fun. I think they do as well.

One of us, wanna runaway from her working life..and suck to the max employer.

One of us, purely need a breathe of fresh air and, something before she enter a new type of life.

One of us, has been wanting a vacation so badly since ever.

Honestly, it was a normal yet pretty short trip..(to me, there's no such thing as long trip.A trip is always short because we'll be back EVENTUALLY)

But its good enough.

I felt so down when I started counting the time I left.

thats why i got emo...

Things appear to be wonderful because it always ended fast.

Memories appear to be precious because those who know, just know it, those who don't, well, they don't have to..

The most exciting part is that we decided to INK.

We got a rose each.

A FREAKIN ROSE IS NOW ON MY RIGHT HAND!! CAN YOU BELIEVE IT???

I can! because I've been non-stop seeing it for 2 days...!!!!

Pictures taken, Pose posed, everything done aim on our tattoos...

Its good to have friends accompanied for trying new things..

you know, the feeling of human that sounded "wan die, die together"...!

R for Rose, O for OMFG, F for Friend. L for Love.
ROFL: Rolling On Floor Laughing.
LOL


That's for today.
time to bed.
Finger-crossed for my test tomorrow..!!

CAN'T WAIT!!!!

So tonight is the night.
OH! before hand, I must day, I'm liking my latest blog skin. =)

and I'm using Blogger in draft as my default dashboard.
Its pretty cool, I had my new blogskins from it too.

*alright alright! I'm fuckin EXCITED!!!!

what else can I possibly ask for?

Life like this, is good enough.

*L.I.F.E*

Attitude

New layout. BIG title..

New music. Same attitude.

Suddenly I wanna say my dad is old.

And I hate myself when I'm being rude to him,

but i just can't help it.

I get frustrated when he ask me repeated questions.

ya, I know, I sucks to the max being a daughter.

Like the wind, the year goes by....

When I finally see the track of time, I'm already here.

middle of 20-going-but-dun-wanna-be.

I dont wanna start working.

I wished I can study every course...

So when I eventually graduate, I'll be 55 and I need not work anymore..

I hate it when I smile and say, "well, that's life"..

that seem pretty cool, but in fact, its an expression of willy-nilly.

If my previous me were to be here, seeing me now,

she might be a bit surprised.

For I'm getting along well with my mum and my brother now.

For I no longer am the lack-of-confidence like her.

For I'm having much better academic achievements than her.

She might even feel jealous, or PROUD?

I'm not trying to say actually I'm jealous of her.

I'm okay with me now.

I mean like, a hardworking student, a girl who chats with her mum and sometimes brother, a blogger that never hesitate to blog, and MOST IMPORTANTLY, a girl with lots and lots of dream.

I think I fulfilled quite a number of expectations of the pass me.

I'm glad, and a bit relieve.

I have good ever friends now. Just a few of them, but as long as they're there whenever I need or not need them.

My life aint that bad after all.

If I were to compare myself to what Blair Waldorf or Serena Van der Woodsen,

definitely I'll feel like a dump-able rubbish.

But with Haiti's news all over, I'm very lucky indeed.

I must have done a lot of good things previous life,

for I'm the one who help instead of being helped in this life.

Appreciate it. a lot.

They say when you start appreciating, you will find yourself pretty rich, mentally.

I guess so. That aint bad. So I shall continue being so.

Once I read an article, there waas a quote which affected me deeply,

it sounds this way:

"Its good to be a girl like her, to have family to love, to have a guy to admire secretly, to have bunch of friends to hang out, to have dreams to go after, to have aims to achieve, to have things to love."

I wished I can be that girl.

A very ordinary, yet happy person. =)

正义是不完美的

http://www.wretch.cc/blog/trackback.php?blog_id=Giddens&article_id=9269511

热血沸腾，因为正义总是被扭曲。

有句话说得好，针刺不到你，你不会痛。

阿信说过一句更好，也许我们都懂那种难受，但永远不会比他们感受得深。

当我们很冷静地看待每一个方案，

我们会记得人之初，性本善

我们认为每个人都会知错能改

所以废除死刑，所以大家宽容。

但偌大的宽容，当中免不了会有一些是纵容。

宽容，说得很容易。

我看过一部戏，凶手正在恳求被害者女儿的原谅。

被害者女儿说：我不是我爸爸，我没办法代替他原谅你。

还有一部戏，

“原谅他？那是上帝的工作！我的工作，就是送他去见上帝！”

我们总是把宽容伟大挂在嘴边。

但是谁真的可以？

强奸案的被害者，那种一辈子的伤害还不止，

就是很多人会不停的提醒着她心头上的那道痕。

有人在他后面指指点点，

甚至有的还因此被抛弃。

明明不管她的事，她是受害者啊！

为什么她的惩罚比那些强奸犯还要严重？

有的强奸犯甚至连惩罚都没有，还给他无罪释放。

受害者怎么办？

正义并不完美，所以很多站在正义那一方的人都妥协了，让步了。

凶杀案的受害者，有的丢了性命，有的半身残废。

家属呢？谁不会痛心？

本来好好的一个人，结果就这么不在了，或是。。

然后还要一次又一次的被采访

一次又一次的重复着自己对受害者的爱

一次又一次的痛哭流涕

一次又一次的被逼想起这多么伤心的事

而当这些结果换来的，是“无罪释放”，有活着很轻很轻的刑期

如果是我，我会很不甘心。

受害者也是人，也是被她自己的家人深深爱着的人。

结果因为你，她不在了，或受伤了，

但你所付出的代价居然是这么地少。

不是什么报复的心理，但我总希望对得起我失去的那个人

写到这里，我明白了一件事。

我们要的不是报仇的快感，

我们要的是这个世界的认同。

认同那个杀千刀的加害者，并且告诉无辜的被害者，

一切结束了。真的可以告一段落了。

那种结束，其实不好受。

代表真的没有了，真真正正完完全全的失去了。

只剩无穷无尽的惆怅，填满每一个不胜唏嘘的夜晚。

忆过往而哀叹，独苍然而涕下

today...

Today, is not my day...

I was F**K up by microsoft excel today.

It was NO DOUBT the MYOB tutorial again.

This time, we're done with the myob software and we had to do financial reports with EXCEL.

It was tedious. I spent an afternoon and a night for it, and I ended up leaving Balance Sheet and Income Statement TOTALLY undone..

well, throughout the 2 hours tutorial, i didn't chit chat.

I was busy clicking here and there, figuring what's wrong with my answers.(i match it with Karyn's)

My conclusion on this?

I decided to study harder, so that I can hire a secretary for all my excel jobs..

SERIOUS LA!

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This week again, I heard some friends of mine talking bout further studies.

I'm one lucky girl.

I need not worry bout my school fees that much.

and if i'm lucky enough, I might have a chance to go England for only 3 months.

There's a lot of people who need to consider tons of factor before they make any choice.

I'm glad I'm not.

I need not worry bout my parents' burden,

because my dad have this not-bad company being his employer.

I need not worry bout money for the studies of my younger siblings,

because I don't have one....

My parents gave me a perfect family.

I should study good.

I'm not too late to realize this right?

Sometimes, I wonder, if i didn't chose TARC, and i chose Sunway,

what would I be?

I mean, TARC showed me a lot of things.

I learned a lot, MUCH MORE than what the lecturer taught me.

and I met different types of people,

not to say inspired,

I think I realized something.

Some unexplainable things...

Still, I'm thankful to my college, my friends, my family, and all those rubbish...for being there.

I love Tunku Abdul Rahman College, maybe not the students, but i do like the lecturers and the syllabus. I think..(DON' T ASK ME BOUT MYOB N TAMADUN, I'm not in a good position to comment)

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Its already THURSDAY!

and with the time keep on ticking,

we're getting closer to SUNDAY!!!!

my FRIENDS are all AWESOME PEOPLE.

We had a good birthday celebration yesterday.

Happy Birthday, Tang Zhi Lin.

We love you...!

I'm supposed to have a word or two here,

about that awesome night we had.

But once I start thinking about it,

I find no way to "pause" and write down.

It was really great. Very very great.

So we'll keep it in our memory as long as possible.

Sometimes in life, it just feel so good to have friends.

If parents gave us life, then Friends are those who define our lives.

To have people share your joy and tears,

Its the greatest bliss ever had.

When you're thinking about a pass event,

and the only image ever appear in your mind is that everyone is laughing,

that's good.

I know. And I shall appreciate.

Love Life.

Love yourself.

Love your friends.

to my dearest grandpa.

oh my gawwddd! I'm really excited!!!

Okay, I really have to write this down...OMG, its so....!!! hmmm!

alright, so start.

Today, I followed my family to go "cheng beng" for my grandpa, who passed away 7 years ago.

For my dad is suffer SEVERE PAIN due to his "piles",

he let me to drive.

WELL, this is not very excited, since I've been okay okay with driving d.

So I drove my dad, my aunty, 2 cousins to the ancestor pagoda..(i created this name, but i dont plan to be responsible on it grammatical manner!)

As we reach, we, as usual, pray, and wait, and walk around.

So the exciting part started when we pray.

Out of sudden, I asked my grandpa to sit my car back home with us.

I told him I've got license and, I'm pretty damn good in driving..LOL!!

(i personally think he believed)

And after we reached home, I pray to my grandpa again,

I asked him bout his feeling on my drive.

OF COURSE i'm not replied.

My grandpa only exist in my imagination and beliefs since 7 years ago..!

And just now,

I WAS TOLD THAT MY LICENSE NUMBER HAS STRIKE THE FIRST PRIZE ON SPORTS TOTO!!!!

of course not 4 number, only 3 behind..

BUT HEY!!!

don't you think this is cool?

EVEN if its a mere co-incident, ITS STILL A BEAUTIFUL ONE!!

who knows?! maybe my grandpa really tried my skill today!!!

and i figured why didn't all four number went up,

because when i was on my way back, i mislook quite a number of bumps!

so my grandpa didn't make the four number to go up, as his way to tell me,

"ah inn, hun lian kark chay tampok, ai sio sim ar!"

OMG!!

wa eh la, ah gong!!!wa a pai eh kark sio sim, pun eh kark zhu yee leh.

I still can't stop thinking bout this..!

my grandpa literally "INTERACTED" with me!!

alright, ah gong! I will sharpen my driving skills, and, feel free to drop by my drive!

oh, next year, I will try my very best to IMPROVE..well, at least start seeing those bumps?!!

Thanks ah gong. For letting me believe more strongly in my beliefs.

我。。我笑死算了！

傻子偷了乞丐的钱包,瞎子看见了,哑巴大吼一声,聋子吓了一跳,驼子挺身而出，瘸子飞起就是一脚，通缉犯报了案，麻子说看我面子这事算了吧！！！

If only i'm rich enough to get what i want, but hey, this never ever happen to anyone! so, NO ONE ever get rich enuf

urm.

okay.

I posted twit this sentence which i found it pretty cute..lol

will explain it as soon as possible..!hmm!

There's a HUGE lifeless unknown creature in my kitchen!! and its "internal organs" are packed in a plastic bag right beside it..

omg omg! the unknown creature hurt his leg!!! i left some organs of him unattended..! how ar? he is too fat to be stuff in d worrr

these 2 sentences are true scene at my house just now.

LOL...

alright, some note of the day..:

• MYOB went on well. Sales invoices didn't trouble me much though.
• laksa is actually nice...! =)
• next time i'd remember to ask for less ice if i'm ordering the tong shui
• tomorrow MIGHT not be able to be as easy as today.because prince and princess are coming here. (I LIKE KIDS somehow, BUT definitely not kids like that!)
• and my aunty is gonna give my mum a hard time, I HAVE TO DO SOMETHING..(not like killing my aunty la....maybe....just talk to my mum and make sure she is in good mood throughout)
• OH! how could i ever forget?! my watermelon!!!!!!
• suddenly realized i have 1161 twits so far...hmm, i really have a lot to say about my life huh?!
• 林宥嘉sings VERY VERY well. 杨综纬(damn, i dun even know how to write his name) is very sissy indeed. He is like....gay gay dei..! and 许仁杰 is cute in his own way..!OHHHH! 魏如昀，I likey!
• I wish i can have a dslr. you know, maybe one day, a rich person might find me rather talented or maybe he/she just happen to have TOO MUCH money, he/she will buy me one!(ya great! where to find such a rich fool!)
• maybe lomo is too expensive. I've been lessening the "desire" towards it..i can see it going down down down down down on my wish list...well..i'm a very-not-determined person
• my phone is being very in-corporative recently! It dies everyday. I don't even know when to charge it! it shows full tonight, and the next day noon, poom! end of it! this is ridiculous! i'm definitely gonna change it...(the battery i mean)

a lot of things happen in every hour of mine..

and for the past 48, these are all i feel like telling.

I still keep secrets, about those that will be too IMPOSSIBLE to tell...!

see, when i'm bout to end everything and go to sleep,

twitter update will start.

and every celebrities i follow will start telling their schedule of the day or whatsoever..

and tomorrow when i on, everyone will start telling how was their day, and "XOXO" "good night" or something...

!!!!!!!

I'm the only who bye to myself, and hi to myself..

that's it..NEVER TRY TO FIT INTO ANY POSITION WHICH IS NOT YOURS.

not yours means not yours, don't ever try to change the fact!

Twit of the day:

女人何苦为难女人呢？鹬蚌相争的后果，只有渔翁会得利！侮辱别人的啊，通常都是希望别人和自己一样下贱，到头来，还是害怕孤独啊！这个心态，要不得！

Everyday is Mayday

I'm doing my MYOB here, in starbuckyy!

This lil mermaid place is killing..

I didn't got frustrated even I don't damn know what's the assignment is about..

MYOB...hmm

full name: Mind Your Own Business.

For REAL!

Thats the name!

I swear to god!

*I really DISLIKE this subject as a whole*

am having this camera stuck on my hand..

I act like a tourist even in my own place...

lol

and to make my tourist status seem real,

i spoke some japanese-korean-like language...

besically, its just some random words i thought to be a "language"

My phone is giving me a lot of hard time...

its getting more and more stubborn..

NOW,

my phone is merely for calls and sms purposes..

all other functions are giving a strike..

DAMN

what day is today?

OH!

WEDNESDAY...

the very beginning of W T F...

might be home early tomorrow..

Praying REALLY hard for MYOB wont trouble me tomorrow..

YOU KNOW!

even a purchase order can tear me off...

NOT TO MENTION,

3 freakin Sales Invoice..

and something i wish to confess:

LeeKahInn may be good at nothing,

BUT there's one thing that no-one can EVER defeat her,

which is having "back-ups"

I have SIX back ups for each stage of my MYOB assignment...

well....bulking back-ups is also a style of ROCK N ROLL~!!!!!

*MAYDAY MAYDAY*

who's going??

PLEASE LET ME JOIN!!!!

I'm a Malaysian, I think?

Well..I sucks to the max in doing bibligraphy...

I wonder how did i pass Bahasa Malaysia last time..

I even have to google and double check the dictionary for "bibliography" in malay...

DAMN

I can't speak malay as well as a malaysian..or, as well as my brother...

Thats why i hate talking to malay.

The only 2 language i'm good at and know is Chinese and English.

Any people come to me with language other than these 2, SORRY.

You and me are going to be in trouble.

have you ever seen a chicken talking to a duck?

owh, that's what we'll end up most probably!

I love speaking chinese, english, even hokkien, teochew, cantonese.

BUT MALAY?!

hell no!!!

I'm loser. aint I?

I know...i know pretty damn well.

And i don't even plan to deny...

SIGHSSS....!!!

i hate it when i have to scratch my head for a f***** word in Malay..

that's me, hate whatever i'm not good at...!

owh!I happen to hate dumbass too! that means i'm not good at being a dumbass?

WHAT AN INTERPRETATION I SEE!!!

生活总是启发着我

五月天演唱会，这个六月，bukit jalil.

这个世界上有很多人持续不断的影响着我

家人，朋友，五月天，卢广仲，九把刀

如果人需要一个说明书，说明该怎么去生活，

我庆幸我拿到了我脑子里的这一本。

这一本集合了摇滚的力量的书。

当我意识到每天应该大声地笑时

世界突然别宽阔了。

也许，盘古开天辟地，用的不是自己的四肢

而是源源不断地笑声

我也曾经认为，摇滚就是叛逆，就是离经叛道，就是偏离主流，就是挥霍青春最苦的方式

所以以前，我觉得摇滚就是黑色加很吵的音乐。

感激老天爷让我醒悟得不算晚。

这个世界很多东西都很好。

当我们用一个很快乐的方式去看这个世界，

这个世界会用一种很快乐的方式回应你。

以前觉得自己很失败，因为自己的生活总是一团糟

觉得自己怎么有办法把好好的生活通通搞砸

但现在好了。

清楚了方向，生活就不会太过浑浑噩噩。

我很迷惘的时候，部落格很真实地记录着我的每一个矛盾

所以现在的我，看着以前的我，一步一脚印的走到了今时今日

而我还在慢慢地走下去

最近很喜欢的字：人生海海

我喜欢自己决定自己的生活

也许没有办法真的完全无拘无束

但现阶段，我能做自己喜欢的事

爱自己爱的人

一切都很ok。

懂得满足，就是最开始的幸福。

所以我很满足。但我还是对生活有所追求。

毕竟进步，也很是重要啊！

*******（重要公告的分割线）*********

五月天这个六月会来Bukit Jalil开演唱会

我很很很很很很很很很想去！

谁能帮我打听到相关消息？

我需要所有的资讯！

能住哪里，怎么去，还有

谁可以陪我去？

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This nasty life

I'm a lil concern.

But i cannot tell out.

Because I don't even know what i'm concerning about.

the test?

the assignment?

the plan?

the go-away?

Since i ever said life has been kind to me lately,

i was like being punished for saying it out.

Life, is turning its back at me.

I'm stuck in a thing, and it feels like i'm the only one who care.

I even mistook the date for my MYOB test..and i ALMOST screw up.

1st April, I had a test. but i thought it is 8th....so i've made some WONDERFUL plan base on the thinking that i will be having test at 8th..!!!

so i'm kinda like....worry or something...!

*i know, i deserve this all the while.*

another thing,

i'm having a tamadun asia & ISLAM test this coming wednesday,

which i'm pretty sure the subject name had successfully showed its "lame-ful-ness"

and i'm recently into a china drama--ipartment..

a funny one..!

SO, i'm having complete no mood for this test.

not to mention there is a pending assignment of MYOB too...!!

I definitely hate it if my to-do list if filled up with lots of stuffs..

well, WHO LIKES IT!

I have to do good arrangement, or else time will just go away and i got nothing done.

my list:

1. TAMADUN asia & ISLAM--7 chapters!!!!! (because malaysian gov paid half of my fees, i have to do this subject! alright, this is the destiny of being POOR)
2. MYOB assignment....ONE FREAKIN CHAPTER of transaction! i foresee it bad.
3. the doll.!!!!!!!!
4. 
   

What do I need? Luck? yea of course, a lot and a lot of luck!

but this time, I need one thing more, determination!!!

老朋友-阿牛

我是如此满足
因为有你了解我的付出
人有时候
因为了解所以幸福
生活会有痛苦
生命会有孤独
只因为我们都曾经真正投入
记得那个有风的下午
你叫我换一个角度
痛苦不过是生命
赐给我们还没打开的礼物
记得那段漫长的旅途
你叫我放慢脚步
生活有起
有落有甜有苦
有你在就不孤独
我们一起努力
我们一起哭
有你一句话
我就撑得住
有时走到高处
有时看不到路
可遇不可求
有你这个老朋友
从来不曾模糊
你是我的老朋友

definitely COOL!

the BEST version of sorry sorry ever!!

My Collage passed in 2 blinks of eyes! lol

I feel like blogging.

I fell asleep while watching tv just now.

But when i woke up, i thought it should be dinner time..

HOWEVER, its only freakin 6pm.

I didn't dream of a thing. But I wish i did.

Life has been kind to me lately. and I appreciate that.

I had a good team-mate for MYOB.

I had good group members for Tamadun Islam.

The lecturer even gave 22 tips for a 25 question paper.

Now that I realized, its already the end.

The end of my diploma. Pretty sad.

I remembered how I used to be during the beginning of the course.

I had trouble making friends.I had wrong people as my friends.

That screwed the beginning of my lovely college life.

I spent 1 1/2 semester struggling in the problem.

and when i say struggling, i mean like REALLY struggling.

I still recall how mad i was because of them.

but Life found me the exits.

I met this 2 very nice girl, which I never thought could be friends of mine.

Jane and Corine.

First, they "rescued" me by allowing me to join in their assignment group.

From that point onwards, I'm no more stuck with those rubbish.

I have normal collage life like others did, rushing assignments, gossiping, attending classes.

It may be dull-seeing, or not as interesting as what i dreamed of,

but i'm okay.

They're like friends to me. I feel easy when we're discussing for assignments.

Then, there comes the final semester of my diploma Year 1.

How fast!

(Time passed DAMN slowly when i was with rubbish-people)

That sem, I met 2 more new friends, Joanne and Karyn.

The 5 of us made a good number for assignment groups.

Both Joanne and Karyn are like, TOP of the class.

They do well in exams......which I presumed that there will definitely be gap between us.

(you know, the "good student" and"bad student" type of gap)

But we turned out well!

We became more than just an assignment group.

We became FRIENDS.

I really appreciate to have friends in my collage, because I really have less friends.

My sum of friends may not even reach 50.

When people are having thousand of friends in facebook, i'm having like.....a few hundreds...

but never mind, because I know my friends cared about me.

A friend that really care is enough.

So we 5 get along pretty well. Assignment are always done on or even BEFORE time.

But we never really rush or anything.

We just had everything well planned.

We joke like every day, and we kept laughing.

Laughing all way through my life is also a style of rock n rollllll!

As we joke, smile, play, live, we reached year 2 sem1.

The sem where I met my Ms.Lye.

I've always no-fate with the elders.

None of my teachers ever remembered me since i was kindergarten.

I was kinda shock that semester, because TWO lecturer remembered my name.

And that was not at the end of the sem, it was like the very beginning.

KimKim and Ms.Lye.

Kimkim was like, she tried to remember everyone of the class.

BUT Ms.LYE!

well...she is my english tutor.

She remembered my name!! and I admired her so much!

I was surprised to be called by her!!!

Probably because I practice good command in english?

She was the very "cool" type of lecturer.

She is updated with latest news like latest software and carsss..

and in her office, her radio is constantly on Hitz.fm

she even know Chris Daughtry!!!

That's why i love her!

well, partly also because she hated the rubbish-people in my class.

lol!!

That semester, we were still the same. but laughed more.

!!!!!!!!!!!!

I really love the fact that we laugh everyday.

We laugh at lecturers.

We laugh at our stupid classmates.

We laugh at some stupid act from one of us.

We laugh at Eight-to-three.

We laugh at the thought-to-be-vietnamese-or-chinese girl of our lecture.

We laugh at some random gossips around us.

We laugh at the theory of karyn everytime.

oh, and we always go to canteen together where I always had the malay rice.

the uncle even recognized me as "Inn" ...and I always got cheaper but bigger plate of rice!

We all like one of the potato dish from aunty. We will still buy a plate of that even if we didn't have malay rice that day.

and If potato is finished or UNAVAILABLE, at least 2 person will sigh disappointedly--Joanne and Jane.

I might feel A LITTLE BIT of disappointment too, but I'm more concerned with another dish---the chicken liver.

The uncle recognized me that he always checked for me if the chicken livers are still available.

He sometimes even wanna treat me for drinks..!

(wow, are my destiny of no-fate with elders changing?)

I started knowing Vanessa and Annting since, I think semester 2, year 2.

The so-called most hectic sem of all.

They are close friends of Joanne. Nice people as well.

We started sitting together during lectures, and OF COURSE, gossiping.

(now that I realized, Guys have best friends through their football basketball or watever "sweat-like" activities. But girls? They can get along in seconds as long as they share the same gossips)

We went through second semester smoothly.

I even made a wish before that semester,

to improve my GPA at least and better, above 3.75.

That moment, i'm scoring GPA of around 3.6.

Well, aim high is the first step to reach success right?

(and guess what? I succeeded! My GPA reached 3.8)

*your applause would be appreciated!*

Here we are, semester three.

I missed the first week of this sem, because I decided to spent time in my childhood heaven--pontian.( and i'm definitely not regretting so!)

I'm going to miss the classes for a week again..

Karyn decided to continue her advance study in KL.

the rest of us decided to stay.

KL is so not my place. The roads are too complicated for me.

The shopping mall are too seducing for me.

The pace is too hectic for me.

So I stayed.

and I like penang very much.

I like to study in a near-to-sea place.

This is the last sem we can have strange strange theory of Karyn.

I'll miss those!

Till then, we're gonna ROCK this sem like what we've done previously!

CHEERS! TO FRIENDS

CHEERS! TO COLLAGE LIFE

CHEERS! TO MY LIFE

CHEERS! TO ROCK N ROLL!

( we always ACCIDENTALLY wore the same colour clothes!)

( there was once we 3 were totally the same for both clothes and pants!)

Love your life.

It will love you back.

See? My life brought me these awesome people.

and i'm sure there's more to come!

*Life-loving*

Who do you call yourself?

In Alice In the Wonderland,

I, again, remembered the quote:

"You are whom you wanna be"

Alice can be Alice if she wanted to.

She can slay the jabberwocky as long as she believes in herself strong enough.

I think she realized this, after the lil talk with the blue caterpillar(which i forgot the name)

because she decided to be the champion of White Queen, and picked up her destiny.

Things were so stuck up before she left for the "underland"

Being forced to marry a terrible "boy"

Sister's thought-to-be-awesome husband is cheating

Mother is trying to hold up the family

But after she know she can be "The Alice" as long as she wanna be one,

she started to do things her way.

Maybe that's what we need,

"The courage to do things OUR OWN WAY"

I'm, AGAIN, inspired.

Since dunno-when, i've realized that the "believing" is a very HUGE strength.

That's why I started learning believing people.

maybe it doesn't work all the time, but it works MOST of the time.

That's why I keep believing in all my beliefs.

For a mankind to live on well, MENTAL strength should be counted in and even emphasized.

I love 9blades and Mayday, because i gained confident from their songs and books.

I love Crowd Lu, because i learned the spirit of rock n roll from him.

These are the 3 things i love, because i gained strength from them.

I'm lucky to have found my strength booster in such an early age.

I love understanding myself.

Because of that, I can always hold myself well.

I might go down, but i know, i will and have to got up in my own feet.

No other options.

The only way to make your own way, is to walk it.

another inspiring movie eh!

The white queen, by my FAVOURITE:

Anna Hathaway.

Is she not gorgeous or what?!!

even with her acting "funny?" in the movie,

I still love her!

awhh...the lovely twins.

they looked pretty scary at first, but they're quite cute.

I even wished i can marry johnny depp when i saw him holding these 2...kids?

Red-Queen...

alright, she resembles me.

She had a big head

The one bad thing bout this movie,

is that they're giving a hard time for us,

the big-head-ers..

as if we asked for it...!!!!

Johnny Depp! The hatter!

owh~

nothing much to say..only,

AWHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH~~~

a tale back at our childhood times.

but i love the colourful theme..

^^

My Life in picture!

A photo-blog of me.

Where i fulfill my dreams to be

• a photographer,
• a story-teller,
• a film-director,
• and a life watcher

www.frameitallup.blogspot.com

Frame It All Up

Details:

Name: Frame It All Up.

Descriptions: You don't take a photograph, you ask, quietly, to borrow it.

a small cut-out from my intro:

Frame It All Up is my personal desire towards my Quietly Fantastic life.

There are a lot of Wonderful moments which I wished to frame and hang on my wall.

In other words, this blog is my personal wall for all those wonderful moments and maybe some words along.

I can remember a lot of things, because I keep on remembering.

Life is constantly inspiring me.

With Love, I am now officially a photographer-wanna-be.

Another Awesome day!

I went for "Alice In The Wonderland" yesterday night.

Its definitely not bad.

well, fine, i gave up on trying to rate it..

and to my very surprise, Anna Hathaway is part of the movie!

She plays the "White Queen"!

and, this is the first time i saw her, doing funny acts?

I mean, the "White-Queen-Pose" is really laugh-inducing!

The movie starts at 11.35pm...at Queensbay.

I felt guilty for not insisting to have my house keys taken with me.

My mum stayed up until 2 something to open the door for me...

But i did tell her that i might end up pretty late, because i'm not sure bout the movie time YET.

She just wouldn't let me out with the keys.

(maybe thats another way she use to make sure i'm home not-too-late?)

well, whatever, she says no more next time.

Next time i have to be home by 12.

I guess so, its kinda danger for 2 girls only to be not-home too late.

Its malaysia, it means the public security is so.......UNsecured.

I can understand her feeling.

If my daughter went out very late, and somemore in Malaysia,

I might be so worried that i couldn't even sit down for more than 10 seconds.

I will wander around the house, and even make series of calls!

I'm sorry mum. I promise I'll take note on this next time.

**

I like how my mum deal with it this time, she didn't scold me or whatever,

she just talk to me and tell me she thinks its really danger and so on..

Yea, its TOTALLY acceptable.

I'd listen in this kind of way!

Mum, You've changed A LOT, and i appreciate your effort of trying to get on my track. Thank you.

**

oh....i forget bout alice in the wonderland!

okay, back to the movie....

its good overall.

Good in the sense that i am still willing to go for the second time.

Johnny Depp played "Hatter" in the it, and he is PERFECT.

even the tweedles are cute to me.

I always had an unexplainable phobia over cats, but,

I am ok with the cheesurs in the movie..

ok, i think i reach the conclusion.

Alice is good. But its so damn good to me because i had it watch with my chingu.

oh, Alice inspired me something.

maybe next post..

(the fact is, i've got a lot of things pending to be blog of! urgh!)

I'm alive but I'm losing all my drive

I am finally BACK home...

well, its not really "finally" after all, i've only been left for less than 48 hours...

This week in college, the topic of choice-for-further-study is so on.

Janice Toh had a small talk for us after the tamadun lecture...

about the dif between AFA, AAC, and AMA...which i already know..

It feels suck when everybody was talking bout "growing up" type of things..

I love being a non-grown-up. I'm cool with this status.

Growing up means picking up responsibilities, means doing something the world told you,

means no more ridiculous lifestyle.

this time next year, I'll be having my internship.

I.N.T.E.R.N.S.H.I.P. you know?!!!!

It means

Wearing FORMAL

Speaking FORMAL

Doing FORMAL

Walking FORMAL

Working FORMAL

Living FORMAL

I'm ok with the internship, but i'm really seeking a way to overcome my interview phobia...

I can talk shit lots up here but if its an interview, i even have to REMIND myself to keep breathing before i lost conscious..

This is so not ok, come on, someone tell me the cure! I'd do anything!!

"Adult going to be?"

I spent my whole childhood expecting growing up.

I've got only a few years left now to actually prodigal my youth times.

Why every children wanna grow up?

I used to wish so much badly that i'd grow up in a blink of eye or something of the same means- FAST, RAPID!

because I thought being a grown up, i can go, do, eat whatever,however,whenever,i want.

But now that i realized, its not totally true.

Being a grown up, you were tied up COMPLETELY by responsibilities.

You have to be like this, You shouldn't act like that,

all these IMPLIED rules in life is always there behind those grown ups,

Limiting their actions, Manipulating their lives.

Looking at my mum, would i be like her in maybe after a few decades?

Life is bringing me on a sail to I-dunno-where.

All I have to and can do is to bring out the best of myself.

No more regrets like this.

No more regrets of "I should have..."

Whatever!

I just wanna keep on laughing and enjoying.

there's a promise we kept.

we promised to never forget each other.

hmm.

song to share, love to show

New top favourite song:

Photograph-Nickelback

I like literally all of nickelback songs

I love the tone.

I love the lyrics.

this is how you love something,

LOVE IT, AS A WHOLE

"Photograph"

Look at this photograph

Everytime I do it makes me laugh

How did our eyes get so red

And what the hell is on Joey's head

And this is where I grew up

I think the present owner fixed it up

I never knew we'd ever went without

The second floor is hard for sneaking out

And this is where I went to school

Most of the time had better things to do

Criminal record says I broke in twice

I must have done it half a dozen times

I wonder if it's too late

Should i go back and try to graduate

Life's better now than it was back then

If I was them I wouldn't let me in

Oh, oh, oh

Oh, god, I

Every memory of looking out the back door

I had the photo album spread out on my bedroom floor

It's hard to say it, time to say it

Goodbye, goodbye.

Every memory of walking out the front door

I found the photo of the friend that I was looking for

It's hard to say it, time to say it

Goodbye, goodbye.

Remember the old arcade

Blew every dollar that we ever made

The cops hated us hangin' out

They say somebody went and burned it down

We used to listen to the radio

And sing along with every song we know

We said someday we'd find out how it feels

To sing to more than just the steering wheel

Kim's the first girl I kissed

I was so nervous that I nearly missed

She's had a couple of kids since then

I haven't seen her since god knows when

Oh, oh, oh

Oh, god, I

Every memory of looking out the back door

I had the photo album spread out on my bedroom floor

It's hard to say it, time to say it

Goodbye, goodbye.

Every memory of walking out the front door

I found the photo of the friend that I was looking for

It's hard to say it, time to say it

Goodbye, goodbye.

I miss that town

I miss the faces

You can't erase

You can't replace it

I miss it now

I can't believe it

So hard to stay

Too hard to leave it

If I could I relive those days

I know the one thing that would never change

Every memory of looking out the back door

I had the photo album spread out on my bedroom floor

It's hard to say it, time to say it

Goodbye, goodbye.

Every memory of walking out the front door

I found the photo of the friend that I was looking for

It's hard to say it, time to say it

Goodbye, goodbye.

Look at this photograph

Everytime I do it makes me laugh

Everytime I do it makes me...

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